Judy's Journey

WE THE PEOPLE

2011-07-04T07:09:00.002-05:00

Greetings dear friends,

Happy July 4th, Independence Day 2011!

Yes, "we the people" have been blessed to live in the greatest country in all the world--the United States of America! Having grown up a "military child" I have always been aware of that fact and also of just how precious freedom truly is. But, this past week those childhood memories have taken on an even deeper meaning as I bid goodbye to my eighteen year old grandson as he boarded an airplane for West Point and a career in the U.S. Army. The desire of his heart is to grow into the best soldier possible so that he too can help defend this great nation. My love and prayers are with him always as he travels this awesome journey. I am so proud of you Chad!

Today, as we celebrate our great country and the freedoms we all enjoy I hope that we will take the time to give thanks to our Heavenly Father for allowing us to be born in the United States of America, to our founding fathers the very wise men who built for us a strong foundation on which to build and to the brave men and women who sacrifice so much to protect the very freedoms that we still enjoy today. Those very freedoms have come at a great cost!

America---"a land filled with great opportunities for all people".

America---"the land of the free and the home of the brave".

GOD BLESS AMERICA

I love you guys,

Judy

John 8:32-You shall know the truth and the truth shall make you free.

JANUARY ANNIVERSARY 2011

2011-01-31T19:25:00.002-05:00

Today is the last day in the month of January. I can't let this day pass without giving thanks for another anniversary celebration. This month was my anniversary......not my marriage....but, my

second chance at living.

On January 19, 2007, my cancer was removed. That was the day that I grew a "new understanding" of breast cancer and all that goes with it. But, most of all, I learned just how close I could walk with God when I let Him into my every situation. Four years, that is how long it has been-----four years of change and memories and good health.

As I celebrate this anniversary, I will look back and be reminded again and again just how blessed I have been. I will remember that I have been tested, that I am a "living testimony" and that I need to continue to share my life and God's Love Story with others. I know that breast cancer is not my defining story, it is only a part of my story.

Whatever the test, I will never lose hope. I will hold on to the promises of God and I will trust His love as I continue "my journey". Celebrating four years, cancer free, and loving every minute!

I love you guys,

Judy

Psalms 4:5 Put your trust in the Lord.

GIVING THANKS

2010-11-23T00:08:00.002-05:00

Marvin has been out of town this week so I have been home alone. As I was preparing for the Thanksgiving holiday I had lots of quiet time to reflect, rejoice and give thought to all the many blessings of this year.

Tomorrow, the day before Thanksgiving, is also my birthday. That is a blessing too!! Several years ago I stopped counting birthdays by "years" and started counting them by "days". You see, once you have lived with cancer, you realize just how precious every single day truly is. Each new morning is a new gift; another day to experience life, another day to make a difference, another chance to share life with someone else and another reason to simply say, "Another day! Thank you Lord for your blessings on me."

Let's all be found giving thanks, not only at Thanksgiving but EVERY DAY! Happy "thanks-living" dear friends.........

I love you guys,
Judy

2 Corinthians 9:11-Being enriched in everything to all bountifulness, which causeth through us thanksgiving to God.

OCTOBER IS...........

2010-10-02T10:10:00.003-05:00

October is........a time for color and crisp morning air, a time to enjoy the changes in the seasons of the year and a time to "think pink"! October is breast cancer awareness month. Don't forget to do those self-exams and to schedule your yearly mammography. If you suspect anything out of the ordinary have them done right away and demand that you have a mammogram no matter what your age may be.

As I write this blog today, my daughter Pam is taking part in the 2-day Breast Cancer Walk in Atlanta. Pam, I am so proud of you, and Melissa, and all of those who are walking with you today and giving up their weekend to make life better for someone else! Pam is walking in honor of me today (a 3-year cancer survivor), for her 93 year old grandmother (a 54-year cancer survivor) and for all those who have been touched in some way by this disease. I will be there tomorrow to cheer her across the finish line and to give her a great big hug. She is a very special young lady with a great big heart!!!

As the leaves begin to change their colors this month, don't forget the color pink....think pink, wear pink, tell a survivor you love them, give them a big hug, say a prayer for those who are fighting this battle and pray for those whose loved ones have lost the battle as well. Cancer touches the whole family!

Life is precious----"Live" it to the fullest till you reach the end and reach your ultimate goal of eternal life. "Love" with unconditional love; that which you can give and also which you can receive as well. And, don't forget to "Laugh" along the way; find joy even in the hard times it will uplift your spirits and help someone else to smile as well.

Happy "Pink October"!
I love you guys,
Judy

Ecclesiastes 3:1--For everything there is a season and a time to every purpose under the heaven.

SPECIAL GIFTS

2010-05-02T15:46:00.002-05:00

This past weekend I helped to host a baby shower at my home for our youngest daughter, Jill. As I sat and watched the friends and family members who attended I was amazed and humbled by the love and great generosity that I was witnessing. They truly did shower her with lots of wonderful gifts for our new baby girl, (due to arrive in June).

Jill's three older sisters and her 15 year old niece, Rebekah, worked very hard to make this day special as well. My heart nearly exploded as I watched them pour out their love to her. Girls, I am so proud of you! Isn't it every mother's dream to watch their children grow up, and, in spite of all their "differences along the way", learn just how special and treasured family really is?

The Lord gave us to each other, how awesome is His plan. Thanks be to God! Treasure your family moments and your special friends. They truly are God's "gift" to you.

Happy Mother's Day!
I love you guys,
Judy

James l:17-Every good gift and every perfect gift is from above, and cometh down from the Father

DAY TO DAY LIVING

2010-02-19T14:16:00.002-05:00

Hello Friends,

Do you find, like me, that time is traveling way too fast and you would like to stop the
merry-go-around and get off for a little while just to take a deep breath and slow down?
If you're zipping along through life, it's daily tasks and troubles, to get to the "next thing", ask yourself what the next thing is. Is it tomorrows daily tasks and troubles? Next years? Death? Life is happening RIGHT NOW. What we really need is simply to just be there for the day-to-day moments.

We are all feeling the effects of the recession these days. Marvin and I have been experiencing some belt-tightening, unsure moments lately as well. But, I don't want to simply focus on the what-ifs during these difficult days. I want to be also be able to focus on each moment and find joy and gratitude NOW; to experience the "good parts" as well and seize the moment--THIS ONE.

Isn't life lived breath by breath? One thing I have learned in my 63 years is that God never fails. He meets my every need when I trust in Him. When I focus on that, I always find "my attitude of gratitude" and once again am reminded of all that I do have, which is likely all that I really need!

Take a long look today------what we seek is already here, right under our noses-----our blessings and experiences of day to day living! What really matters to you? THAT is what makes life good.

I love you guys, EVERY DAY,
Judy

Quote for today: "Enjoy the little things. One day you may look back and realize they were the big things!" by: Dorothy P.

A NEW YEAR

2010-01-11T11:49:00.002-05:00

Happy New Year,

I must start out this note with an apology to all of you who never received my annual Christmas greeting. Long before the first of December, I went out and purchased my boxes of Christmas cards and even began jotting notes and addressing many of them but----needless to say, I never got back to finishing them all and getting them in the mail on time. When I realized that time would not permit me to get through my list of friends and family, I just returned the unopened boxes to the store. While I was there (as I entered the store) my eyes caught a big tree filled with many cards hanging all over it. When I went to investigate, I found a "Wish Tree" for a local Senior Citizens Facility. That's when I knew, all was not in vain! At that moment I decided with the money I would get back for the return of the cards and the postage expenses I would save, I could take a few wish cards off of the tree and purchase some items for those precious people who lived there. They didn't ask for much; a lap blanket, some hard candy, some skin lotion and a box of tissues. All in all, "WE" were able to provide those items for several of those people this Christmas. I say "we" because, even though you didn't know it at the time, YOU had a part in making this possible as well. So, thank you for understanding my lack of time management and for knowing that you were still in my heart at Christmas even though the cards never arrived in your mailboxes last year!!

"Last year"--yes it was last year! 2009 has come to an end and a new year has already seen eleven days. How quickly time does fly!!! Every January I find myself pondering what may lie ahead in the coming days of the new year. What opportunities lie ahead? What events may occur that will test our resolve? What new and wonderful blessings will enrich our lives? What will I do that will "really" make a difference? Right now I truly must say I'm still seeking for the answers to many questions. Since God does not allow us to look too far into the future, I must pray and wait for God's direction, ask for His wisdom and then, surrender to where ever that may lead. Some nights I even wake during the very early morning hours with a thought or an idea or a question on my mind.

In our bedroom we have very tall windows with transoms over them so the light always comes in. I'm never sure what hour it is because the sky seems so bright on the nights when the moon is full. It looks like day-break but is really only 3 or 4 o'clock in the morning. I was thinking about that the last time I was awake in the wee morning hours by the bright light outside. What ever I do in 2010, I want to be like the moon--reflecting the "Son"--glorifying my Heavenly Father in all things! One by one we can brighten this world and share His light in the year ahead.

Happy New Year to all of you. May your life reflect "His Light" and your blessings be many in 2010!

I love you guys,
Judy

Matthew 5:16 --Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works and glorify your Father which is in heaven.

LOOKING AT A MIRACLE

2009-12-10T15:00:00.002-05:00

What a beautifully, awesome and wonderful day the Lord blessed me with yesterday. I just have to share my thoughts with you today or my heart will explode with the wonder of it all!!

Jill, Mark and little Nathan will have a new member of the family to join them in June. She had an appointment with her doctor yesterday and invited me to come along to view the sonogram with her. Since all my girls were born before something like this was ever heard of, I jumped at the chance!! When Chad was born (my first grandchild) I saw a "photo" of a sonogram and of all the other grand children since but, I had never seen a "live" test performed until yesterday.

My heart was in my throat as soon as the nurse started running the scanner over Jill's little tummy. There on the big screen I witnessed the miracle of that little baby that God was building for us. It was as if I was looking right into that little face, my heart melted!! Then, the baby started reaching out those little hands, and stretching out those little legs and then there was that tiny heart going "thump, thump, thump" right in front of my eyes. (Who could ever doubt the truth of a life even at this early stage of development)? I could have stayed there and watch those moments unfold all afternoon; it was hard to leave and turn that machine off again. I just wanted to reach out and hold this precious gift in my arms. But, alas, God's plan takes nine months and I must wait. I am so thankful to know that no matter what tomorrow may hold, I have already seen this little baby; the baby God has chosen to bless our family with and the baby that we all have already begun to love.

