A TIME OF CELEBRATION

Greetings Family and Friends,

As you can see, we have a new family Christmas photo posted today. It was taken on Thanksgiving day when all of our children and grandchildren gathered at our house to celebrate together the many blessings of this past year. There's nothing sweeter to a mother's heart than being surrounded by all of her family. It was sweet!!! Lara, Britney, Carter and Ashlyn drove down from Minnesota --- 18-20 hours in the car with a five year old and an almost three year old, can you only imagine!! They arrived safely on the Friday afternoon before Thanksgiving, a little travel weary but glad to be back in Georgia for a short visit. They were able to see some of their friends and to go back to their church on Sunday and that was nice. The BEST part of their visit was that Pop and I had six wonderful days with them. They have been gone for six months already and Carter and Ashlyn have grown like little weeds. (It will be 6 months before I see them again and that thought breaks my heart). Since they moved, our time together has become that much more special!! When they arrived back home in Minnesota they were greeted with six inches of snow, which as of yesterday, was still on the ground. They will probably have their first ever "White Christmas". During the month of November we also celebrated Rebekah's 13th birthday (talk about growing up too fast, I still can't believe she is a teenager), Melinda celebrated her 39th birthday (that's right...her last one before that BIG 40) and also, I celebrated my 16th (was that a that a typo error?!!...I meant to say my 61st). November is a big birthday month for us!

Now, here we are in the month of December; where has this year gone? It is another big month of birthdays for the Mitchell girls. ( Pam's 37th and Jill's big 30th). My baby is turning 30, yikes! Marvin and I will be celebrating a big milestone in our lives as well. This year marks our 40th wedding anniversary and we are going to Disney World to celebrate and pretend that we are teenagers again! I thank God every day for the wonderful man he has blessed me with. One who loves the Lord, who loves me and who has walked with me in all things. He has been the most giving man to his family, (always unselfishly) and has always taken good care of all "his girls". I publicly praise him today. Because of Marvin, I came to know the Lord and walking with God for the last 41 years has been an amazing journey. The longer I serve Him, the sweeter He grows!

Speaking of ...here we are in the Christmas season. That wonderful time of year when we stop to focus on the greatest gift that was ever given ... "HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESUS". It was just a few days after Christmas last year (December 28th to be exact) that I got the call from my doctor, the one that changed my life forever. God has taught me things that I could have never imagined, and though it has been a challenging year, I have no doubt that in my life--"all is well". My Savior walks with me on the mountain top as well as in the valley and the peace that only He can give has been my strength. As this year ends, I will look back and be reminded once again of every single blessing that has come my way. To God be the glory, great things He has done!

I love you all so much and I, as always thank God for each of you. Wherever you spend this Christmas season, I pray that God will bless you beyond measure! I want to close with this thought; (it is in my Christmas card this year but it reflects the very thoughts of my heart as well):
" May your season be filled with sweet peace, simple joy, and "GOD'S AMAZING LOVE'.

I love you guys,
Judy

John 3:16 For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.

PUT TO THE TEST AND THANKING GOD IN ALL THINGS

Today (Thursday) was a big day of testing for me. The morning began with a radioactive injection followed by a CAT scan of the head, chest, abdomen and pelvis. Then, off for another mammogram, and a bone scan, followed by blood work and a visit with my oncologist.

Testing day is filled with all kinds of emotions for me. When I'm in there having all those scans done I try to watch the faces of the technicians to see if I can find any "clues" in their expressions as they are reading the screens. Testing day reminds me of what it was like when I was in school. You know how you study and prepare the best you know how--you think you did OK on the test but you still anxiously wait for the teacher to pass out the grades to see how you really did. "Cancer test day" is a lot like that.......you know that you've been feeling pretty good and you think everything is going great but you still have to wait for the "final test score".

I am very thankful to report tonight that I have gotten the results back from all the test except the bond scan. Everything looks good!! The growth on my thorax has not changed, the mammogram is the same as it was three months ago, they found a brain (ha ha), and I am testing clear of cancer at this time. (I am still waiting for the results on the bone scan but I am very positive that those results will be good as well). Thank you from the bottom of my heart for all of your prayers, you will never know how much strength I feel knowing that you are praying for me.

As Thanksgiving week approaches, my heart is so full. I have SO MUCH to be thankful for this year. God has walked down this path with me every step of the way, surrounded me with loving friends and a precious family and given me a peace that passes understanding through and in all things. I will be eternally grateful and I praise his Holy Name!

I am anxiously awaiting the arrival of Lara, Britney, Carter and Ashlyn. They are coming in from Minnesota to spend Thanksgiving week with us. It will be the first time in six months that we have all been together. The "family circle" will be complete---all the kids and grand kids will be here and I can hardly wait!!! I pray that each of you will experience a week of thanksgiving and blessings as well .

As I pause and reflect on the goodness of Our Lord, I am truly humbled. His love and mercy is everlasting! In all things, give thanks. Happy Thanksgiving to all of you. Enjoy your time with friends and family---"a happy memory is a precious thing"!

I love you guys,
Judy

Ephesians 5:20 Give thanks always for all things.

FALL FESTIVALS, CORN MAZES AND CELEBRATIONS!

"Life" is a festival, a celebration and life is good!! I know that it has been many weeks since I last wrote in my blog and some of you have called or written to "check up" on me. Thanks! It's nice to know that you are still reading it; sometimes I worry that I may be boring you with all my news.


The truth of the matter why I haven't written lately is, I have been busy----busy having fun and enjoying family and friends and my "new found energy" that is slowly returning.
We celebrated Chad's birthday a few weeks ago. Can you believe that he is already "15" with a learner's permit to drive a car (YIKES)!! His Granny Sweatt and Aunt Amy were able to drive over for the day from Bremen, GA and that was great. We had not seen them for quite a while and had a lot of catching up to do.


This Sunday will be Rebekah's "13th" birthday (YIKES AGAIN) another teenager in the family. Marvin and I plan to surprise her and drive to S.C. to go to church with her and then take her out for a birthday lunch. (We will officially celebrate with a big party at our house on Thanksgiving Day). The whole Mitchell Clan will be together that day. Lara, Britney, Carter and Ashlyn are driving down from Minnesota for the week and we are all very excited about that.


Besides birthday celebrations I've had fun at the Fall Festival at our church, and at our neighborhood Halloween Parade. The little children are always sooooo cute. They have a big costume parade down the street then they load them all on a flat-bed and drive them from house to house to "trick or treat". I always dress up in costume too!! This year I wore my poodle skirt and had a dance party in my driveway with all of them. Well.....not a DICK CLARK
DANCE PARTY, I can't dance like that, but, we all did the Hokey Pokey together and I think that counts as a dance, don't you??!


And last but not least, I got lost in a Corn Maze! Marvin and I met Pam, Scott, their little 8 year old niece Autumn, Jill, Mark and little Nathan in Watkinsville a few Saturdays ago. It was a blast. There were so many cute things to do: A baby pig race, live animals to pet, a cow train for the little ones to ride in, a pumpkin patch where you pick your own pumpkin, a hay ride and a BIG corn maze. (I made them promise before I went in not to leave me alone in that maze. I always get lost in those things.) As you traveled through the corn you would find clue boards along the pathway and if you knew the right answers to the clues they would lead you in the right direction to go. After a while of "wandering in the corn" we finally realized the way out was to find the outside edge of the corn and follow that path. We didn't break any records but we did finally, successfully, make it out of the maze, laughing all the way! What a day of fun we all had. "Another special memory to cherish together".


When I got home that night I was thinking again about that corn maze---you know life is a lot like that sometimes isn't it? You never really know what might be around the corner as you travel down your path of life but our "clue board"--GOD'S WORD---will always lead us safely home!! He will show us which path to take, it's up to us to follow.


I hope this month your "path" will be filled with all the things that make you happy. We have so much to be thankful for. To God be the Glory, great things he has done. I thank my God always for all of you. I will write again soon, I promise! Till then......

I love you guys,
Judy
Today's Verses: Psalms 16:11-Show path of life
27:11-lead me in a plain path
119:105-a light to my path
Mic. 4:2-We will walk in his path
Luke 3:4-Make his path straight

NO SAND BETWEEN MY TOES!

Greetings,

Those of you who know me best know how much I have always loved vacations at the beach sitting at the edge of the ocean and enjoying the peaceful beauty that God created. This past weekend Marvin and I were blessed with a great getaway in Myrtle Beach with Melinda and our 15 year old grandson, Chad. He was playing in a baseball tournament there and Melinda had rented a condo on the beach with enough extra space for Marvin and I to "tag along". (Thanks Melinda and Jason!!) Most of our time was spent at the baseball field (4 games in 2 days) which left very little time for walks on the beach. I didn't even get any "sand between my toes". I think that is the first time ever that I've been near the ocean and not done that! However, I was happy just to get to "see the ocean again" and I will never take for granted the little things that I DID get to do on this trip. Like.....seeing the sun sparkle over the water, watching the fishing boats head out every morning, listening to the laughter as families played in the sand or my first-born-grandson's happy face as he took the field with his teammates to play a baseball game. (No, his team did not win but being together was fun enough.) It's during times like these that I completely forget about that word "cancer" and life seems carefree and peaceful. What a blessing those moments are to me. They're like "the sands of the sea which can not be numbered." (Hosea 1:10). I cherish each day!!!