How amazing it was to witness such a beautiful picture of God at work. Thank you Jill for allowing me this moment and thank you, Lord, for numbering my days so that I might behold this moment. Life is precious and each life He creates is truly a masterpiece. I have seen first hand---"The Miracle of His Love".

I love you guys,
Judy

Colossians 1:16 For by him were all things created...

CANCER CHECK-UP

2009-11-13T12:29:00.002-05:00

"Cancer" the word that started this blog; a word I don't mention very often in my blog anymore thanks to God's amazing grace and your many prayers!! So why mention it now? Yesterday was "cancer check-up day" for me and I thought I'd give you a quick update.

Since completing my chemo treatments two years ago, I find myself measuring my progress in "3-month increments". Every three months it's off to the doctor for blood tests and examinations. You see, the problem with cancer is that you can feel terrific and still have the disease. Then there are other times you may have symptoms, (like a persistent cough, or an unexplained long lasting pain), which in time proves to be "nothing at all". Eventually the symptoms go away, making you feel silly about ever mentioning the problem to anyone, especially your husband or your doctor!! And so, doctor visits are essential for figuring those things out and for watching this disease.

I am so thankful that I am able to give you a good report today--all tests were still normal, another milestone met!! As I walk away from the cancer center each time my heart is filled with gratitude and a deeper trust in my Creator. He knows everything about me and I trust Him.

My time for thanksgiving. I'm thanking God for another day, another opportunity or another challenge "to extend and enjoy a life worth living"!! Happy Thanks-living to all of you.

I love you guys,
Judy

Psalm 105:1 Give thanks to the Lord. Call on his name; make known among the nations what he has done.

VETERANS DAY--"A TIME TO REMEMBER"

2009-11-11T12:23:00.002-05:00

As my flag proudly waves in the wind this morning, my "heart" salutes the brave men and women who have proudly defended and protected this great land. I love America, a compassionate land founded as a Christian Nation. I love America for it's great diversity, for the opportunities to do and become whatever we choose, for the wonderful people who enrich my life and most of all for the freedom she offers. "The land of the free and the home of the brave---MY AMERICA"!!

Where would we be today without our brave Veterans? I wish my dad were still here so that today I could put my arms around his neck and tell him one more time just how much he means to me (still). He served in the Marine Corps for over 20 years and fought to make life better for me and for all of us. So, "Thanks Dad for your love, not only for me. but for your country as well."

In honor of all the Veterans who gave their lives and to all those in service who still fight today for our freedoms, I salute you with a grateful heart. If you are out today and see a Veteran go over and shake their hand and thank them for their service; even better buy their lunch if you happen to see them while on your lunch break. I'm mailing gift cards! What will you do today to honor your special veteran? "America the Beautiful"---let's all do our part to keep it that way.

I love you guys,
Judy

Romans 13:7-Render, therefore, to all their dues: tribute to whom tribute is due; custom to whom custom; fear to whom fear; honor to whom honor.

"CHILDREN'S CHILDREN"

2009-10-01T11:51:00.003-05:00

Seventeen years ago today my first-born grandchild entered this world. Not only was he the "first born", he was our first "boy baby". After raising four beautiful daughters I wondered, "What do you do with little boys?" Well, it didn't take long to realize that boys enter this world different in every way. Chad was a little red-haired bundle of energy who never stopped moving!! I was determined, with God's help, to be the best grandmother ever. I was going to keep up with him savoring every second knowing we would make lots of happy memories together and that is just what we have done.

As I look back down the road we have traveled, my mind is filled with precious pictures. When he was just a little guy he loved to spend the night with Nana and Pop. Every morning when he would get up he wanted to share a cup of "milk-coffee" and sit at the front door to watch for the school bus to pass by. He couldn't wait to be old enough to ride that bus. Of course, now he drives his truck to school every day !!

He liked the Veggie Tales stories and songs and whenever we were in the car we were usually singing along with our Veggie Tales tape. (We didn't have CD's yet!!). At home we played with Thomas Trains for hours and with every year he seemed to find a new "favorite" interest. There was the dinosaur stage and playing rec soccer and t-ball, then it was the NASA Space Program stage and later came Star Wars. During those early years of his life one of my favorite memories was the week we were able to travel to Florida and witness a shuttle launch together. Later that week we took he and his sister, Rebekah, on their very first trip to Disney World and what fun we had watching those little faces as they took it all in. We've been blessed to see countless ballgames, school programs, Christmas programs at his church and most importantly, witnessed his precious baptism at the young age of six.

Today Chad is a junior in high school. Where has the time gone?!! He is still very active; an excellent student who enjoys playing football, wrestling and as Lt. Colonel of the ROTC in his school he serves as Corp. Commander. He is equally involved in the youth group at his church in South Carolina and on December 26th he will leave for a mission trip to Africa. We will miss him as we gather to celebrate the Christmas holidays but we are so proud of him for answering God's call to GO. (Please pray for his group even now as they make the necessary preparations).

Since Chad was born, God has blessed our lives with four more precious grandchildren; each one special in their own way and each one loved beyond measure. (Rebekah 14, Ashlyn 7, Carter 4, and Nathan who is 3).

But, today is YOUR day Chad, and I write this blog as a testimony not only of my love for you but in honor and praise of the fine young, Christian young man you have become. Your Pop and I could not have ever imagined just how much God had blessed us that morning as we held you in our arms for the first time. Every day we lift you up in prayer, thanking God always for you. We encourage you to continue on your journey. Follow Christ in character and in conduct and you will find abundant blessings along the way. It will be exciting to watch just where God leads you next. And as I close, my love for you only grows deeper. No matter where you are........

I forever hold you close within my heart. "Happy Birthday Chad!"
Love,
Nana

Proverbs 17:6 Children's children are the crown of old men

SEPTEMBER CHALLENGE

2009-09-06T15:47:00.002-05:00

Greetings Friends,

Last month while I was relaxing for a few days at the beach I discovered a new and favorite author. Her name is Karen Kingsbury and the book I was reading was titled: One Tuesday Morning. It was a work of fiction based on that awful day we all remember....September 11th. As I started reading the book all those memories came flooding back and I could see that day as clearly as if I had just turned on my TV. The story followed the lives of several people who had lost loved ones at the Twin Towers and the more I read, the more tears began to fall onto each page. That was one day in our memory that we will never forget but.........have we??

I was reminded of September 11th once again just the other day when I turned on my computer and read an email that someone had sent to me. It was a challenge for everyone who read it to fly their American Flags on September 11th this year as a reminder, and in honor of, all the brave men, women and children who lost their lives that day. Do you remember watching the news or driving around the neighborhoods shortly after 9-11 and seeing our flag proudly waving everywhere you went? What about as we drove past our churches and seeing all the cars in the church parking lots? Why have we so quickly turned from wanting to stand up and testify "YES, we are a Christian Nation. Yes, we are a nation founded on the God we trust, a nation proud of it's very flag that has flown on our battlefields as far back as we can remember"? Oh, how precious are those freedoms! Oh, how many lives have been sacrificed so that we may enjoy those very freedoms!

Every year on Memorial Day and July 4th I fly my flag but, beginning this year, it will also fly on September 11th as well. As a matter of fact, the more I think about it, I am going to keep my flag up and let it proudly wave EVERY DAY OF THE YEAR! How about you? Wouldn't it be great to be driving around town on 9-11 this year and see the American Flag proudly waving everywhere we go?!!

I love you guys,
Judy

2 Timothy 1:7-For God has not given us a spirit of fear, but of power and of love and of a sound mind.

DIVINELY CREATED-SPECIAL IN EVERY WAY

2009-08-05T15:27:00.003-05:00

Greetings friends,

The week of Elsie Conde Special Needs Camp has come and gone but what a blessing it was serving the Lord and meeting the 17 precious children and their families who participated in camp. The memories of this week will always hold a special place in my heart! I'm not sure if I can even begin to describe for you what I was able to experience but I will try.

Monday was our first day of camp and as we, the workers, prepared for the the activities of the day I don't think any of us truly imagined what would lie ahead as this was our very first "sports camp" for children with special needs . Some of our campers arrived in wheelchairs, some using walkers, some mentally challenged and in one case a child who could not speak but communicated through his eyes and hands. One thing we were all sure of as we watched these children arrived was that God's blessings were on our day and HE would meet us right where we were and meet our every need.

As we got acquainted and met our assigned child we had a very special guest who joined us that day, former Atlanta Braves player, Phil Nekro. The Field of Dreams in Flowery Branch was a dream of his and he helped start the funding so that this special place could be possible for use by special needs children and their families. During the opening ceremonies, Mr. Nekro threw out the first pitch of the game and also autographed a baseball for each child who was there. The campers were thrilled! The rest of our day was spent making friends, learning a new camp song, playing baseball and soccer, hearing our Bible story and simply laughing and loving in the Lord. We had some excited campers, happy parents and willing workers and by the end of the first day we were ALL excited about spending even more days together!

On day two as the campers arrived we watched them hurry to eagerly to hook-up with their counselors as they hugged and greeted each other as well. One mother came in that morning with tears in her eyes as she thanked everyone for giving her child (as well as herself) this special time. For many families caring for a special needs child is a never ending day. Someone always needs to be available helping to do those things that we so often take for granted.

By day three we were like one big happy family. The morning always began with prayer and singing. The middle of our day was spent playing soccer or baseball. You ask HOW?? Here are two examples:
One little girl, supported by her counselor, stepped up to the plate and with all her might hit the ball then grabbed hold of her little walker pushing herself to first base. When she slowly got about half-way there another little girl came out to the field, took hold of one side or her walker and cheered her on until she made it all the way to he base.

Then, there was the 14 year old boy in a wheelchair (I think he had cerebral palsy). On the first two days of camp his counselor would help him hold the bat so that he would be able to swing at the ball but ,on this day, he told his counselor, "I want to try this all by myself". He took hold of that bat and started to swing with all his might at the ball. It took him a few extra tries but he finally hit it! How proud he was!! As his counselor pushed his wheelchair around the bases, there wasn't a dry eye on the field.

At the end of each day we would gather together before saying our goodbyes to have our Bible story and prayer time. Oh what beautiful prayers we heard from the hearts of these precious ones. We witnessed love and acceptance in a way I had never seen before. There was no personal judgement, no fear. Never one time did they look at each other and see "obstacles", they just saw "friends".

On Friday night we held our closing ceremony and provided a meal for all who attended. I think we had around 200+, the bleachers were full!! All the children, accompanied by grandparents, parents, friends, and siblings had one final opportunity to play baseball as part of a team and to sing their camp songs one more time together. A very special young man, Clay Dyer, was the guest speaker. He is a professional angler who participates in fishing tournaments but what made him such an encouragement to all of us is the fact that he was born without legs and only part of one arm.

When the baseball game ended each camper was presented with a camp t-shirt, a Bible, a photo album with pictures from their week at camp and a bag of goodies to carry home. We gathered to sing our camp songs together one last time. Their favorite song was---"My God is so BIG, so STRONG and so MIGHTY, there's NOTHING MY GOD CAN NOT DO" . For five days I had the privilege to witness this same determination in these 17 precious lives. As I looked at their faces one last time, I looked into " the very heart of God" and saw just how valuable each child truly is. My heart will never be the same again.

"Special Needs Children"......Yes, they are truly SPECIAL INDEED!!!

Thanks be to God for this awesome opportunity. I am already looking forward to camp next year. Want to join me?

I love you guys,
Judy

Psalm 24:1---The earth is the Lord's, and the fullness thereof; the world, and they that dwell therein.

***For some photos & news stories you can go to:
www.gainesvilletimes.com/news/article/21366
www.gainesvilletimes.com/news/article/21544

BLISTERS ON MY FEET & MEMORIES IN MY HEART

2009-07-08T15:31:00.003-05:00

Greetings all,

I have just returned from a four day trip to Disney World and, yes, I really do have blisters on my feet, a heart filled with wonderful memories and, I hope, enough pictures to fill a scrapbook!

November was my daughter, Melinda's, 40th birthday and she wanted to celebrate that milestone with her three sisters (Pam, Lara, Jill), her daughter (Rebekah), her niece (Ashlyn) and ME at the "happiest place on earth"---Disney World. Since we could not all be there until school was out for the summer we had to wait until last week to go. The wait was worth the fun!! Lara and Ashlyn flew in from Minnesota. We had not seen them since December so that was a real blessing to have them there as well. Ashlyn, who is seven, did not know that we were all going to be there too. She thought it was a trip for she and her mom. When she walked into the hotel lobby and saw us there she came running over laughing and crying all at the same time. Of course, none of us had a dry eye either!! That moment was priceless.

For four fabulous days we ate together, slept together, laughed together and walked a million miles together----every step a precious blessing. How wonderful it was for me to look around and see my beautiful girls (all 6 of them) sharing this special time with each other. Melinda, I hope that you had as much fun celebrating your birthday as we did. Thanks for requesting such a happy place to "party". There's no place like Disney to turn back the clock, forget about your troubles, and laugh like a kid again. God was so good to us! I thank Him for allowing us to have this time.

On our last morning as we gathered to say goodbye, each to return to their own homes, we had a circle of prayer together thanking God for our trip, for the great memories we had made, for safety as we were traveling home, and for our family. "Our Family Circle": a circle made safe through the blood of Jesus that can not be broken. (I'm looking forward to the day when we get to heaven and no longer have to say "goodbye")!

So girls, thanks for the memories---"Disney was wonderful".
Thanks to the Father---"Heaven is waiting". (Philippians 3:20--"For our citizenship is in heaven"..... )
God bless you, my precious girls!

I love you,
Mom

PS. Thanks to the husbands and daddies who also helped to make our trip possible. We couldn't have shared this time without your blessings as well. You're the best too!!

UPDATES

2009-05-18T11:38:00.002-05:00

It has been a while since I have posted a "medical" update so here goes......

Last week marked another six-months since my last appointment and check up at the Cancer Center---"my reminder" of the journey that started the writing of this blog a little over two years ago. As always with these big milestone appointments comes the flood of memories. Memories that I would like to stuff into a big box and bury deep inside a hole somewhere!! Memories that always seem to be a part of you after cancer----the news that confirmed cancer, the long chemo treatments, the nausea, the hair loss and on and on. But, along with those not so fond memories, are the ones that remind me of the many blessings that came as well; the memories that I cherish! The blessing of sweet friends and family, the prayers and words of encouragement along the way, the promises and provisions that God provided each day and the peace in knowing that no matter what the tests would reveal, I was in His Hands. It was in that peace that I drove to the center for the next round of testing. I am very thankful to be able to share a good report with you today. All the preliminary tests were good. There will be another appointment and a PET Scan in July to check the mass on my thorax and hopefully, if that has not changed, I may may be able to have the port removed as well!!! I will give you a brief update after those test are done but as always, I covet your prayers. God hears and answers so, please don't stop!

In the mean time there is no time to waste life fretting or jumping at shadows and unknown pains and wondering about any "what ifs". Life is too short for that and life is always good!! May and June are already looking to be busy months--opportunities that I am so thankful and excited to be a part of. The first state-side Cross Training Sports Camp will be held in just a few short days from now. We will have the opportunity to work with over 150+ school age campers teaching them sports and cheer leading while at the same time sharing God's Love Story with them. Please pray that lives will be changed and God will be glorified. In past blogs I have posted their web sight if you would like to go and read more. I will send you an update and news of the camp shortly.

Also, on June 5th, Marvin and I will be participating in the Breast Cancer Walk at Road Atlanta. It will be with a thankful heart that I take the first walk around the track that night "The Survivors Walk". Two and one half years for me since my diagnosis and I praise God for every day!!! I don't know just how many laps we will make, the walk will last for 24 hours, but I can promise you that with each step I take I will honor and support all of the friends who now live with breast cancer (you know who you are) and it will be in loving memory of all of those who are no longer with us but who taught me so much how to live while they were here!! Cancer can not cripple love, shatter hope, corrode faith, kill friendships, overshadow memories, silence courage, invade the soul, steal eternal life, or conquer the spirit!! And so it is, until my next blog.......I will mark the time thanking God for healing-
I will trust Him no matter what-
And I will celebrate one more day on the way to Glory!!

God bless. I love you guys,
Judy

Psalm 31:14-15 I trust in you Lord; I say, "You are my God". My times are in Your hands.

SHOEBOX MISSION REPORT

2009-04-13T11:24:00.003-05:00

Thank You Friends,

My heart overflows with love and gratitude to all of you who so freely gave and helped me to fill my "little shoebox on a mission" last month. If you sent in a love donation, hopefully you have already received a personal note of thanks in the mail. Today I want to thank you again--PUBLICLY, for your wonderful generosity. I am excited to report that my little shoebox was filled with a grand total of $550.00!! Every penny will go a long way in helping to meet the needs of the CTSC Elsie Conde Camp for Special Needs Children this July. The staff and workers were deeply touched when the shoebox mission was presented at their kick-off meeting on March 29th. Much more importantly than that special moment with them, I can hardly wait to see how many precious little lives will be forever changed through this camp because YOU cared. "Thank you" seems so little but it comes from the depths of my heart. May your rewards be many when God himself looks you in the eye and blesses you with His words, "Well done, good and faithful servant".

I love you guys,
Judy

Acts 20:35 "It is more blessed to give than to receive".

PS I will give you a full report and hopefully some great pictures during the Special Needs Camp in July. Until then, if you would like to read and see more about the CTSC Sports Camps you can visit their blog. (***They have just returned from the first camp of 2009 to Honduras where 27 children asked Jesus into their hearts! ***) To view go to: ctscmission.org and click on the blue and red box to the left labeled "Honduras Live". Enjoy!

A SHOEBOX AND A MISSION

2009-03-12T13:52:00.002-05:00

Greetings Friends,

As I mentioned in my January blog, there are several projects that I feel the Lord has called me to be involved in this year. I would like to share one of them with you today. It is called the Elsie Conde Special Needs Camp, a not-for-profit organization to teach sports to children with special needs, within their own abilities, in an environment where they learn, see, and experience the love of Jesus. This new camp is a part of the Cross Training Sports Camp which began in June of 2001. This special needs camp was added to the program last year in memory of little Elsie who went home to be with the Lord just a few short months after she was born. Her grandmother, the director of the camps, was first drawn to mission work as a child in Sunday School. God used "a little shoebox" filled with supplies for a missionary family in Africa to bring her down a path that would birth the Cross Training Sports Camp Program. Since that time, CTSC has held camps in Africa, Honduras, Bolivia, Washington, Oklahoma, Montana, ElSalvador and local camps in Gainesville, Georgia where they have witnessed God at work changing lives and whole communities.

All the volunteers who work these camps raise their own support and that is where I feel the "call to help". The very first Elsie Conde Special Needs Camp will be held in Suwanee, Ga. this year during the week of July 20-24 and will require extra training, more volunteers and special equipment to meet the needs of these precious children. Because the path of CTSP began through a shoebox mission and since I am unable to physically participate at the camp this year, I would love to be able to fill a "little shoebox with donations" and present it to the director at our kick-off meeting on Sunday, March 29. If you are able and would like to help me fill my shoebox I would need to receive your donations no later than Friday, March 27. Please make your donations to CTSC Elsie Conde Camp and mail them to me at 799 River Chase, Hoschton, GA 30548.

I realize that financial situations for all of us are strained at this time but I also know that little is much when God is in it! If you are unable to financially contribute I want you to know that your prayers are equally important and just as meaningful. Please pray that God will guide and bless every area of planning and preparation for this special camp. That He will send the workers and bless them with wisdom and strength as they work with these special needs children. That the financial expenses will be met and that the lives of all those involved will be forever changed!! I thank you in advance for sharing this call with me. May "the shoebox on a mission" continue to spread God's love!

I love you guys,
Judy

ICorinthians 3:9 For we are laborers together with God.

SIMPLE ACTS OF KINDNESS

2009-02-10T15:18:00.002-05:00

Pink and red hearts......they are on display every where we go reminding us that "love is in the air". February, the month for flowers, cards and chocolate candy!! It is nice to have a day set aside to remind us to slow down and focus on the people we love but, shouldn't we be doing that every day? Life is short and our friends and family are very precious blessings. Let me say first of all, "I love you very much! You are truly God's gift to me and I thank Him always for each one of you. My life is so much richer because you have been a part of it. Happy Valentine's Day with all my love to all of you!"