But, alas, those days don't last very long and it's once again time to schedule doctor appointments, CT scans and blood tests. That too becomes a part of your life after cancer but a part that I am thankful for as well because each one will help the doctors know best how to provide the care that is needed. On October 15th , I have an appointment with my surgeon for a check up and on Nov. 15th, I will have another mammogram and a CT scan followed by an appointment with the oncologist for blood work and such. Your prayers, as always, mean so much to me; especially during those days while we WAIT to hear the latest results.

For now, I will reflect on our great trip to the beach even though there was" no sand between my toes" and simply continue to trust as I am standing on "THE SOLID ROCK"!

I love you guys,
Judy
Dt. 32:4--He is the Rock, his work is perfect; for all his ways are justice; a God of truth and with iniquity, just and right is he.

Blessings And Miracles

Greetings Friends,

There are many times in my life that I find myself so touched by the awesome goodness of God's blessings. This week has been one of those precious times for me as I have been blessed beyond measure once again. Thank you, precious Savior!

First of all, my colonoscopy test last Thursday went off with out a hitch. Shortly after arriving at the office I was wheeled into the test room and put to sleep for the procedure and did not remember another thing until I awoke to hear the wonderful news that "all was clear". (The doctor even said that I had the colon of a 20 year old!!!)

Another blessing I experienced this past week was a reunion-luncheon with some very special friends. Friends from a past church family (Shirley, Carolyn, Joyce, Linda, Mandy and Sheryl) whom I haven't seen in many years. We could have talked for days but the poor waiter needed to make some more money so we left promising each other to gather again next month. These women are such a blessing to me and I treasure not only our time together last weekend but their precious friendship and all the sweet memories that we share from our time together serving God at Maranatha Baptist Church. Thank you ladies for the blessing of your friendship.

Blessings and miracles---we are surrounded by so many aren't we? Miracles and blessings that are "new each day". The miracle of life, the miracle of the rising and setting sun, the blessing of His Word and the miracle of a God who created us and loves us with so great a love. We are truly blessed beyond measure! To God be the gory. It's all about Him!!

I hope you have a week full of blessings. I love you guys,
Judy

Proverbs 10:22 The blessing of the Lord, it maketh rich, and he addeth no sorrow with it.

A Joyful Memory

Greetings friends,
Marvin and I arrived back in GA. on Monday night from our visit with Lara, Britney, Ashlyn, and Carter in their new home in Minnesota. (Well- the house isn't exactly new- it's 100 years old !) It was great to finally see their home and the town where they are living. Now I don't have to "imagine" what it's like, I know. We had such a wonderful four days together and the memories will bring great joy to my heart for a long time to come.
Ashlyn started school that week and I got to walk her to and from school every day. They live right across the street from her school--isn't that great!! The only bad thing about that was whenever I would walk by a window and see the school I had to fight the urge to just go over there and sit with her. I didn't want to give up a single second of our time together. She is such a sweetheart and I enjoy her so much.
Carter and I had great fun playing while sister was at school. It isn't very often that he gets the opportunity of my undivided attention and he and I soaked up our "fun time together". He loves tractors and farm equipment and has quite a collection of toy tractors now. The next trip I take to Minnesota I am sure that he will probably be working in his own little "garden/farm" out in the backyard. He just loves to play in that black dirt. I don't know how Lara keeps his clothes clean!!
Lara and Britney were great hosts. They drove us all around town showing us their little city from the huge cornfields with big steel power generating windmills, to the lake where they go most Sundays after church, to his uncle's farms. (One uncle has a hog farm with thousands of great big hogs--PHEW this city girl held her breath as often as I could, ha.ha.) We were invited to his Uncle Jerry and Aunt Mell's house one night for dinner. The food was delicious -all home grown- and the fellowship was sweet. Britney's grandma and grandpa and two of his cousins and their families were there as well. It was wonderful seeing all of them again. After dinner they built a big campfire and we roasted marshmallows and talked for hours under the star filled sky. "Life in Minnesota"- much more relaxing I must say!!
Then, the dreaded morning came when we all had to say "Goodbye". It was hard!! We left Ashlyn at her classroom in tears and with Carter saying ,"No, Nana, I want you to spend the night". On the drive back to the airport I couldn't look at a tractor or a windmill or a cornfield without crying. I had started to miss all of them and I wasn't even out of the Adrian city limits yet!!!! Parting is always so hard but, thank goodness, those memories will stay close within our minds and in our hearts no matter how many miles there are between us. "I thank you Jesus for every precious second of our trip".
Now that we are back home, life as we know it resumes. Marvin is at work today and I am washing loads of dirty clothes! Tomorrow (9-13) I will go in for my colonoscopy test at 10:00; something I am not exactly looking forward to. How do you go from a great week with your daughter and her family TO THAT? Seriously, your prayers mean so much to me. I pray that everything will check out fine and no cancer will be found. I will let you know the results as soon as they are available. God has shown great grace and mercy to me during the last nine months since my first diagnosis and I am still taking my "path of life" trusting in His Love.
I love you guys,
Judy

Psalm 16:11 Thou wilt show me the path of life. In thy presence is fullness of joy; at thy right hand there are pleasures for evermore.

Be Not Anxious

Hi dear friends,

I know that it has been a while since my last note. I have been "catching up" with old friends, visiting with my precious grandchildren every chance I get and even enjoying the fact that I can see eyebrows and eyelashes beginning to grow back in. Every day is a celebration!! I've also been busy keeping all those "necessary" doctor appointments and I thank God every day for the wonderful doctors he has blessed me with.

At my last office visit with my oncologist, the results were good in the news that my scans were clear but my blood test showed that my white blood counts and my platelets had fallen back into the low range again. My body is telling me that I've been "celebrating" a little too much and I realize now that I have to slow it down again. My body has a lot of recovering to do and I am ready to obey what the doctors and this old body have to say!

Every three months for the next two years I will have scans taken and blood work done. Our goal for now is to stay "cancer-free" for one full year and each year to follow for the next five years. Every year I can celebrate staying cancer-free adds up to a better chance for a full recovery. Five years seems such a long way off. Right now I just want to live to the fullest---one day at a time! My prayer is to live worthy of His goodness and mercy and to continue to praise him and give him the glory for each and every day. There is no need to "worry what tomorrow will bring", I'll just trust THE ONE who holds tomorrow!!

Marvin and I are so excited that we will be able to travel to Minnesota in September to visit with Lara, Britney, Ashlyn and Carter. Since I will still have my chemo port implant, I may set off the alarms when I pass through security checks at the airport. I'm just praying that I don't get pulled out for a BODY SEARCH. Now, that would be a story to write about in my next blog wouldn't it?!!

I will try to keep you updated when we return. I hope you all have a great week. I close my note with this thought: We need not be anxious for the things we may need. On Him we have set our hope that he will continue to deliver us as you help me by your prayers....and, as we do the same for each one of you.

I love you guys,
Judy

Matthew 6:25-Therefore, I say unto you, Be not anxious for your life, what ye shall eat or what ye shall drink; nor yet for your body, what ye shall put on. Is not the life more than food and the body than raiment? (Also 26-35)

PS Please continue to pray for Mark and Sandra Byars. The reports were not what we had hoped they would be. They are trying to decide the best course of treatments for her. (Sandra, be not anxious. I love you girl!)

My Heart Leaps For Joy

Greetings friends,

Last night (Tuesday) I got the call from my doctor with the results of my CT and PET scans. What a joyful moment it was for me when I heard him say the scans were clear, NO CANCER in my body at this time. I can't even begin to describe how I felt at that moment. I was overjoyed, relieved, and so humbled all at the same time! I fell to my knees with a prayer of thanksgiving and the tears began to flow. God has been merciful to me and I pray that I will walk "worthy" in the days ahead and will always remember to "praise Him" for his wonderful grace. Thank you, thank you, thank you for your love and support, it has been such a blessing to me. Knowing that you were there praying for me has given me such strength.

I still have the mass in my thorax and they still don't know what it is (only that it doesn't show as cancer). It hasn't shown any changes since they discovered it in January. The doctors think it is best just to leave it alone and watch it closely. They have scheduled another CT scan in three months to see how it looks; it could even be something I have had all my life. I will keep you updated as things progress.

But, as for now, I just want to rest in the knowledge that all seems well. I want to spend more time with my wonderful friends and family. I want to enjoy playing and visiting with my sweet grandchildren and not worry about getting sick. I want to get back in the kitchen at church again on Wednesday nights and help cook the Wednesday meals. And----most of all, I want to tell others what an awesome God we serve!!!

Thank you dear friends for walking this journey with me. Let us praise the Lord together!