While I was buying my Valentine's Day cards last week, the Lord spoke this thought to me..."Share my love in simple acts of kindness". When I got home I began to think about those words and ways that I could do just that! "Simple acts of kindness" could be many things, some so simple we might not even think to do them, but something that could mean so much to the one on the receiving end. Immediately the Lord brought ideas to my mind. Simple acts of kindness, (done in secret), reap the greatest joy of all when we expect nothing in return. My list of ideas grows every day and I can hardly wait to answer His call!! Do you have simple acts of kindness that you might need to do as well? After all, love IS in the air!!

I love you guys,
Judy

Colossians 3:12 Be kind to others and have no pride. Be gentle and willing to wait for others.

P.S. Medical update: Thank you so much for your prayers. I am praising God for the good reports on my blood work last month. My next mammogram is scheduled for Feb. 23, and your continued prayers mean so much.

LOOKING BACK---LOOKING AHEAD

2009-01-13T23:57:00.002-05:00

I am sorry that it has taken me so long to get back to posting on my blog. I am still trying to catch-up on the year that just ended and the new year that has just begun!!

As I look back on 2008, I have to say, "It has been an awesome journey". This Christmas season was especially wonderful for me. All of my children and grandchildren were home this year. There is nothing sweeter or more fulfilling to a mother's heart than to be able to look around the room and be reminded of just how special each individual person truly is. There are 15 of us now, each one unique and each one equally important in making us "Family". I will treasure every single second of our time together. (I would include some photos but I haven't learned how to do that yet...maybe that will be a resolution for the new year!!)

Speaking of resolutions, I looked back on some of the ones I made last year. Some of them I kept pretty well, others not so much. That won't stop me from trying again or striving for new ones in the year ahead. How about you, what would you like to accomplish in 2009? Whether we've been to the mountain top or through the valley in 2008, those things are behind us. To know Jesus and the power of His resurrection, we must run the race in front of us. I have been seeking God's direction and though I don't have all the answers yet, I know He will direct my path. He is leading me in several areas and projects for the days ahead and I will share more about that in a later blog. For now, I want to slow down enough that I might see through His eyes the things around me that are important to Him.

Staying well is another priority for me in 2009. God has brought me through so much the past two years and I praise Him for that. Most days I don't even think about cancer anymore unless I have to go in for a test or for a check up with the doctors. My next appointment is on Jan. 26th and I covet your prayers. When the results come in, I will let you know. Until then, I will press forward with confidence knowing that God is in control and simply enjoy 2009 and whatever it should bring. Happy New Year dear friends.

I love you guys,
Judy

Philippians 3:14 I press toward the mark for the prize of the high calling of God in Christ Jesus.

**P.S. Have you ever had one of those moments that brought you an unexpected smile? I just love it when God reveals something special to me and today it was through, of all things, "AN APPLE".
It was mid-afternoon and I was ready for a little snack so I washed an apple and when I went to cut it in half I accidentally cut it from the side instead of my usual way from the stem at the top. When it fell open, right there "hidden" in the center of the apple was a perfect 5-pointed star!! My little mistake became a simple new pleasure that brought a smile to my face. I will never cut an apple any other way again. Just think, I have missed this amazing sight all of my life until today. Try it next time you cut into an apple and you will find that "hidden treasure" as well. I hope it brings a smile to your face too!!

An EXTRA-Ordinary Night

2008-12-25T07:45:00.002-05:00

Merry Christmas Everyone,

I hope you all have a wonderful day surrounded by those you love as you celebrate this special time together. Before we begin to tackle all those gifts under the tree I wanted to share this message with you that I found (and copied) from my devotional book this morning. It was just too good to keep to myself. Imagine this as we slept last night! Hope it will be a blessing to you as well.

An EXTRA-Ordinary Night:

An ordinary night with ordinary sheep and ordinary shepherds. And were it not for God who loves to hook an "extra" on the front of the ordinary, the night would have gone unnoticed. The sheep would have been forgotten, and the shepherds would have slept the night away.

But God dances amidst the common. And that night he did a waltz.

The black sky exploded with brightness. Trees that had been shadows jumped into clarity. Sheep that had been silent became a chorus of curiosity. One minute the shepherd was dead asleep, the next he was rubbing his eyes and staring into the face of an angel.

THE NIGHT WAS ORDINARY NO MORE!!!

(Luke 2:11)-Today your Savior was born in the town of David. He is Christ the Lord.

Christmas blessings and love,
Judy

THREE PERFECT GIFTS

2008-12-11T17:00:00.003-05:00

Everywhere I go these days there seems to be a feeling of "busy-ness" in the air. It's that time of year again when we run around trying to get everything ready for the upcoming holiday season. But, are we so burdened down trying to make Christmas so special, that we fail to see these "3 perfect gifts" that we already have?

The Gift of God's Son:
"For God so loved the world that he gave his only Begotten Son"........He left Heaven to be this gift to us, the very reason we celebrate the Christmas season! Don't be burdened down with so many things to do. Slow down and raise your eyes and welcome HIM into your celebration, into your home and into your heart. He truly is the "most precious gift" we will ever receive!

The Gift of God's Grace:
Grace, the love and favor that God shows toward us. We don't do anything to deserve this grace but God gives it to us anyway. What if God's only gift to you this year was his grace to save you. Would you take it freely? Would you be content? From heaven's perspective; "grace is enough". His love and favor should make us content no matter the circumstances. Thank you God for your gift of grace---it is sufficient for our every need!

The Gift of His Promise:
"I will never leave you---I will come again". Not only was He born a baby so that we might know Him, He gave his live so that we might live with him! From the beginning of time this was God's plan and His promise for our lives. He is coming again and we will reign with him forever. Thank you for that promise. Because He lives we CAN face tomorrow.

So, which gift is more important.....The Gift of His Birth?
The Gift of His Grace?
The Gift of His Promise?

They are ALL essential, all of these are the evidence of Our Father's Love. So, this year, take all of these three gifts and hold them dear. They are greater than any gift you will find under your tree. Merry Christmas dear friends!

Always close in thought and prayer.
I love you guys,
Judy

His Birth: Luke 7-14-She brought forth her first born-son and wrapped him in swaddling clothes, and laid him in a manger......

His Grace: 2Corinthians 12:9-My race is sufficient for thee.

His Promise: John 14:3-And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again, and receive you unto myself, that where I am, there you may be also.

NOTEWORTHY NOVEMBER

2008-11-18T23:19:00.002-05:00

Ah.....November, the morning air so crisp and cool, the scent of logs burning in a fireplace somewhere near by, the colored leaves as they light up in the sunshine! Is not this a most wonderful month? Thank you, Lord, for the autumn season. No one could have planned it more beautifully than you.

November, the month we celebrated our freedom to vote. I am thankful for that privilege, aren't you? America has been blessed beyond measure. Thank you to our founders who acted on faith and drafted a Constitution based on biblical values that have formed this unique government of-by-and-for the people. Perhaps the candidates of our choice did not win this year. We still were able to celebrate "the freedom" to cast our vote! New leaders will come and go but, it is the Lord in whom we trust. Our money, when printed, states that fact. Look at a dollar bill and you will find these very words, "In God we trust". In January, 2009, our new president will be sworn into office and we, as Christians, must be even more committed in the days to come to give God, and our country, our very best. "May God continue to bless America"!

November, that is the month that I was born (62 years ago to be exact). My, how time passes so swiftly. It was on my 21st birthday that Marvin and I went to apply for our marriage license..."41 life-changing years ago"!! It has been a wonderful life and I cherish every precious moment. Thank you, Lord for your blessings on me.

And, last but not least, at the end of the month of November, we gather to celebrate the Thanksgiving holiday. It is easy to give thanks when all is going well, when we anticipate a great family gathering, good food and fond memories. "Thanksgiving once a year-----that is easy. But, "thanks living" EVERY DAY, that's what it's all about! Happy November. May your blessings be many and your "thanks living" shine bright!

I love you guys,
Judy

Psalm 92:1 It is a good thing to give thanks unto the Lord

AN ARMY MARCHING

2008-10-27T23:06:00.002-05:00

On Saturday morning Marvin and I left the house around 7:00 to meet up with my family, the captain of our team and all the other walkers for the Making Strides Against Breast Cancer 5K Walk. It was a perfect day for a "walk in the park". As we arrived at Atlantic Station it was evident that there would be many more teams ready to join us that day. As I looked around I saw all ages of men, women and children (and even a few dogs) each wearing their special pink t-shirts.

Scott Slade, with W.S.B. TV and Radio, gave the opening remarks and announced for the walk to begin. As we entered the gates, my family and I were just about right in the middle of the pack of walkers. When we looked ahead all we could see were masses of people and when we looked behind there were that many more people there as well. It looked like a GIANT PINK ARMY marching together in the fight against breast cancer. What a joy it was for me to have a small part in this great day and to have my family and friends there to share in this special moment as well.

I heard a report on the radio today that there were over 12,000 walkers there on Saturday and together, one step at a time, we were able to raise over "One Million Dollars"!! It is my prayer that one day soon we will find a cure for breast cancer so that our daughters, our granddaughters, our friends and every lady that we love will no longer have to face this terrible disease. (As for the 38 ladies on my daily prayer list who are living with breast cancer right now we hold on to that hope as well).

Thank you all my dear friends who read this blog for your encouragement and for your prayers. To those who walked with us or made a donation, I am forever grateful. There are only a few short days left in this month so don't forget to "think pink" and have those yearly mammograms and check-ups now!

I love you guys,
Judy

Romans 12:5-We are many, but in Christ, we are all one body.

IT'S OCTOBER---"THINK PINK"

2008-10-07T22:19:00.002-05:00

Most of us look forward to this time of year when the temperature begins to drop and the leaves are changing into those beautiful vibrant colors of orange and yellow and red. I want you to focus for a few minutes on another October color....."Pink". October is the official Breast Cancer Awareness Month; a month set aside each year when we take the time to remind all the special ladies in our lives to do their monthly self-exams and to get their yearly mammograms. So, ladies, you have been reminded. Get out there and take action; early detection is the key!!

Since being diagnosed almost two years ago with breast cancer I have been contacted by over "36" people asking me to pray for them or a loved one who has been diagnosed with cancer as well. (Sadly, four of those 36 have not survived). Cancer is not a death sentence, it is in some ways a reminder, however, that we ARE mortal. It reminds us that life is precious and we really must start living it. God gives us the gift of life to enjoy and savor. We have many opportunities to serve Him even in the mist of such an illness for we find God is right there as well. If we are His Child He will never leave us; He will see us through. God has given us His promise--"I am with you always, even to the end of the world".

So, what is cancer? It is a cell that "misfires" and reproduces a defect. It can happen in a 95 year old. It can happen in a teenager or in an infant. It can happen to YOU. Life is precious so please, take care of yourself. Watch your diet, try to exercise, have those yearly check ups and do whatever you can to help in the fight.

I am really excited this month to have been invited to participate in the "Making Strides Against Breast Cancer 5K Walk" on October 25th. The Georgia State Patrol post in Athens is sponsoring a team of walkers and I will be a part of their team along with my daughters Pam and Jill, Scott (Pam's husband), Robin and her daughter Autumn and, of course, Marvin who has taken every step with me on my journey. Please pray for us as we walk.

Two years ago I was fighting for my life and could barely walk up a flight of stairs without being exhausted. How blessed I am today to be able to take part in this event and to give back something to help in the fight. I cherish today and EVERY DAY that I am able to say--"I am a Survivor". Don't forget to "think pink" this month!

I love you guys,
Judy

I Thessalonians 2:12-That you would walk worthy of God, who hath called you unto his Kingdom and glory.

REPORTING RESULTS/GOD STILL HEALS

2008-08-27T23:14:00.002-05:00

Greetings friends,

Thank you for your phone calls, your emails, and your prayers these past few weeks while I waited for the results to come in on my latest tests. I am sorry that it has taken so long to report back to you. My doctor has been out of town and it was only this afternoon that I got a call from him with the results.

Once again, I am thanking and praising God for answered prayers! All the tests were negative for any new findings. The mass in my thorax (about 1" in diameter) is still there but it has not grown or changed since the last scan. They still don't know what it might be so, as my doctor put it to me, "We will just wait and watch you closely to make sure we stay on top of things". My next appointment with him is in November.

I had a friend ask me a few weeks ago-----"Do you believe that God can heal you?" My answer was, "Yes, I know that ONLY GOD can truly heal me. And, I also believe that whatever comes into my life has been directed by His Hand". I must trust God, not only that He does what is best but that He knows what is ahead and I will rest in Him.

So, am I healed from breast cancer? No one can tell me that, there is only One who knows the answer to that question. I do believe that I am cancer-free and in remission "at this time" and I give God all the glory and praise for that. God still loves me, His eternal perfect plans for me continue on schedule. God is at work in everything.

Do I trust Him? Do I believe He still heals? YOU BET I DO!!

I love you guys,
Judy

Isaiah 53:5-With His stripes we are healed.

EXERCISE

2008-07-31T13:30:00.002-05:00

It's been quite a while since I have done very much physical exercising and now it is time to start! I looked up the word in the dictionary and here is what it said: "Exercise---active use of the BODY in order to make it stronger or healthier". Now, that sounds like a pretty good idea, don't you think?

Last year while I was undergoing chemo treatments I loaned my exercise bicycle to a sweet friend who was having a lot of knee problems. Her doctor thought if she could exercise that knee she might be able to avoid having surgery. Since I was feeling too weak and sick to use it, and was only hanging my clothes on the handles as I ironed----it was hers to borrow and use. I am happy to report, it did help and no surgery was required. In the meantime, she has purchased a "real bike" and she and her husband go bike riding together all the time. I'm so proud of her! The other day I called her to inform her of my plan to start an exercise routine and she brought my bicycle back to me. If I fail to ride it now, I will be so convicted!! She has promised to keep me accountable and I have promised to be faithful in riding. So, here goes...let's see how many miles I can travel.

Exercising the body will be good but I need to exercise my MIND as well. I've been told many times over the last year that after you undergo cancer treatments you sometimes suffer from what they call "chemo brain". (That's when you have trouble focusing for very long, you become tired easily and can't remember simple things). Ok, maybe I had some of that before chemo but, I did notice it was worse for a while. So, I try to exercise my mind by reading more, doing word search and crossword puzzle books and trying to memorize my Bible verse each morning. I've heard the saying "The mind is a terrible thing to waste. If you don't use it, you will lose it". Well, I don't want to lose it so, along with using the bicycle to exercise my body, I will be exercising my mind as well.

And last, but certainly not least, I must exercise my FAITH. I looked up that word too. The dictionary stated: "Faith---belief or trust that does not question or ask for proof". There are many things that come into our lives that without faith and trust we could not endure. I have never questioned God why he allowed breast cancer to come into my life; I simply trust that He will see me through. My faith has grown stronger as I've traveled on "this journey"; a journey that still includes many doctor visits and scheduled tests. Because of the spot on my lung and the mass in my thorax, I am tested every six months. Last week I had the cancer marker blood test and, praise the Lord, it checked out fine. For that I am so grateful. On August 11, I am scheduled for CT Scans of the brain, chest, abdomen, and pelvis, plus a bone scan and a mammogram. I will be "exercising my faith" as I wait for the results to come in and, as always, I covet your prayers. (When I get the results back, I will post them for you). God is real, God is good and He will do what is right. My FAITH gives me assurance that He can heal and a hope that He will!

In the meantime....(BODY, MIND, & FAITH)...I'll be exercising; hope you will be too!

I love you guys,
Judy

Hebrews 11:1-Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen.

THANK YOU NOTES

2008-07-20T22:12:00.002-05:00

The custom of writing thank you notes is slowly disappearing. Those of you who know me best know that it is still something that is important to me. I was thinking today--if I was writing a thank you note to God--what would it say? Even though there is never enough paper (or time) to thank Him for everything perhaps it would go something like this:

To My Precious Father,

How do I even begin to thank you for all the wonderful moments that you have brought into my life? First of all, I want to thank you for your Son, Jesus, who came knocking on my heart's door so many years ago. His "visit" changed my life forever and He's still here even today! He brought a great and powerful BOOK for me to read as well and every time I open it, I learn new and wonderful things. I love to read it every day; it is Your Love Story. And, speaking of love, there is none greater.....thank you for loving me!

Another thing I want to thank you for is the awesome privilege of prayer. You are always ready to hear from me and I find great comfort knowing I can bow my head at any time and You are there. Thank you for those who daily pray for me and thank you, Lord, for the opportunities you give to me to pray for others. There is such power in prayer when I pray in your will and there is such peace in knowing, that all power lies in you, The One who hears my prayers. Prayers are precious jewels. Thank you for hearing my prayers today.

And then, there are my daily blessings. Thank you for every one.....(my friends and family who mean so much, for health and home, for food and clothing and so many more things too numerous to even list). When I wake up every morning and when I lay my head to rest at night I am reminded just how very much I am truly blessed. I praise you for my blessings, and though I don't do anything to deserve them, they are your gifts to me.

Well, Lord, these are but a few of the endless reasons I needed to write this note to you today. I could go on and on but, somehow, I know you already understand how humbled and grateful my heart truly is. Perhaps I had to write this note for ME, more than to YOU, so that I would be reminded once again just how thankful I am to have you in my life. Your character is holy, Your grace is sufficient, Your strength is unending, and Your plan is perfect, and, as I am resting in Your power I close this note to you.......

With love,

"Your Child"

Hebrews 13:15 Let us always offer to God our sacrifice of praise.

**What would your thank you note say?

LOOKING BACK

2008-06-05T20:39:00.002-05:00

Hi Friends,

I was looking back on my calendar from last year, updating birthdays and such for this month, and was reminded that one year ago today (June 5th), I was at the Cancer Center receiving my last round of chemo treatments. I was amazed to realize that it had ALREADY been one whole year "free of chemo". Memories began to flood my mind; thoughts of nausea and fatigue, of the long drives to the treatment center, the shots that followed that were so hard, the low blood counts and all those many days I had to spend in isolation to keep from being exposed to illness.

Then, I thought of my sweet husband who went and stayed with me through the five hours of treatments every time I had to go, of the friends, neighbors, and family members who prayed for us and brought food and books and cards of encouragement, and of my children and grandchildren "who kept me going" when I didn't even want to get out of bed!! I thought of the other cancer patients just like me, the doctors and nurses who helped take care of me, and even those researchers whom I've never met but who are focused and dedicated to finding a cure. There are days that thoughts of chemo treatments haven't even entered my mind and then there are days, like today (June 5, 2008), when I am reminded and thoughts come flooding back.

Cancer will always be a part of my life now. Once it touches you, you are forever changed. I hope the "change" has made me a stronger person. Each day is a precious gift--"my "get to" day. So many things I "get to do" that in the past I would just have taken for granted.

My heart is filled to over-flowing as I reflect today on the blessings of life---"MY LIFE". The God who created me has never failed me. Today, June 5, 2008, I just want to praise Him. "Thank you, Lord, for one whole year "treatment free".

I love you guys,
Judy

Ephesians 5:20--Giving thanks always for all things unto God and the Father in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ.

LIVING AND LEARNING

2008-05-26T11:10:00.002-05:00

Greetings friends,

School is out for most students and summer vacation season is upon us. It was my pleasure a few weeks ago to join my son-in-law and his 4th grade class for their Annual End- of- the- Year Cookout. It has been my job for the last five years to be the "chief hot dog cooker". This year I grilled over 200 hot dogs!! What a joy it has been to watch his students and their families as they gather for this celebration. Every year he invites, not only that year's students but every class that he has taught in past years as well. Some of those students will be entering 10th grade next year but they still come back to see their favorite teacher and long time friends. I usually stand back and watch and listen and that is when I realize just how much "Mr. Landtroop" has helped teach and encourage these young lives. He is just that kind of teacher most parents hope their children will have in school. He has that perfect balance of discipline mixed with just enough love and compassion that the students need to be successful and grow. All of us can probably look back on our childhood and name one teacher who had that impact on us as well. (Mine was my seventh grade teacher, Mrs. Smith. "Thank you Mrs Smith for making a difference in my life"!!)

We may not always be aware of the influence we are having on other people either. We are all "teachers". Others are watching and learning from us by the way we live our lives. Opportunities come in all sizes and shapes. Part of life's great adventure is the growth process itself. We are always growing, teaching, and learning. What are we teaching, what are we learning, how are we growing?

Enjoy your summer vacation but remember: "Someone is still watching and learning". Your life is a book. Be that example. It is not our job to "change" the world, it's just our job to "teach" the world and GOD will do the rest!!!