I love you guys,
Judy

Psalm 28:6&7: Praise be to the Lord, for he has heard my cry for mercy. The Lord is my strength and my shield; my heart trusts in him, and I am helped. My heart leaps for joy and I will give thanks to him.

PS. Please help me pray for my friend Sandra Byars that she will hear good news next Monday, (Aug. 13th) when she goes in for a Cat Scan on her liver to see if her last surgery was successful. I pray that she also will hear "no cancer at this time"!!

HOLDING ON

That's just what I am doing these days following the chemo treatments, "holding on". There are two very important appointments coming up in the next few days and I would be very grateful if you would remember them in your prayers.

The first appointment is on Wednesday (Aug. 1). I will go to my OBGYN for a check up. I haven't been in five years and I know that was foolish, especially in light of what has taken place over the last seven months but I let "other things" get in the way of making the appointment until now. I am a little anxious about this visit and I have to keep my focus so that I don't run off and dwell on the "what ifs". Then, on August 6th, I go back in for my first CT/Pet scan since my surgery and final chemo treatment to see how things look at this point in my recovery.
I will write and let you know the outcome from both tests as soon as possible.

Till then I'll keep "holding on".... to the hope that the cancer has been controlled, "holding on"...to the hope of a cure and "holding on"...to the Father's Hand!!

I love you guys,
Judy

Isaiah 41:13-For I, the Lord thy God, will hold thy right hand, saying unto thee, Fear not; I will help thee.

SPECIAL PRAYER REQUEST: Joan Odom (niece of a dear friend) has found out that she has cancer all over her body. Last week they found 3 tumors on her brain. Doctors give her 6 months to live. Please pray for her and for her family in the days ahead. Thank you!

I Am So Thankful!

I am so thankful for THIS DAY. No matter what it brings, God gave me today and He will be with me in it. Every day I feel stronger and that my healing is going well. It's great to "taste" food again, to have energy to play with my grandkids, to cook meals and to enjoy the day without sickness or fatigue and even to look in the mirror and see some "fuzzy little hairs on top of my head"!!

I am thankful for doctors and chemo and medications that, hopefully, have knocked cancer back so far that no traces will be detected on August 6th.

I am thankful for friends and family, time to sort and shift "priorities in life", time to appreciate each new day, time to see health as a gift and time to reach out to others in need.

I am thankful for time to turn my eyes away from self and lift them to God, the very one who created me and holds me in His hands. I will praise the Lord forever!!

I am thankful to each one of you for your love and faithfulness to me. Every day I still receive a card in the mail; someone God sent to give me words of comfort and encouragement. How will I ever be able to let you know how much you mean to me? Thank you for letting God use you to bless my life!

And.......I am thankful for each opportunity God gives ME to "pass it on to someone else"!!

I love you guys,
Judy

Isaiah 40:31-Those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary. They will walk and not be faint.

PS Sandra Byars surgery went well. The surgeon seems to think they were able to blast all the cancer cells. They will know more after the next CT scans. Mark and she are so thankful for your prayers and so am I.

Test Results

Hi dear friends,

Just thought I would give you a little update on "happenings" this week. On Tuesday I went in for a sonogram and a mammogram on the right breast. The sonogram showed several areas of what is believed to be small cysts. Dr. Hardcastle seems to think that every thing is alright at this time. He said that when I go in on Aug. 6th for the Pet and Cat Scans they should show us a more detailed reading and we will have a better diagnosis at that time. If everything appears OK after the scans he wants me to repeat the mammogram again in four months just to watch everything very closely. Of course, I am a little concerned about this latest finding; my biggest fear is that the cysts will turn into cancers later on. However, I will wait for the results of the scans and try not to jump to any conclusions! For now I am rejoicing in the fact that my strength is returning and I am feeling better with each new day. As always, I ask that you will remember these things in your prayers. I know that the God who created me will care for me and I trust and rest in Him!

Have a great weekend. I love you guys,
Judy

Psalm9:9-10 The Lord is a refuge for the oppressed, a stronghold in times of trouble. Those who know your name will trust in you, for you Lord have never forsaken those who seek you.

NOTE: Sandra Byars will have radiation treatment at Emory on Tues. July 17, to destroy the adrenal tumor on her liver. Please pray!
Keith Woods is improving daily. Praise the Lord!

Celebrating

Greetings Everyone,

Tomorrow is a special day to celebrate this great country and the freedoms that we enjoy; I hope it will be a great day for you and those you love.

Today I am celebrating as well. First, I am celebrating my freedom in Christ and the thankfulness that I feel when I think that God allowed me to be born in this great country--America. I am celebrating the love of family and friends and the freedom to worship at the church of my choice with God's people.

Another thing I celebrate today is the great report that I received at the doctor's office. The white blood count and the platelets were back up in the high normal range today for the first time in a long time and I feel like I am truly beginning to heal and that my life "before chemo" is slowly coming back. (Marvin and I have been celebrating this good news all afternoon.) To God be the glory---I am so thankful for His healing hand!!!

I praise you Lord and
I love you guys!
Judy

James5:13 Is any among you afflicted? Let him pray. Anyone who is happy, let him sing praises.

A Time Line--Seven Month Later

Greetings,
It's hard to believe that it has been seven months since I heard the words, "You have breast cancer" and on Wednesday July 4th it will be one whole month since my LAST chemo treatment and that one week ago this past Saturday I was coming home from the "unexpected" hospital stay!! Where does the time go? I'm feeling so much better I have to keep reminding myself to still "take things easy". With time and the Lord's help, I am starting to heal.

Last Wednesday I went to the oncologist for the follow-up visit after the hospital stay. The platelets were back up in the normal range again but the white blood count had dropped below what it was on the day I checked out of the hospital. Since the white blood cells are the ones that help fight infections they gave me a shot that helps speed up the body's ability to make new cells. Tomorrow (Tuesday) I have another appointment to check on my progress and see how the whole count looks now. I am praying that the reports will be good. I will go back once a week for blood work and then on August 6th I will have a CAT and Pet Scan done to see how everything looks now that the chemo treatments are over. Until then I need to rest, rest, and rest. Until the white counts are up I am still on the diet of no raw fruits or veggies because of possible bacterias and I have to stay out of large crowds for a while longer. Marvin and I did get to go to church yesterday. We set up in the balcony (our little spot away) but did not go to Sunday School yet. We have the greatest class and we miss being with them but we know before long that we will be back with them again. (And, of course, I miss my time with all of you as well!) That's been one of the hardest parts of the past seven months, not being with the people I love!!

Through it all, God has been my strength and my help these last 7 months and I praise Him daily for his grace and mercy. Time means everything when you measure it by God's timetable. In these past seven months I have learned so much and seen so clearly just how powerful and awesome the hand of God can be. I lift my eyes to the hills where my help comes from!!

I thank God daily for all of you----you have been my strength and help as well. Your cards, prayers, visits and delicious meals have been such a blessing to us. I can never thank you enough----there would never be enough "time" to tell you how much you mean to us. We pray that you have a safe and happy 4th. May God bless America and may God Bless YOU!! I will update again soon.

I love you guys,
Judy

Paslm 121:1-8 I lift my eyes to the hills. Where does my help come from? My help comes from the Lord, the Maker of heaven and earth.

His Grace Is Sufficient

Greetings, where do I even begin this blog--it's hard to know so I will go back one whole week and begin with a happy family celebration. Even though my blood counts and platelets were low from the last chemo treatment, Marvin and I were able to travel to South Georgia last Saturday to attend his mom's 91st birthday/family reunion. As always, we had a sweet time "catching-up" on all the family activities since we were together last year. His mom is doing amazingly well and we had a bitter-sweet reunion---you see, she had breast cancer 53 years ago!!! As soon as I arrived she gave me a big bear hug and we had a good cry together. What an encouragement she was to me.
Now, I will fast forward to the next week. On Wednesday afternoon I found myself in a special neutropenic room of the oncology floor at DeKalb Medical Hospital with very low platelets and white blood cells fighting an unknown infection. By Thursday night the fever was over 102 degrees and after many blood cultures and tests they still couldn't pin-point where the problem was coming from. I hit a low point that night and at around 10:30 I broke down in tears---that's when I knew His grace truly is sufficient. I started praying as never before , "Lord, the doctors are doing all they know to bring this infection under control and it doesn't seem to be doing much good. I know that only YOU can bring my fever down and I am holding on to the hem of your garment and trusting you to meet my need right now." Well, at 12:30 that night I woke from a short nap with my sheets and hospital gown wringing wet with sweat but a temperature below 100 degrees for the first time in three days and I knew I had nothing to fear. Prayers had been answered once again and God was in control.
On Friday afternoon they took me down for a CAT scan on my chest. The results were encouraging. The mass that is in my thorax was still there but, it had not changed since my last scan in January. I am sure when I recover from this latest "bend-in-the-road" I will need to have a biopsy taken to determine just what this could be. The doctors seem to think it is something suspicious of adenopathy. I could have had it all my life but until a pathology report is done, we won't know. Once again, all I can say is "His grace is sufficient".
After several more bags of antibiotics and sodium chloride the fever continued to drop and by Saturday morning the doctors released me. Marvin and I were able to come home. The diagnoses is "neutropenic" which means I have very little immune system right now. Until I have built up more platelets I have to be extra careful; no visitors yet, no cut or fresh flowers, no raw fruits or veggies because of possible bacteria contaminates . (I can live with that for a while). I know that when I am weak, He is strong. I will never cease to praise Him and thank Him for His love for me and, as I say to you every time I write but I mean with all my heart---thank you for your love and prayers as well. God has heard once more and we can only say....We praise and thank you Lord!
I love you guys,
Judy
2Corinthians 12:9 And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee; for my strength is made perfect in weakness.