Happy Summer!

I love you guys,
Judy

Galatians 6:6-Let him that is taught in the word share with him that teacheth in all good things.

PS. What I learned last week from all my tests:
"God is taking good care of me!!" All my test reports were good. I just have a slight problem with acid reflux and medications will take care of that. Praise the Lord and "Thank you" for your prayers as well.

REVIVAL

2008-05-09T21:14:00.002-05:00

Last week our church had spring celebration services--"a Revival". Rev. Larry Winn, pastor of Hebron Baptist Church, was our speaker and we experienced four awesome nights of preaching and praise. I wish you could have been there too! I got my dictionary down this afternoon and looked up the word revival and this is what it said: "Revival- the act of bringing or coming back to life, health, or activity". That's what I've been experiencing lately; life after chemo, health after chemo, activity after chemo and a great "revival" in my soul. How precious is that?!!! It is comforting to know that God made me and knows everything about me. Nothing happens in my life that He doesn't allow and if He allows it, He will be with me every step of the way--in the good times and in the bad. Whenever I think about that I am "revived" and ready to face the day, what ever it may bring.

As I reported in my last blog, I had my third cancer marker test on May 7th and the results were good. Praise the Lord!! Dr. Hardcastle was a little bit concerned about a nagging cough that I have had for several months so he sent me to see a Pulmonary Specialist. They administered a breathing test which also checked out OK. Next week (May 15th) they have scheduled a chest x-ray and an upper GI test to see if that will give us any more answers. The doctor seems to think there may be a slight infection in my lungs caused by acid reflux or maybe a touch of asthma or allergies. I will just wait to see what develops and pray that God will reveal the answers for me. My three-month check up at the Oncologist is also that same day so it looks like another full day of tests and appointments for me. As always, I covet your prayers. I will post the results as soon as I can. Thank you.

I'm also excited to tell you that last week I got my first haircut in over a year!! There was finally enough hair on my head to get it trimmed and, even though it is pretty short, I'm getting ready to pack up my wig and put it into storage. Just in time for the HOT Atlanta summer. Yippee!!!!

Life is good. God is good. How could I ever complain? He has brought me safe thus far. He holds my hand and we walk the path of "Judy's Journey" together. With each new day I am so thankful. He "revives" me again. I love to share "His Love Story"! May YOUR heart be revived as you travel on "your journey" too.

I love you guys,
Judy

Psalms 138:7-Though I walk in the midst of trouble, thou wilt revive me.
(A prayer of praise)

The Privilege of "GET TO"

2008-04-15T22:46:00.002-05:00

Greetings Friends,

I read a book not long ago and the title of one of the chapters in the book was--"Got" to do or"Get" to do. Boy, did that make me stop and examine my attitude about the busy day ahead! I had to decide, would I have just another day filled with all the things I would "have" to do or would I look at the day and be filled with gratitude for all the things that I would "get" to do?

Today is April 15th, , tax deadline day. We "HAVE TO" file our taxes (and, yes, I think they are way too high and we need to make some changes) but, it also means that we have an income and we "GET TO" cash a paycheck. We "GET TO" pay our bills. We "GET TO" give to our church. And, we may even "GET TO" put a little bit into a savings plan and just maybe one day we will "GET TO" relax and enjoy being old enough to retire!!! There are always so many negative thoughts on tax day I thought I would share some of the brighter thoughts of the day!

If today you find yourself getting stressed, stop and change those "got to thoughts" into
"get to moments". Tax day is not fun so make a list of all the opportunities you are grateful for; you will be amazed at how many there will be and how much happier you are when you concentrate on the..... "GET TO's OF LIFE"!

Here are some of the things I "GET TO" do......what's on your list?
*I get to say a prayer because I have freedom to worship
*I get to read a book because I have my sight
*I get to send a card because someone needs encouragement
*I get to remember the things that bring me joy because I have a good mind
*I get to spend time with family and friends because they are God's blessing
*I get to share my thoughts because I have freedom of speech
*I get to give to others because God gives to me

I love you guys. Hope you have a "get to" day!
Judy

Verse: Colossians 3:17 And whatever you do in word or deed, do all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God and the Father by him.

P.S. AND, I "get to" go next Tuesday (4-22) for my next doctor's appointment and my cancer marker blood test. Please pray as I wait for the results to come back. I will post the results as soon as they come in. Thank you!! Your prayers mean so much.

SPRING FORWARD

2008-03-11T15:15:00.002-05:00

Greetings,

Last Saturday night most of us got to "spring forward" one hour before we went to bed! Are you still trying to catch up and adjust to this change like I am? Where did that "spring" in my step go...I think I may have lost it for a little while during that one hour on my clock!

Every year at this time we are reminded that Spring is just around the corner for most of us. Spring, a time to think about our little gardens again. I'm looking forward to watching the flowers pop out of the ground, the trees to bud and turn those beautiful shades of pink and white, the birds to serenade me every morning and the sun to warm my face when I step outside, aren't you? How beautiful is the spring time.

Our lives are a bit like a flower garden as well. For the most part, our days are filled with good and beautiful things.....the sweetness of a child's face, the strong and protective arms of a husbands hug, the kindness of a special friend and the joy of knowing Christ. But, sometimes between the beautiful things in our garden of life come the dark weed patches.....money problems, sadness, lost jobs and diseases. Perhaps our good times would not mean nearly as much without the bad times as well. Don't be discouraged, there is always hope for our garden. We can't lose sight of the fact that we have One who works our gardens with us, right where we are. The very One who created it all!!

Beauty is God's handwriting, His handiwork. Don't lose your opportunity to see all that is beautiful in the "garden of life". Spring forward and thank God for every blessing. "LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL". Happy Spring!!

I love you guys,
Judy

Ecclesiasties 3:11-He hath made everything beautiful in it's time.

A VALENTINE NOTE (just a little late!)

2008-02-16T13:33:00.002-05:00

"How do I love thee, let me count the ways".....
I think of that line and right away I know that it would be impossible to do. I love you more than words could say!! I wanted to write this blog to you on Valentine's Day to wish you a day of love and blessings but, alas, it is just a few days late. (At least you know that I was thinking of all of you. ) You are such a blessing to me.

Did you have a great Valentine's Day? On Wednesday night (13th) Marvin (my sweetheart) and I went to the Valentine's Day Dinner at our church. It was a very enjoyable evening--the food was delicious and the fellowship was sweet. For entertainment, they played The Newlywed Game with four couples in our church and our interim pastor and his wife were two of the contestants. You can only imagine how funny that was!!! Isn't it good to know that Christians DO LAUGH and have fun together.

I spent Valentine's Day at the hospital having another CT Scan of the mass on my thorax and then I had a three month follow-up visit at the Cancer Center. Someone said, "What a way to spend Valentine's Day, couldn't you go another day?" I quickly replied, "Last Valentine"s Day I was at the hospital having surgery to put in a port to BEGIN chemo treatments, so, THIS Valentine's Day hospital visit was a blessing!"

God brought me safely through another cancer checkup. I call each one of them "my milestones". The CT Scan showed the mass in the thorax is still there but it has not grown or changed. (Now I can go in every six months for the scan instead of every three months and that was good news.) All the blood work at the oncologist office looked good as well. My body is finally beginning to repair and restore. Valentine's Day was a time for me to thank God for continued healing, a time to renew my commitment to trust Him no matter what and a time to celebrate another answer to my prayers.

Happy Valentine's Day (late), May God's love sustain you. There is no way my little mind can fully comprehend the love of God but, that didn't keep Him from coming. He "came to the cross" and He comes to meet us wherever we are. How great is His love! I long to love Him more each day. Me, You, and God..."Valentine's Forever"!

I love you guys,
Judy

Ephesians 3:18 : May you comprehend the breath, and length and depth and height of God's love.

PS. Please pray with me for a Benefit Singing on Friday, February 29, 2008 at the Bremen Georgia Sports Complex for dear friends of ours, Keith and Allison Wood. Keith has been very sick and this benefit will help them greatly.
(Additional info: Howard Yarbrough (678-925-0903)

ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY

2008-01-25T00:41:00.000-05:00

One whole year, can you believe it? January 19, 2008 marked the one year anniversary of my journey with breast cancer. On that date last year I was being wheeled into the operating room to begin the new year---a year filled with lots of amazing memories. Someone asked me the other day if it seemed like a whole year had passed and my answer was, "yes". I've thought back on that year and on all the fears that we faced as I began that journey. Of the prayers that God answered for us, of the wonderful friends and family members who stood by us and prayed for us, of the compassionate doctors and nurses who cared for us and of the awesome presence of the Holy Spirit who walked with us in every situation. Right where we were, that is where you were and where God was as well!

As the date of my one year anniversary approached, I started thinking of how I might give back to some of the people who had given so much to me. One group in particular who came to my mind were the ladies of my neighborhood who called themselves, "Team Ms. Judy". (Do you remember them? I wrote about them in my blog last Feb. 2007 and again in March) . Every time I went in for a chemo treatment, these ladies showed up at my door with a basket filled with items to help me through the chemo "aftermath". I called them my ARMY! I wanted so much to do something special for these ladies so, on January 19, 2008, I hosted a One Year Anniversary/Appreciation Luncheon and THEY were my guest of honor. What a sweet time we had together and how special it was for me to be able to give back to them just a little of the kindness they had shown to me. There just were not enough words to truly express how deep my gratitude was but, some how, I think they all knew. It was a fun way for us to celebrate-- not only where we had been-- but how FAR we had come together. It truly was a happy anniversary celebration.

And now, as my one year anniversary has ended and 2008 has just begun I wonder.....where will it take us? No one knows. Wherever it leads of one thing I am sure.....GOD WILL BE THERE! Thank you Lord for the journey you sent me on. For every tear, every fear, every pain and for every blessing. Through it all you have taught me SO MUCH! I know that no matter where I am in this life, you are there also. You go before me to lead the way, you walk beside me to give me strength, you carry me when I am too weak to walk alone, and you are there to celebrate with me when I hear the words "cancer free". Happy anniversary to me!!

I love you guys,
Judy

Psalm 13:6 "I will sing to the Lord, for he has been good to me".

MADE FOR HEAVEN

2008-01-10T10:15:00.000-05:00

This was the title of my daily devotion this morning and how appropriate that is for this day. My dear friend, Sandra Byars entered Heaven's Gates last night after a long battle with breast cancer. She is finally at peace and at Home.

It's hard to imagine that just this time last year, she was sitting in the hospital waiting room with MY family while I underwent surgery, bringing comfort and encouragement to all of us. What an inspiration she has been to me over the years and I am glad that God gave me so many opportunities to tell her that!! I promised her that when she put down that breast cancer torch for the last time--I would be there to pick it up and carry it through someone else's journey. I only pray that I will do it in the same love and determination that she did. "Job well done my dear friend. " (I know there will be a jewel in her crown with MY name on it)!

What peace I feel for her today. I know that she is healed, cancer free at last and that she is happy. We are never really completely happy on this earth simply because we are not made for earth. Oh, we have wonderful moments together, precious memories to hold on to, and even days of gentle peace, but they simply do not compare with the happiness that lies ahead! This is not "good-bye" to Sandra, it is only the chance to say-----"Until we meet again". God bless you dear friend, He has lead you Home!!

Praying for the Byars Family and all of you,
Judy

John 18:30 My kingdom does not belong to this world.

HAPPY NEW YEAR

2008-01-01T11:26:00.000-05:00

Greetings Everyone,

We have just celebrated the last day of 2007, another year that has come to an end. As I reflect on this past year I look back at my calendar and see many of the events of 2007. My journey began in January with lots of tests, doctor visits, surgeries, chemo treatments, news that some of my family would be moving to Minnesota, and an emergency hospital stay. But then--- there was Chad's baseball tournament, grand children's birthday parties, a trip with Marvin to Pigeon Forge, Tennessee for some quiet time together, the Mitchell Family Reunion in Quitman, Georgia, an end of the year cookout with Mark's third grade class, my last chemo treatment in July, a trip to Minnesota to see Lara, Britney and the grand children, a cancer-free (remission) report in July, Thanksgiving week with all of my family home together, a 40th wedding anniversary trip to Disney World, and a very, merry Christmas celebration. Oh, how MUCH I have to be thankful for!! Some of these events were mountain-top moments and some were spent down in the valley but ALL were spent holding onto my Savior's Hand. He has taught me so much this year. I have truly learned that no matter what comes into my life, He will give me the strength to live in and through all things. God is truly faithful!!!

Now, as I look to the New Year, I have no idea what lies ahead. I have those "plans and resolutions" as I am sure you all do as well. I hope to start writing in a Daily Journal (something I have never taken the time to do before), to lose a few unwanted pounds, to organize and clean all my closets and cupboards, to spend more time with family and friends, etc. etc. Only time will tell just how much of this I truly accomplish. But more importantly than any of these things, I want to be able to say, "Wherever God takes me in 2008, I will follow Him with a new desire to serve Him with my whole heart". It is time to thank Him for what is past and now begin to focus on His purpose for me today and in the year ahead. Let us all run the race that is before us -- for the "Ultimate Prize" at the end is worth the journey.

Come, join me on this "Journey"!
I love you all,
Judy

Philippians 3:14-I press toward the mark for the prize of the high calling of God in Christ Jesus.

P.S. Please continue to pray for my dear friend, Sandra Byars. She is very sick. Also, please add another friend to your prayer list. Her name is Marie Lester. She is right where I was this time last year, facing breast cancer. Pray that God will use me to encourage her ,as so many of you have done for me. May God bless you beyond measure in 2008!

A TIME OF CELEBRATION

2007-12-08T23:36:00.000-05:00

Greetings Family and Friends,

As you can see, we have a new family Christmas photo posted today. It was taken on Thanksgiving day when all of our children and grandchildren gathered at our house to celebrate together the many blessings of this past year. There's nothing sweeter to a mother's heart than being surrounded by all of her family. It was sweet!!! Lara, Britney, Carter and Ashlyn drove down from Minnesota --- 18-20 hours in the car with a five year old and an almost three year old, can you only imagine!! They arrived safely on the Friday afternoon before Thanksgiving, a little travel weary but glad to be back in Georgia for a short visit. They were able to see some of their friends and to go back to their church on Sunday and that was nice. The BEST part of their visit was that Pop and I had six wonderful days with them. They have been gone for six months already and Carter and Ashlyn have grown like little weeds. (It will be 6 months before I see them again and that thought breaks my heart). Since they moved, our time together has become that much more special!! When they arrived back home in Minnesota they were greeted with six inches of snow, which as of yesterday, was still on the ground. They will probably have their first ever "White Christmas". During the month of November we also celebrated Rebekah's 13th birthday (talk about growing up too fast, I still can't believe she is a teenager), Melinda celebrated her 39th birthday (that's right...her last one before that BIG 40) and also, I celebrated my 16th (was that a that a typo error?!!...I meant to say my 61st). November is a big birthday month for us!

Now, here we are in the month of December; where has this year gone? It is another big month of birthdays for the Mitchell girls. ( Pam's 37th and Jill's big 30th). My baby is turning 30, yikes! Marvin and I will be celebrating a big milestone in our lives as well. This year marks our 40th wedding anniversary and we are going to Disney World to celebrate and pretend that we are teenagers again! I thank God every day for the wonderful man he has blessed me with. One who loves the Lord, who loves me and who has walked with me in all things. He has been the most giving man to his family, (always unselfishly) and has always taken good care of all "his girls". I publicly praise him today. Because of Marvin, I came to know the Lord and walking with God for the last 41 years has been an amazing journey. The longer I serve Him, the sweeter He grows!

Speaking of ...here we are in the Christmas season. That wonderful time of year when we stop to focus on the greatest gift that was ever given ... "HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESUS". It was just a few days after Christmas last year (December 28th to be exact) that I got the call from my doctor, the one that changed my life forever. God has taught me things that I could have never imagined, and though it has been a challenging year, I have no doubt that in my life--"all is well". My Savior walks with me on the mountain top as well as in the valley and the peace that only He can give has been my strength. As this year ends, I will look back and be reminded once again of every single blessing that has come my way. To God be the glory, great things He has done!

I love you all so much and I, as always thank God for each of you. Wherever you spend this Christmas season, I pray that God will bless you beyond measure! I want to close with this thought; (it is in my Christmas card this year but it reflects the very thoughts of my heart as well):
" May your season be filled with sweet peace, simple joy, and "GOD'S AMAZING LOVE'.

I love you guys,
Judy

John 3:16 For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.

PUT TO THE TEST AND THANKING GOD IN ALL THINGS

2007-11-15T23:24:00.000-05:00

Today (Thursday) was a big day of testing for me. The morning began with a radioactive injection followed by a CAT scan of the head, chest, abdomen and pelvis. Then, off for another mammogram, and a bone scan, followed by blood work and a visit with my oncologist.

Testing day is filled with all kinds of emotions for me. When I'm in there having all those scans done I try to watch the faces of the technicians to see if I can find any "clues" in their expressions as they are reading the screens. Testing day reminds me of what it was like when I was in school. You know how you study and prepare the best you know how--you think you did OK on the test but you still anxiously wait for the teacher to pass out the grades to see how you really did. "Cancer test day" is a lot like that.......you know that you've been feeling pretty good and you think everything is going great but you still have to wait for the "final test score".

I am very thankful to report tonight that I have gotten the results back from all the test except the bond scan. Everything looks good!! The growth on my thorax has not changed, the mammogram is the same as it was three months ago, they found a brain (ha ha), and I am testing clear of cancer at this time. (I am still waiting for the results on the bone scan but I am very positive that those results will be good as well). Thank you from the bottom of my heart for all of your prayers, you will never know how much strength I feel knowing that you are praying for me.

As Thanksgiving week approaches, my heart is so full. I have SO MUCH to be thankful for this year. God has walked down this path with me every step of the way, surrounded me with loving friends and a precious family and given me a peace that passes understanding through and in all things. I will be eternally grateful and I praise his Holy Name!

I am anxiously awaiting the arrival of Lara, Britney, Carter and Ashlyn. They are coming in from Minnesota to spend Thanksgiving week with us. It will be the first time in six months that we have all been together. The "family circle" will be complete---all the kids and grand kids will be here and I can hardly wait!!! I pray that each of you will experience a week of thanksgiving and blessings as well .

As I pause and reflect on the goodness of Our Lord, I am truly humbled. His love and mercy is everlasting! In all things, give thanks. Happy Thanksgiving to all of you. Enjoy your time with friends and family---"a happy memory is a precious thing"!

I love you guys,
Judy

Ephesians 5:20 Give thanks always for all things.

FALL FESTIVALS, CORN MAZES AND CELEBRATIONS!

2007-11-01T10:15:00.000-05:00

"Life" is a festival, a celebration and life is good!! I know that it has been many weeks since I last wrote in my blog and some of you have called or written to "check up" on me. Thanks! It's nice to know that you are still reading it; sometimes I worry that I may be boring you with all my news.

The truth of the matter why I haven't written lately is, I have been busy----busy having fun and enjoying family and friends and my "new found energy" that is slowly returning.
We celebrated Chad's birthday a few weeks ago. Can you believe that he is already "15" with a learner's permit to drive a car (YIKES)!! His Granny Sweatt and Aunt Amy were able to drive over for the day from Bremen, GA and that was great. We had not seen them for quite a while and had a lot of catching up to do.

This Sunday will be Rebekah's "13th" birthday (YIKES AGAIN) another teenager in the family. Marvin and I plan to surprise her and drive to S.C. to go to church with her and then take her out for a birthday lunch. (We will officially celebrate with a big party at our house on Thanksgiving Day). The whole Mitchell Clan will be together that day. Lara, Britney, Carter and Ashlyn are driving down from Minnesota for the week and we are all very excited about that.

Besides birthday celebrations I've had fun at the Fall Festival at our church, and at our neighborhood Halloween Parade. The little children are always sooooo cute. They have a big costume parade down the street then they load them all on a flat-bed and drive them from house to house to "trick or treat". I always dress up in costume too!! This year I wore my poodle skirt and had a dance party in my driveway with all of them. Well.....not a DICK CLARK
DANCE PARTY, I can't dance like that, but, we all did the Hokey Pokey together and I think that counts as a dance, don't you??!