Updates: Keith Wood continues to recover and is doing as well as possible. He and Allyson still have a long road to recovery but your prayers are helping.
Sandra Byars, sadly is back in the hospital. They found a mass of unknown character on her liver. They did a biopsy on Wednesday and are awaiting results. We are praying that it is only a benign growth but she and Mark are in need of our prayers as never before.
Thanks Prayer Warriors!!

Feeling Better!

Just an update: Judy is feeling better this morning and her temperature is down to just under 100 degrees. She had a short spell last night when her temp went up to over 102 and she felt pretty bad, but they have pumped her full of antibiotics and sodium chloride, so she is on the mend. They decided not to do the cat scan because the headaches go away when the fever is down, so they are attributing the headache to the fever. They did a chest x-ray to rule out pneumonia or anything else, and it looked fine. So, hopefully between the antibiotics and the rest, she will heal quickly and be home by the weekend. They haven't given her a release time yet, but if the fever stays down and all of the blood work comes back in the normal range, then she can leave - maybe Friday or Saturday??

She thanks you again for your prayers and concern! We will update again soon!

Prayer Request

Just to let everyone know, Judy was admitted to the hospital this afternoon (Wednesday). She has been fighting a fever and a headache for the last few days, so the Dr. wants to try and build her immune system up and run some tests. We know that your prayers and support have pushed her through these last 6 months, so we ask that you keep her in your prayers for the next few days as she tries to build back her strength. They will be doing a CT scan at some point while she is there to make sure that the headache is nothing more than that. Please keep that in your prayers too!

The Dr.'s have told her that they are admitting her to keep her away from people and to keep a watch on her, so she can't have visitors, but she can feel your presence through your prayers! We will keep you updated on her progress and we'll hopefully have a good report in the next few days.

Thanks!

I Pased The Test

Yes, I passed the blood test on Monday (by the skin of my teeth) so I didn't have to get the Neulasta injection that is so hard for me to recover from. They want me to come back in this Friday to check the white blood counts again. It can still drop (or it "can" continue to build) and they want to make sure the counts are good enough to get through the weekend without any problems. Please pray that I "pass the test" again on Friday. It's funny how some things effect your mind. When I entered the building on Monday and got on the elevator to take me to the 7th floor and the Cancer Center, I immediately began to feel nauseated even though I knew I was ONLY going for blood work and no chemo. I guess I will feel that way for a while when ever I have to go in but---I was rejoicing when I left the office to come home. God had once again heard and answered my prayer!! Thank you Jesus and thank you , all my prayer warriors.

After I left the Cancer Center, I went to Dr. Hardcastle's office. He took blood also to begin checking 'markers' which will tell him if anything "out of the ordinary" is going on in my body. More good news there, he confirmed that I would not need to have any radiation treatments. The next step is the CAT and PET scans in July. We will know more at that time how the chemo worked and also, hopefully, find out more about the mass in my thorax. I am praying and trusting God who made me and charts my path. Wherever he leads me I know He will care for me!

I will update again on Friday or early next week. Till then always remember-------
I love you guys!
Judy

Deuteronomy 31:8 The Lord himself will go before you. He will be with you; he will not leave you or forget you. (How comforting is that??!!)

PS. Sandra Byars continues to recover at home.
Keith Wood (son-in-law Rev. Howard & Judy Mills) had surgery today to remove his spleen and pancreas--please continue to pray for he and his wife Allyson. Thanks!

A "DOUBLE BLESSING DAY"

Monday was a "double blessing day" for me. I received my 6th AND FINAL chemo treatment today and my doctor, because I don't have to build-up the blood so fast this treatment in preparation for any more chemo, has let me skip the Neulasta injection (the one that makes me feel so bad). Needless to say, I was jumping for joy as I walked down that long hallway away from that treatment room!! Next week I do have to go in for a blood check to see if , at that time, the blood is holding up without the shot. If it isn't I will have to take it after all. So, I guess that means a few more days at home, lots of rest, and staying out of crowds but I can do that. There are many things about those office visits that I will never miss but I will be forever grateful to the doctors and the staff there who took care of me and gave so much so that I could begin the road that will help me and many others become "cancer survivors"!

What comes next? On June 11th, I return to the Oncologist for blood work and then on that same day I go back to my surgeon, Dr. Hardcastle. Around the 10th of July, he wants to set up another Pet Scan and a Cat Scan to see how things look now that chemo is over and to take another look at that mass that is in my thorax to determine if I need a surgical biopsy taken at this time. We still don't know exactly what it is , we just know that it did not take the radiation like cancers do. If all looks good at that point, I will have one more surgery to remove the port that was put in for the treatments. It looks like I will be seeing both doctors for a long time. They will check for what they call "markers" which tell them if there is any signs of cancer" for the next five years starting with three month checks, then six and then once a year until that time is up. After the five years, they didn't say what would come next but I've learned whatever the future holds, one day at a time is always best. God already knows what my future holds and I will look to him. My heart is so full of praise and thanksgiving I hardly know where to begin to express my love to all of you and to the One who has carried me through these past 6 months!! Together we have reached this goal.


To God be the Glory. I am God's child-- as changes come I know that he will deliver me out of them. As I hold His hand He will led me safely through all things; and when I can not stand (and there were MANY of those days) He holds me in his arms. I know that He will shield me from suffering or He will give me unfailing strength to bear it. It has truly been a "journey", one that I will never forget and one that has only just begun. It is a journey that has taught me so many things, things that have changed my life forever. ( I will share more of that in a later blog.)

To all of you, "How do I even begin to express what my heart feels for each of you right now?" I know I couldn't begin to put that into words, but, God knows and I pray that He will show you and bless you in ways that I never could. And so I close by simply saying,

I FOREVER love you guys,
Judy

Psalms 116:1-2
I love the Lord, for he heard my voice; he heard my cry for mercy. Because he turned his ear to me, I will call on him as long as I live.

PRAISE THE LORD!!!!!
Sandra Byars is back home and seems to be doing well.

Freedom Comes With A Price

Happy Memorial Day. This is the weekend we stop to honor all those brave men and women who protect our country and allow us the freedoms that we so often take for granted. However, freedom does not come easy. I pray that as we gather with our loved ones we will stop and remember the soldiers (past and present) who have given so much for us. May God Bless America!!

Yesterday I had my blood work done following the May 15th chemo. The results were not so good this time; they were the lowest since I started my treatments. Of course, I got the "special shot" to build back before the June 5th treatment. Then, this morning I got up with swollen lips and sores in my mouth (a side effect of chemo also). The doctor called in some medicine that is supposed to clear them up and I am sure in a day or so that this too shall pass. Don't worry---they won't keep me from eating or talking, I can always find a way to do both!! All things considered, I still feel pretty good and count my blessings daily. Each day is a gift. Your prayers have brought me through so much already and I know they will continue to be a strength to me. Thank you dear family and friends.

I hope that you have a safe and happy Memorial Day weekend. We are looking forward to having some of our children and grandchildren with us. May God bless you and may God bless America.

My verse for today is: Psalm 117:1 "Praise the Lord, all you nations; extol Him, all you people." (He gave the ultimate sacrifice!!)

I love you guys,
Judy

PS A quick update: Sandra Byars is back in Emory recovering from an infection following her surgery. I talked with her a short while yesterday and she is still very sick but showing improvement day by day.

Two new prayer request:
Keith (Rev. Howard & Judy Mill's son in law) will have surgery to remove his pancreas and spleen. Remember his wife Allison also.
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Eleanor Sweatt (Jason's mom) will have surgery on May 31st (shoulder)

It's The Final Countdown

I know that it has been a while since my last blog and I apologize for that. First of all, I hope that you all had a wonderful Mother's Day. There's nothing like having a day to reflect on the "blessing" of children and grandchildren is there? We love our family with a love so deep it seems endless but I can't even begin to imagine just how deep or wide or far God's love for us must be! He loves us with a love that can't be measured but it CAN BE FELT. It is that love that has brought me through these last five months and I praise and thank him for that every day!!

I am on "the final countdown". Yesterday I received chemo treatment #5. I wasn't sure if I would be able to take it because a few days before my scheduled treatment I began running a 100o temp (think it was a sinus infection). When I called the doctor he sent me a powerful antibiotic that I took right away and thankfully by Tuesday the fever was gone and I stayed right on schedule. Hopefully, today I took my last shot to build my bone marrow; that's the shot that makes me feel so bad. They told me after my next chemo I probably won't have to take it and I can't tell you how excited that made me feel.

It's funny what some of the side effects of chemo can be besides the "medical"-----It will probably be a long time before I am able to drink red fruit juice or ginger ale again or eat another saltine cracker. BUT "I will" look at each new day through different eyes and love with a deeper love than ever before. I will never take friends or family for granted or start another day without God's Word in my heart and a prayer on my lips!!!!

One more treatment to go. Can you believe I'm almost to the end? Thank you dear friends and family; your support love and prayers have been amazing. I could never be able to tell you in words just how much you mean to me. Thank you for walking this path with me. You've been there every step of the way. I couldn't have made it without you!! I will be forever grateful.

I love you guys,
Judy Ephesians 3:19 - Christ's love is greater than anyone can ever know.

PS Two praise reports for you:
My little grandson, Nathan, had tubes in his ears last Wednesday and is doing well.
Also, Sandra Byars is home from the hospital following the adrenal surgery. They removed the adrenal gland, an area along her kidney and her spleen. The biopsy on the adrenal gland was benign. She does not need chemo or radiation but it is such a rare type cancer they are still trying to decide what treatments and medications to give her. We are just thankful things are going well for her. Thank you for your prayers.

And The Owl Blinked

Greetings to all!
I heard a sermon not too long ago entitled "And the Owl Blinked" and I have thought back to that message many times during the past 5 months! This message was about how, in the blink of an eye, your life can change and take on a whole new direction. Perhaps one you had not wanted to take. How true that is isn't it? Just this past week I have seen another "change". Lara, Britney Carter and Ashlyn finally packed the cars and headed to their new home in Minnesota. They left on Friday afternoon and, praise the Lord, arrived safely in Minnesota on Sunday. Thank you for your traveling prayers for them, they had a safe and uneventful trip---kids, dog, goldfish and all!! The moving van with all their belongings should arrive this afternoon or tomorrow and they can truly begin to settle-in. As glad as I am that they are safely relocated, at the "blink of an eye" I find myself feeling sad and missing them so much already. (I think I have finally reached the end of my tears!) Thursdays will be lonely for a while. Carter and Ashlyn always came to play every week on that day. I am praying sincerely for God to show me a "new purpose" for my Thursday afternoons; I know he will fill it with something special! Marvin and I already look forward to having a new place to visit. We have never been to Minnesota before. I know our time with them will be even more special.

Yesterday I had an appointment with my surgeon. I had found a troublesome lump in my right breast last week and wanted to have that checked out. He seems to think that it is nothing to be concerned about at this time but plans to keep a close watch on things. He and the oncologist are discussing when to do another CAT scan and also what to do about the mass on my thorax. Please keep that in your prayers. They will probably wait until chemo treatments are finished in order to get a good reading. (I still have 2 treatments left--the last one on June 5th). I am thanking God daily for his goodness and care. Other than the nausea and the effects from the shots that I have to take, I have come through each treatment without any real complications. I know that is also a result of your many prayers for me. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for all that you have done and continue to do for us. "Prayers are precious jewels". The Owl may blink---but the Keeper of our Soul never sleeps"!!
I love you guys,
Judy
IPeter 3:12 "For the eyes of the Lord are over the righteous and his ears are open unto their prayers."

PS Please remember Sandra Byars; her surgery is May 9th at Emory.

All systems "GO"

Another answered prayer--yes, I was able to have my chemo treatment on Tuesday. The blood work was good so I'm still on "schedule". Only two more to go, praise the Lord. I won't miss those treatments one bit but I have found myself getting attached to some of the people who take chemo with me each time. There's the frail little "80" year old lady named Virginia, and Julie, a single mom who lost her 22 year son to suicide last year and the cute little lady who wears an artificial leg (and takes it off when it gets uncomfortable) and many more who are facing not only cancer but all these other things as well. (I can't help but think about them and pray for them too). Those five hours we are together we learn a lot about one another. It gives us a chance not only to share about our lives but to share and encourage each other in the Lord. I must say, not all but most, know the Lord and I can't imagine walking this path without knowing God is walking with us! It is my prayer that something we say will plant a seed in every heart.

Today is my low day. After the shot I am down for about 48 hours, feeling pretty sick all the time and aching but I know this too shall pass. It sure makes me even more thankful when the "better days" finally get here!!

I hope that you have a wonderful day. Thank you once again for your love and prayers. I feel each one. I pray for you as well and I love you dearly.

Judy
Romans 12:5 We are many, but in Christ we are all one body.

The Good-TheBad-The Ugly-"The Best"

The Good:
Hi Friends, I hope you are enjoying these beautiful days we are having this weekend. Isn't it "good" to feel the warm sunshine again!! Marvin and I had a "good" trip to the mountains this week. We rented a little cabin up in the Tennessee mountains for three nights of rest and relaxation and had a great time. It was so nice to get away and enjoy the beauty of God's creation and spend some quality time together. It doesn't matter what season of the year it is when you cross over those mountains; the scenery is always breath-taking. There was still a good bit of snow on the ground from the last cold snap and we even saw a little black bear on the side of the mountain on our way home.
The Bad:
Well, it's not really "bad", just a little set back in my treatments.....I'm still doing great ,all things considered. When I had my blood work last Tuesday both the red blood cell and the white blood cell counts were really low. They gave me three injections to help build them back up and I am feeling better now. My prayer this week is that when I go in for my next treatments this Tuesday that the blood work will be good enough to get the chemo. If not, I will have to reschedule and wait for it to get better. I'm trusting that all will be OK so that I can get another treatment behind me! After this treatment there will only be two more to go. Praise the Lord! He has been so good to me and met my every need so I trust and rest in Him to work this out as well.
The Ugly:
What's ugly? Beauty is in the eye of the beholder so I will leave this one up to you to decide what the "ugly" is. I can only say the thing that looks "ugly" around our house are the brown bushes and flowers that got damaged by the cold. Hope your plants made it! We're going to miss the pretty spring colors this year aren't we?
The Best:
The best, THAT'S ALL OF YOU! I thank God for each one of you. You are a blessing to me. Thank you for keeping in touch with me through this blog site. I always think of each of you every time I write and I pray that God is showering you with His love today.
I love you guys,
Judy
The Good News: Psalm 144:15 Blessed are the people whose God is the Lord

PS Sandra Byars will have her adrenal gland surgery on May 9th. She and Mark appreciate all your prayers. I will write again as soon as possible after my appointment on Tuesday and give you an update. Till then, God bless!

Do you see the cross?

I am sorry it has been so long since I last wrote to you on my blog. It has been a hard week I must admit to you (lots of nausea and tiredness and weeping this week) but, praise the Lord, I am beginning to feel better now. It looks like each treatment will have this effect on me so I just have to prepare myself for that and take one-day-at-a-time and rest in Him. It makes me extra thankful for the one week between treatments when I actually start to feel like my "old self" again. (Ok, ok, I know I'm "old" all the time but you know what I mean!!)

Tuesday (4-17) I go in for my blood test to see how my red blood cells and platelets are doing. I will let you know those results as soon as I can. I have noticed that I am bruising a lot easier these days especially where I have to give myself those "wonderful" shots. They changed the injections from one powerful shot to one shot for five days in a row. That is supposed to be less intrusive but still a necessary part of the treatments. The shots are supposed to stimulate the blood system (bone marrow) to make white blood cells, helping to fight infections. They must be working because I have been able to stay well. I'm thankful for that.

If everything checks out ok on Tuesday, Marvin and I plan to go to the mountains for a few days next week. We both need some R&R and some quiet time away together. Also, Lara and Britney have had a small set-back with the closing of their house and move to Minnesota. They were supposed to close this Thursday on their home here but because of complications on the buyer's end, it has been rescheduled for next Friday instead. Of course, I am so grateful for another few days having them still here in GA. That means I can hold and kiss my grandbabies one more time. But, it also means another week of "separation anxiety" and saying goodbye all over again. In spite of everything, we know that God's timing is perfect and we trust Him to work things out for them.

Have you noticed our new family photo on the blog? Check it out. Do you see the hidden cross in the background? It's actually part of our front window pane but when I look at it I see the cross and it reminds me of just how blessed our family has been. God is so good isn't he? I am comforted in knowing that no matter how many miles there are between our homes, our hearts are always connected and the family circle remains unbroken. I love my family so much and I love you, dear brother and sisters (my extended family). I thank God always for bringing you into my life. Your love and prayers bring me such strength and your friendship is truly a treasure! The Cross makes us family too!
I love you guys,
Judy Romans 12:10 "Be kindly affectioned one to another with brotherly love."

PS An update on Sandra Byars. She is awaiting the scheduling of surgery to remove her adrenal gland. It has to come out. I will call her and get an update. Please remember her in your prayers. Thanks.

Easter Greetings

I hope that you are enjoying this beautiful Lord's Day. For a lot of you this will will be "spring break"; no school for a whole week! You may have noticed the new family picture on my blog spot today. The Mitchell family gathered to celebrate the Easter Season together this past Saturday and we took a new family photo. It will be the last time for a while that we will all be together. Lara, Britney, Carter and Ashlyn will be packing their belongings and moving to Minnesota on April 14th. I know that God has opened the door for them but it still makes me so sad to think that they will be so far away. I will have to depend on God's unfailing strength to say goodbye but, He will help me bear it, I know. My unfailing love goes with them always!!! Please pray for them as they travel to their new home.

This Tuesday (4-3) I will go for another chemo treatment. It will be #3---I'm half way there with only 3 more to go after this one. That's a happy thought!! It took me a little longer to recover from the second treatment than it did the first one so I'm not sure what to expect this time but I am learning how to plan my days between treatments and that helps. Your prayers mean so much and I can't tell you enough how much strength Marvin and I feel just knowing that you are there.

This next week is an important week in the life of a Christian. As I go through the next 7 days, I want to focus -not on chemo or cancer-but, on "the road to the cross" and how much God loves me. How hard it must have been when Jesus climbed that hill and lay down His very life so that I might live. Now, that's LOVE, a love that I didn't deserve but that God freely gave. " Because He lives I can face tomorrow". May you and yours experience His love this week wherever you may spend "spring break".
Psalm 31:24 "Be strong and take heart, all you who hope in the Lord".

I will write again soon.

I love you guys,
Judy

A Quick Report

Hi Everyone,
I just wanted to give you a quick report. I went in yesterday for the blood reports. Most of them were good. I'm still having problems building back my red cell count between treatments. It was low enough this time that I had to have an injection to help my body build it back up. Also, the platelets and the white counts were low as well. I especially have to be careful during this time not to become sick or exposed to anything. I guess this is why I've been so tired the last few days but, I'm not going to complain, everything else seems to be good and the nausea has gone away!!! Chemo works good fighting those cancer cells but, man, what it does to the good cells while fighting the bad ones is amazing. I've always heard that good wins over evil and that's what I'm depending on....that and THE ONE who holds my life in His hands!

I just wanted to update you with the latest news and to thank you for your prayers. I am so encouraged just knowing that you are there. It looks like another beautiful weekend. Have a great one. Every day is a new blessing. Love you guys, Judy
Psalm 16:8-11 (v.9) "Therefore my heart is glad, and my glory rejoiceth; my flesh also shall rest in hope.

Yikes! I've been zapped!

I am sorry that it has taken me so long to write to you again. I have had you in my thoughts daily and I know that you have been thinking of me as well. Your cards are still such an encouragement to me and your phone calls and visits give me that little burst of energy that helps me pass the time thinking "happy thoughts". My sweet neighborhood "team" came to the house last Monday night (before my treatments) with two more baskets loaded with food and water and magazines and so much more. I wish you could have seen them-- I looked out the window and saw 11 ladies marching down the street carrying the "cancer-flag" right to my front door. I felt like they were holding a parade in my honor then, I realized---that wasn't a "parade" it was "my army" marching on to Victory just for me. How priceless that moment was!!!! Little did I know just how much that sight would come to my mind during the days ahead and how much I would be encouraged by them!!

After my chemo treatment on Tuesday and the shot that followed on Wednesday, I've been zapped. Needless to say, I've never felt like a super hero figure but since my last treatments I've imagined how Superman must have felt when his super character got "zapped" and he lost all his energy and super powers. That's how my week has been; I've had a hard time recovering (especially fighting the sickness and weakness this week). Even today, Sunday,I am battling waves of sickness but, I realize it is only for a "season" and things will improve. In spite of all the after effects God's love has been evident and during those moments of weakness I grab my Bible. Today I turned to Psalm 91:1 "When I dwell in the secret place of the most High I shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty. I depend on God's protection--HE is my Super Hero. Marvin and I didn't go to Sunday School this morning but were in the morning Church service. What an awesome privilege to have that freedom and as always it was great. Our youth choir sang a special song today "The Lord Knows What to Do". What a comforting thought no matter what we are going through isn't it? He does know just what to do to meet our every need and I rest in that!! God YOU are my Refuge. I fully trust YOU!! I pray the same for each of you. Speaking of prayer, I have an update on Sandra Byars. Her adrenal biopsy came back benign which was good but, they are very concerned about how fast the tumor is growing. She will have a CT Scan and an MRI on Wed. 20th and then they will make a final decision about removing the adrenal gland or not. She needs us to keep her in our prayers. She and I both know we are surrounded by many wonderful prayer warriors and we thank God DAILY for each one of you. Have a wonderful week. I love you guys! Judy

Beauty is in the eye of the beholder

Oh, what a beautiful day! Every day when I get up I know that I have been given the gift of a new day. What a great weekend we had to enjoy. I hope yours was delightful and filled with God's richest blessings from start to end. Ours was wonderful; a break from the day-to-day routine. Marvin went on a hunting trip (Fri. am-Sat.pm) with three men from our church. I had to almost break his arm to get him to leave me but he finally agreed. I knew he needed this time away from being my constant "caregiver". He enjoyed every minute and even brought back a freezer full of quail---anybody know how to cook them? I don't!!!! While he was gone I got to spend Friday afternoon with Lara, Ashlyn, Carter and Pam. On Friday night until Saturday afternoon my friend, Nancy, came and we had a "girls spend the night party" just the two of us. Believe me, it was a WILD time (ha ha). Actually, it was special; we just enjoyed our quiet time visiting, reading and being together. What a blessing it is to have such a wonderful family and great friends!
Yesterday Marvin and I went to church and I got to go back to Sunday School for the first time since I began chemo. It was great being with all of them again. I wore my "new hair" (wig) for the first time and I think that surprised everyone. Without it I look like Kojak without a lollipop (for those of you who are old enough to remember that TV show). What a joy if was to be in God's House; a place of strength and comfort. His Word never fails to bring me what I need to face the days ahead. Tomorrow, Tues. 13th, I will go for my second chemo treatment. If I feel as well after as I did after the first treatment I hope to go by and see Jill, Mark and little Nathan. I haven't been able to see them for 21 days. Nathan got a chicken pox shot three weeks ago and the doctor said that I could not be around him for that long since it is a live virus. They have all had colds and been sick but now are well and I can hardly wait to get my hands on him!!
I will write again after the treatment to keep you updated. My verse today is: Psalm 37:5 "Depend on the Lord; trust him and he will take care of you". God has certainly taken care of me and I give Him the glory for all he has done in my life!! Your friendship and prayers are priceless. Thank you for your comments also; I enjoy them so much. I know I will win this battle with cancer--how could I fail with God and all of you on my team. I love you! Judy

PS Sandra's cousin, Judy Sinclair got the results back from her surgery. All of her lymph nodes were negative. She will go back to the doctor in two weeks to find out what treatments are to follow her surgery. She thanks all of you for your prayers as well. There is no update from Sandra Byars and the results of her adrenal biopsy. Her doctor has been out of town but I will let you know as soon as I hear from her. We will just keep on praying!

A Birthday Afternoon

Today was a great day! God truly answered my prayers for today and gave me the desire of my heart. Yes, I WAS able to go and celebrate Ashlyn's 5th birthday with her and we had a wonderful time just being together. The look on her face when we drove up at her house said it all...I think she was excited to see us but, I know she couldn't have been nearly as excited as I was to be there! Another answer to prayer came at the Oncologist Office. I went this morning for the blood tests and things have improved. My Hgb was 11.3; if it had been below 11.0 I would have had to have an injection to build it up so I got in by the skin of my teeth but, I made it just the same!! Normal is between 11.0 and 18.0 so they want to see it go up more before next week and it should. My red blood count was 3.0 which is still low (should be between 4.0 and 6.0) but my platelets were up from 135 to 215 which was better (should be between 150 and 450). I still have another week to rest before chemo and so by next Tuesday these results should be even better.

God has truly been so good to me. I thank Him so much for today; it was such a great day. As I face next Tuesday I know that the chemo will once again take it's toll on my body but I also know that God will meet my every need. I am learning to "rest in Him". My verse for today was Mark 11:24 "Therefore, I say unto you, Whatever things ye desire, when ye pray, believe that ye receive them and ye shall have them". Pray, believe, that's what I am doing and I am strengthened by knowing that you are doing the same. Thank you so much dear friends! Love to all, Judy

Sending Love this Sunday

I was reading in Ephesians this morning and came across this verse (Eph. 3:19) "May you have the power to understand the greatness of God's love---how wide and how long and how high and how deep that love is". It is hard to comprehend the depth of God's love until I had this thought: GOD WOULD RATHER DIE THAN LIVE WITHOUT US now, that's real love!!! He has shown me in so many ways these past few months just how great and deep and comforting it is to know that love. I can cast all my cares at his feet and he will show me the way because he loves me that much!!

Today is Sunday. I wasn't able to go to church this morning and I really am missing not being able to participate in worship and song with my church family. Marvin has gone and I know he will fill me in when he gets home. Since my last blog on Tuesday, I have come down with a bad case of that old flu and can't seem to be able to get the fever below 99+ so I am staying at home and out of crowds trying to build back my immune system before next Tuesday. I will go in this Tuesday for another blood test and should know if things are doing better. My next chemo treatment is the following Tuesday (13th) and I have to improve in order to receive the treatments by then. Please pray for me.

I have two praise reports today. My friend Sandra Byars had her biopsy of the adrenal gland on Friday and it went without complications and she is home. It will be a few days before the pathology reports come back. Also, her cousin, Judy Sinclaire, had her breast surgery and all went well with her. She is home recovering and when we hear from her reports I will let you know. Please keep praying for these sweet ladies.

This Tuesday, March 6th, is my little granddaughter Ashlyn's 5th birthday. I am praying that I will have a good enough report that morning that I can take her a little birthday cake and spend some "grandmother time" with her and little brother Carter. I know that all the grandchildren (Chad, Rebekah, Ashlyn, Carter and Nathan) all know just how much their Nana loves them, but I have missed my weekly visits with them so much. I keep reminding myself, "this is only for a season". Each day is a new day, I will be glad and rejoice in it and will be content where God has me for today.

Hope you all have a wonderful Lord's Day, worship Him, He loved you so much He would rather die than live without you!! I will write again on Tuesday after my doctor's appointment and hopefully "my birthday afternoon". Love you, Judy

Ecclesiastes 3:1

"To everything there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the Heaven". Today is Wednesday, the last day of February can you believe it? Where does the time go? I pray that what ever we do today we will truly understand our "purpose" and strive to accomplish our goals for this day.

Marvin and I went to the doctor yesterday for blood tests and to get the last stitches out. Unfortunately, the blood results were not that great. There was significant drop in my white cell count (from 6.5 to 1.8) and in the platelets from (325 to 135). This means right now I don't have very much strength to fight off infections so I will have to be extra careful where I go and what I do for the rest of the week. They told us that the week after chemo was usually the lowest point and I should start to build back up next week if all goes well. Next Tuesday I will go back for another check and if I haven't built up in those areas they will give me something to help in order to be strong enough to take the next chemo on March 14th. I plan to do all I can to rest and eat right between now and then. It is so hard to remember that I can't keep on like I used to because God has blessed me so much and I haven't felt "bad" or had any of the awful symptoms that some women have had but I will remind myself to "slow down"; I don't want to be foolish. I appreciate your prayers.

Speaking of prayer, my sweet friend, Sandra Byars, (whom I wrote of before) is having a biopsy on her adrenal gland this Friday at 7:30. Please put her on your prayer chain as well. Also, she has a cousin who lives in Canada, Judy Sinclaire, who has been diagnosed with breast cancer and she had her surgery yesterday. I have written to Judy and told her that we will pray for her too.

In closing, it looks like another beautiful day - spring is just around the corner. Time to"plant a seed" (a word of love, a smile for someone, a prayer a note or a hug). Sowing seeds of peace - what a great way to spend a day full of "purpose".....never underestimate the power of a seed.!

I love you guys!! Judy

Weekend Greetings

Today is Saturday, a beautiful day as it has been the past few days--"a breath of spring". You can feel spring time in the air, a time of new beginnings and new life. I pray that you have a wonderful weekend. May God's creation bring you pleasure as you look around you today!

I hope that you are not growing weary of my little blog notes but I love being able to "visit" with you this way and to share with you the wonderful grace of my Savior.

This past Thursday I had to go in for an injection to build up my white blood count which gets depleted by the chemo. This is done in one shot which has to be taken within 24 hours of the treatments and I had to administer it to myself. I immediately thought of my dear friend, Markie Haynes and of my precious Dad (both diabetic) who had to do this every day! I was a little anxious about having to "stick myself" but it really wasn't too bad. Now I can do this at home and won't have to travel all the way into the doctors office. The effects from the shot were rather uncomfortable for the next 24 hours. After about two hours I started to run a slight temp and was aching all over my body (like a BAD FLU). Needless to say, I didn't get off the sofa for quite a while and finally crawled into bed to sleep it off. Because the medicine goes directly into the bone marrow that is why it is so uncomfortable but also so necessary in the treatment. When I got up on Friday, I was feeling much better; only having a little feeling of "morning sickness".

This Tuesday, 27th, we go back to the Oncologist for a blood test to see how the chemo is working and then over to Dr. Hardcastle's office to hopefully get the stitches out from my port. I will try to write my next blog after that.

Have a wonderful weekend. I leave you with this thought: "Every day is a blessing; whether a good or a not so good day. We can't give up, we can't stop, we can't quit. For, if we do we may miss the answer to our prayers and the greatest blessing yet to come."
Thank you for praying with us, dear friends. May your blessings be many! Judy

Another Bend In The Road

Well, I made it down another "bend in the road"; my first trip down the road to chemo and hopefully, recovery Yesterday morning was a day that I had been anticipating for quite a while and it just seemed to get here much too fast for me!! As I walked down that long hallway (@11:30) to the treatment room each step seemed harder to take so, I just tried to picture in my mind how my Precious Savior must have felt when He climbed that hill to Calvary's Cross and what He knew was ahead for Him. Knowing that He took my place on that cross I had total peace that He would never turn His back on me in my time of need. Sure enough, by the time I sat in that chair and was hooked up to the bags of chem and they started to drip His perfect peace was covering my heart and my fears. As I sat there I realized just how many other people were sitting there in that room just like me, going through the same feelings and I prayed for them!
Marvin and I got home around 5:00 and even though I was a little tired I really felt pretty good; sleep came easy. There have only been a few moments today (Wed.) of fleeting feelings of sickness (sort of like morning sickness when expecting a baby) but nothing worse than that. (GEE, you'd think if I have to have "Morning sickness" that I would at least get another "grandchild" out of it wouldn't you?) Ha.Ha.
Thursday morning (tomorrow) at 9:30 I go back to the office to have an injection that will help to build my white blood cells back up to help me fight infections. They say this goes straight to the bone marrow so I will have lots of aches and pains in my bones for a couple of days. Sort of like a bad flu. There will be a few days of pain and discomfort but when I am feeling low I will just focus on all of you and how blessed I have been through your prayers. I will keep hope alive, by keeping memories alive. Happy memories of good things hoped for that were fulfilled, and grateful memories of bad things that I've survived. God is still at work!!

God bless you all, Judy
2Cor. 12:9 "My grace is sufficient for thee; for my strength is made perfect in weakness."

The God On The Mountain

Yesterday, (Sun.) was a great day! The Church service was so special for me. Our Choir Director told me before Sunday School Class started that the choir was going to sing a song in the morning service just for me (one of my favorites). But, it seemed like every song was meant to encourage my heart. (songs: I Choose Jesus (my favorite), To God be the Glory, and The God on the Mountain is Still the God in the Valley). I can't even begin to describe what a blessing the service was!! Isn't it great to be in God's House with his people and to feel the sweetness of His Spirit.

After church we gathered at our house with the Landtroop Grandparents and family and friends to celebrate Nathan's first birthday. Jill and Mark had made a video of his first year and as I watched it (with tears in my eyes) I was reminded once again just how much of a miracle he is. God has carried that sick little preemie baby boy through his first year and he is a picture of health now. To God be the Glory. I know He has great plans for Nathan.

Today, Monday, my doctor sent me back to the hospital for some more tests. On the way to church yesterday I coughed-up a blood clot and he wanted to make sure that there weren't any more clots floating around in my body. Marvin and I were there from 2:30 until 7:00 but, good news, all was clear. When we got back home from the hospital I had another surprise--the ladies in our neighborhood had gotten together and packed two large laundry baskets full of food, ginger ale, water, cards, magazines and much more for Marvin and me!! Sometimes I am just over-taken and humbled beyond measure at the goodness and love that has been shown to us during the last few months. Oh! how I pray that I will one day be able to give back to others just as much!!!

Tomorrow, Tues. at 11:00 I will have my first chemo treatment. PLEASE PRAY FOR ME. I am about to travel a path filled with "unknowns" but I know I don't travel it alone. All of you will be with me, my sweet family and friends, Marvin who has stayed every step by my side and I know......."The God on the Mountain will also be my God in the Valley".
I will write again soon.
Love to all, Judy
Mark 10:27

A Valentine Messge

First of all, Happy Valentine's Day to all of you. We love you and we thank God that He has brought you into our lives. I hope that you felt God's love everywhere you went today!!

Marvin and I spent the day at the hospital and I got my "Valentine Gift", another successful surgery without any problems. I am so thankful that He watches over me and brings me back home to heal. The port is now in and I am ready to start the treatments next week. Whenever I get a little anxious thinking about chemo , Jesus just taps me on the shoulder and says, "Your Father can handle that for you", and I know He can! Once again, I thank you for your prayers and for all the comfort you have been to us. I will write again soon but until then remember just how much I love you.
Judy
Colossians:3:14

Latest Up-date

Hi Dear Friends,

Yesterday I went to the Oncologist to see what the next step for me would be in the way of treatments for my cancer. The reports showed that my tumor was negative for estrogen, progestin and Her-2 . This usually indicates a more agressive form of cancer than if just one or all of them had tested positive. Therefore, the treatments I will need are not the ones we had hoped for. On Wednesday, Feb. 14th, Dr. Hardcastle will do an out-patient surgery to put a port into my chest wall that will make it easier for me when the chemo treatments begin. My first chemo treatment is set up for Monday, Feb. 20th at 11:00. I will have 6 treatments in all-each one being administered every 21 days. All total the treatments should last for 5-6 months. I have to admit that yesterday I was a little "down". It all seemed so hard to face (the nausea, weakness, pain, hair loss, brown skin and all those "possible" side effects). I had trouble going to sleep last night but when I woke this morning I decided I was NOT going to let satan invade my mind or my heart! I prayed while I was still in my bed that God would help me and speak to me from his Word and bring me the peace that I so wanted before I faced this new morning. I read my Bible (Through the Bible in One Year) every morning with my "eye opening" first cup of coffee. Well, let me tell you how God answered that prayer. For today's date the study was in Exodus 23:25: "Worship the Lord your God and his blessing will be on your food and water. I will take sickness from among you. I will give you a full life span". Boy! Did the tears fall from my eyes when I read that and my heart was strong again!! Now, I know that God was talking to the Israelites many many years ago and that they were in a total different circumstance than I am but, I also believe His word never changes regardless of the time or circumstance. God left these precious words for all of us to live by and to follow and I am going to claim them as if "just for me". I know I am about to travel down a new road that I know nothing about but I know I won't travel it alone. My family and I covet your prayers---prayer is powerful and so I ask you to please continue to remember us. I thank you from the bottom of my heart.
I will write again soon. This weekend (Sat.) we are celebrating Marvin's 62nd birthday, next Sat. we will gather again to celebrate an early 5th birthday for Ashlyn and then on Sunday, the 18th all the Landtroops and Mitchells will be celebrating little Nathan's first birthday and Mark's big 30th. That's what they mean when they say "Count your blessings" and I do, each one!
God bless you all, Judy (Psalm 91)

Prayer Request

Prayer---what a privilege it is to be able to bow at The Masters feet and know that He is always there and ready to hear from us. We lift our prayers of praise and thanksgiving and our needs as well. Today I am sending an urgent request for prayer for a dear Christian friend (and six year cancer survivor), Sandra Byars. Many of you met her in the hospital waiting room on the day I had my surgery. She wanted to be there for me as she has walked with me every step of the way during my discovery of breast cancer. She has spent many hours talking on the phone and answering my many questions, but she has spent even more hours than that in prayer for ME. Now I am asking you to pray with me for her. She found out this week that a cancer in her glands (not breast cancer) has grown over 30% in the last few months and that a new spot has now shown up in both glands. She has an appointment with her doctors to discuss her options. Please cover her in prayer that her doctor would give her good counsel, that her options would be clear and that she would have wisdom and peace as she has to make important decisions regarding what her treatments need to be. I love Sandra and know the best thing I can do for her right now is to PRAY. Thank you for joining me, let's lift her up in our hearts and prayers right now. Matthew 18:20 "For where two or three are gathered together in my name, there I am in the midst of them."
Just a quick update on my doctor visit this Monday. I am healing well. The two test results from pathology were back. The Hercept Test was negative and that was wonderful news. THANK YOU LORD for answering that prayer. The Estrogen-Progestrin tests were opposite from the way Dr. Hardcastle had hoped they would be but, it is not a big set back. It only changes the type of treatments that I will have to take. On Monday, Feb. 5th, I have a 12:00 appointment with the Oncologist and there I will learn more about "the next step". Right now, it seems so complicated but I know when the time comes for me to make that decision, God will make it clear for me. I'll take that "bend in the road" holding to His hand!!
Thank you again for your out- pouring of love. You all are so special to me!! God bless you. Have a great weekend. I love you guys. Judy

MONDAY GREETINGS

I can't believe that one week ago today I was packing up my "hospital" gown and heading home; it seems like so long ago!! God has met my every need during the past seven days and I am healing and resting day by day. To God be the glory. It was really hard for me to miss church yesterday but Marvin went and filled me in on the great services. We have such a wonderful church family.
Tomorrow at 3:15 I will see Dr. Hardcastle for another check up and hopefully hear from the other pathology reports. These two reports will give us some answers as to what type of treatments will be next. I don't understand a lot about Estrogen Receptor Evaluations and Her-2 tests but by this time tomorrow I know I should. I will try to get those updates to you as soon as possible. From what I understand, I don't want to hear that the cancer was positive for estrogen so I am praying that God will work all that out for me. Whenever I find myself getting "anxious" about the unknown I turn to my Bible and read Philippians 4-6&7 and that brings my focus right back to The One who grounds my heart and mind!! It is also reassuring to know that you are all praying for me as well. Marvin and I thank you for all the phone calls, cards, prayers and visits; what a blessing you have been to us. Also, to my sweet husband, wonderful girls, great "sons" and precious grand babies---"YOU give me the strength and hope to "never give up"!!! God bless you all, Judy

My Strength Comes From the Lord

Greetings to all! Yesterday, Thurs. Jan. 25, we went for our first doctors appointment since the surgery. Healing is going well but we are still waiting for the rest of the pathology reports to come in. Right now I just need to rest and take things easy. Marvin and the girls are making sure I do just that!!! When I woke this morning (Friday) I was reminded that this time last week I was just coming out of the operating room; it seems like so long ago. God has been so good to me, each day I feel stronger and stronger--not only in my health, but in my spirit. Marvin and I have been sharing some sweet time in prayer and thanksgiving and that has really been special to me. God has met my every need (Ephesians 6:10-"My strength comes from the Lord"). I praise him also for each one of you. I wish I had the time to call and thank each of you individually for all you have done but I just hope in your hearts you already know how much I love you. You too have been a blessing and a strength in my life these past seven days and I thank God for you always.
Love you, Judy

To God Be The Glory!

Greetings to all of you. Today was my first full day home from the hospital and I have rejoiced in every single minute. It's amazing how four little words "you have breast cancer" can change your whole life but it's even more amazing how the "peace that passes understanding" will take away all the fear!! To all of you, my dear friends and family, my heart can't even begin to express my gratitude to each one of you for every prayer, card, phone call, and visit. When I went into surgery I felt so wrapped in your love and prayers I had no doubt that God was there too. Today (Tues.) we received a phone call from my surgeon with the first results from pathology. The report was good; he removed 29 lymph nodes and all 29 tested negative----no cancer there! You can imagine how happy we were to get that wonderful news and after many tears of joy we fell on our knees and gave thanks to "Our Great Physician". My next appointment is Thursday at 2:30, the rest of the lab work should be back by then. I will send an update as soon as I can to keep you posted. Thank you again from the bottom of my heart for everything!! TO GOD BE THE GLORY. Psalm 19:14 "May the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart be pleasing in your sight, O Lord, my Rock and my Redeemer."

Love to all, Judy

Judy is Home!

Judy went home from the hospital this afternoon! The Dr. said that things looked great. She will go back later in the week for a check, but she feels good and is ready for some much needed rest at home! He did warn her to be extra cautious about illnesses and being around people who are sick, so please be mindful of that before going for a visit! She thanks everyone again for the prayers and support. She hopes to post her own comments to the site soon! Thanks!

Saturday Morning

I just spoke with my dad and he said that my mom had a good night. She got some rest and isn't in any pain (thanks to the pain medication!). Dr. Hardcastle came in last night and said that she looks great and couldn't be doing any better. He will not get the report from the Pathologist until Tuesday, but he is almost certain that everything will be fine from the tests. He did not believe that the cancer had spread to any of the lymph nodes at all. That will be such an answer to prayer!

My mom sends her love and her thanks to everyone for their prayers and support. She is hoping to rest as much as possible while she is in the hospital so that she can have her strength back when she gets home. Please pray for continued healing and time for her to rest!

Surgery's Over

Mom is out of surgery and in recovery, awake and talking to the doctors. She'll be moved to a room shortly.

The surgeon reported to my dad that the surgery couldn't have gone any better. There was very little bleeding and he was very pleased with the outcome. Dr. Hardcastle will get the pathology report later tonight or in the morning, so he'll have more specific information on the cancer then.

Dad, Jill and Pam were at the hospital this morning along with several other family friends. Dad said that despite the reason they were there, they had a really good time catching up with some friends that he hadn't seen in a very long time. Dad did make the comment that with 3 preachers there waiting for Mom to get out of surgery, they were likely to have revival right there in the waiting room!

Thank you all for your prayers this morning. You have no idea how much it means to all of us to know that Mom was completely covered in prayer and lifted up before the throne of God. We will continue to pray for her protection as she goes through recovery and then for strength as she starts chemo in a few weeks.

We'll update again when we know more!

Friday, January 19, 2007

Judy goes in for surgery on Friday at 9:30. She'll have a radical mastectomy and all of the lymph nodes on the left side removed. Please keep her, Dr. Hardcastle and Marvin in your prayers. We'll update again as soon as we can after the surgery.