And last but not least, I got lost in a Corn Maze! Marvin and I met Pam, Scott, their little 8 year old niece Autumn, Jill, Mark and little Nathan in Watkinsville a few Saturdays ago. It was a blast. There were so many cute things to do: A baby pig race, live animals to pet, a cow train for the little ones to ride in, a pumpkin patch where you pick your own pumpkin, a hay ride and a BIG corn maze. (I made them promise before I went in not to leave me alone in that maze. I always get lost in those things.) As you traveled through the corn you would find clue boards along the pathway and if you knew the right answers to the clues they would lead you in the right direction to go. After a while of "wandering in the corn" we finally realized the way out was to find the outside edge of the corn and follow that path. We didn't break any records but we did finally, successfully, make it out of the maze, laughing all the way! What a day of fun we all had. "Another special memory to cherish together".

When I got home that night I was thinking again about that corn maze---you know life is a lot like that sometimes isn't it? You never really know what might be around the corner as you travel down your path of life but our "clue board"--GOD'S WORD---will always lead us safely home!! He will show us which path to take, it's up to us to follow.

I hope this month your "path" will be filled with all the things that make you happy. We have so much to be thankful for. To God be the Glory, great things he has done. I thank my God always for all of you. I will write again soon, I promise! Till then......

I love you guys,
Judy
Today's Verses: Psalms 16:11-Show path of life
27:11-lead me in a plain path
119:105-a light to my path
Mic. 4:2-We will walk in his path
Luke 3:4-Make his path straight

NO SAND BETWEEN MY TOES!

2007-10-05T14:53:00.000-05:00

Greetings,

Those of you who know me best know how much I have always loved vacations at the beach sitting at the edge of the ocean and enjoying the peaceful beauty that God created. This past weekend Marvin and I were blessed with a great getaway in Myrtle Beach with Melinda and our 15 year old grandson, Chad. He was playing in a baseball tournament there and Melinda had rented a condo on the beach with enough extra space for Marvin and I to "tag along". (Thanks Melinda and Jason!!) Most of our time was spent at the baseball field (4 games in 2 days) which left very little time for walks on the beach. I didn't even get any "sand between my toes". I think that is the first time ever that I've been near the ocean and not done that! However, I was happy just to get to "see the ocean again" and I will never take for granted the little things that I DID get to do on this trip. Like.....seeing the sun sparkle over the water, watching the fishing boats head out every morning, listening to the laughter as families played in the sand or my first-born-grandson's happy face as he took the field with his teammates to play a baseball game. (No, his team did not win but being together was fun enough.) It's during times like these that I completely forget about that word "cancer" and life seems carefree and peaceful. What a blessing those moments are to me. They're like "the sands of the sea which can not be numbered." (Hosea 1:10). I cherish each day!!!

But, alas, those days don't last very long and it's once again time to schedule doctor appointments, CT scans and blood tests. That too becomes a part of your life after cancer but a part that I am thankful for as well because each one will help the doctors know best how to provide the care that is needed. On October 15th , I have an appointment with my surgeon for a check up and on Nov. 15th, I will have another mammogram and a CT scan followed by an appointment with the oncologist for blood work and such. Your prayers, as always, mean so much to me; especially during those days while we WAIT to hear the latest results.

For now, I will reflect on our great trip to the beach even though there was" no sand between my toes" and simply continue to trust as I am standing on "THE SOLID ROCK"!

I love you guys,
Judy
Dt. 32:4--He is the Rock, his work is perfect; for all his ways are justice; a God of truth and with iniquity, just and right is he.

Blessings And Miracles

2007-09-19T22:22:00.000-05:00

Greetings Friends,

There are many times in my life that I find myself so touched by the awesome goodness of God's blessings. This week has been one of those precious times for me as I have been blessed beyond measure once again. Thank you, precious Savior!

First of all, my colonoscopy test last Thursday went off with out a hitch. Shortly after arriving at the office I was wheeled into the test room and put to sleep for the procedure and did not remember another thing until I awoke to hear the wonderful news that "all was clear". (The doctor even said that I had the colon of a 20 year old!!!)

Another blessing I experienced this past week was a reunion-luncheon with some very special friends. Friends from a past church family (Shirley, Carolyn, Joyce, Linda, Mandy and Sheryl) whom I haven't seen in many years. We could have talked for days but the poor waiter needed to make some more money so we left promising each other to gather again next month. These women are such a blessing to me and I treasure not only our time together last weekend but their precious friendship and all the sweet memories that we share from our time together serving God at Maranatha Baptist Church. Thank you ladies for the blessing of your friendship.

Blessings and miracles---we are surrounded by so many aren't we? Miracles and blessings that are "new each day". The miracle of life, the miracle of the rising and setting sun, the blessing of His Word and the miracle of a God who created us and loves us with so great a love. We are truly blessed beyond measure! To God be the gory. It's all about Him!!

I hope you have a week full of blessings. I love you guys,
Judy

Proverbs 10:22 The blessing of the Lord, it maketh rich, and he addeth no sorrow with it.

A Joyful Memory

2007-09-12T12:35:00.000-05:00

Greetings friends,
Marvin and I arrived back in GA. on Monday night from our visit with Lara, Britney, Ashlyn, and Carter in their new home in Minnesota. (Well- the house isn't exactly new- it's 100 years old !) It was great to finally see their home and the town where they are living. Now I don't have to "imagine" what it's like, I know. We had such a wonderful four days together and the memories will bring great joy to my heart for a long time to come.
Ashlyn started school that week and I got to walk her to and from school every day. They live right across the street from her school--isn't that great!! The only bad thing about that was whenever I would walk by a window and see the school I had to fight the urge to just go over there and sit with her. I didn't want to give up a single second of our time together. She is such a sweetheart and I enjoy her so much.
Carter and I had great fun playing while sister was at school. It isn't very often that he gets the opportunity of my undivided attention and he and I soaked up our "fun time together". He loves tractors and farm equipment and has quite a collection of toy tractors now. The next trip I take to Minnesota I am sure that he will probably be working in his own little "garden/farm" out in the backyard. He just loves to play in that black dirt. I don't know how Lara keeps his clothes clean!!
Lara and Britney were great hosts. They drove us all around town showing us their little city from the huge cornfields with big steel power generating windmills, to the lake where they go most Sundays after church, to his uncle's farms. (One uncle has a hog farm with thousands of great big hogs--PHEW this city girl held her breath as often as I could, ha.ha.) We were invited to his Uncle Jerry and Aunt Mell's house one night for dinner. The food was delicious -all home grown- and the fellowship was sweet. Britney's grandma and grandpa and two of his cousins and their families were there as well. It was wonderful seeing all of them again. After dinner they built a big campfire and we roasted marshmallows and talked for hours under the star filled sky. "Life in Minnesota"- much more relaxing I must say!!
Then, the dreaded morning came when we all had to say "Goodbye". It was hard!! We left Ashlyn at her classroom in tears and with Carter saying ,"No, Nana, I want you to spend the night". On the drive back to the airport I couldn't look at a tractor or a windmill or a cornfield without crying. I had started to miss all of them and I wasn't even out of the Adrian city limits yet!!!! Parting is always so hard but, thank goodness, those memories will stay close within our minds and in our hearts no matter how many miles there are between us. "I thank you Jesus for every precious second of our trip".
Now that we are back home, life as we know it resumes. Marvin is at work today and I am washing loads of dirty clothes! Tomorrow (9-13) I will go in for my colonoscopy test at 10:00; something I am not exactly looking forward to. How do you go from a great week with your daughter and her family TO THAT? Seriously, your prayers mean so much to me. I pray that everything will check out fine and no cancer will be found. I will let you know the results as soon as they are available. God has shown great grace and mercy to me during the last nine months since my first diagnosis and I am still taking my "path of life" trusting in His Love.
I love you guys,
Judy

Psalm 16:11 Thou wilt show me the path of life. In thy presence is fullness of joy; at thy right hand there are pleasures for evermore.

Be Not Anxious

2007-08-26T16:13:00.000-05:00

Hi dear friends,

I know that it has been a while since my last note. I have been "catching up" with old friends, visiting with my precious grandchildren every chance I get and even enjoying the fact that I can see eyebrows and eyelashes beginning to grow back in. Every day is a celebration!! I've also been busy keeping all those "necessary" doctor appointments and I thank God every day for the wonderful doctors he has blessed me with.

At my last office visit with my oncologist, the results were good in the news that my scans were clear but my blood test showed that my white blood counts and my platelets had fallen back into the low range again. My body is telling me that I've been "celebrating" a little too much and I realize now that I have to slow it down again. My body has a lot of recovering to do and I am ready to obey what the doctors and this old body have to say!

Every three months for the next two years I will have scans taken and blood work done. Our goal for now is to stay "cancer-free" for one full year and each year to follow for the next five years. Every year I can celebrate staying cancer-free adds up to a better chance for a full recovery. Five years seems such a long way off. Right now I just want to live to the fullest---one day at a time! My prayer is to live worthy of His goodness and mercy and to continue to praise him and give him the glory for each and every day. There is no need to "worry what tomorrow will bring", I'll just trust THE ONE who holds tomorrow!!

Marvin and I are so excited that we will be able to travel to Minnesota in September to visit with Lara, Britney, Ashlyn and Carter. Since I will still have my chemo port implant, I may set off the alarms when I pass through security checks at the airport. I'm just praying that I don't get pulled out for a BODY SEARCH. Now, that would be a story to write about in my next blog wouldn't it?!!

I will try to keep you updated when we return. I hope you all have a great week. I close my note with this thought: We need not be anxious for the things we may need. On Him we have set our hope that he will continue to deliver us as you help me by your prayers....and, as we do the same for each one of you.

I love you guys,
Judy

Matthew 6:25-Therefore, I say unto you, Be not anxious for your life, what ye shall eat or what ye shall drink; nor yet for your body, what ye shall put on. Is not the life more than food and the body than raiment? (Also 26-35)

PS Please continue to pray for Mark and Sandra Byars. The reports were not what we had hoped they would be. They are trying to decide the best course of treatments for her. (Sandra, be not anxious. I love you girl!)

My Heart Leaps For Joy

2007-08-08T22:17:00.001-05:00

Greetings friends,

Last night (Tuesday) I got the call from my doctor with the results of my CT and PET scans. What a joyful moment it was for me when I heard him say the scans were clear, NO CANCER in my body at this time. I can't even begin to describe how I felt at that moment. I was overjoyed, relieved, and so humbled all at the same time! I fell to my knees with a prayer of thanksgiving and the tears began to flow. God has been merciful to me and I pray that I will walk "worthy" in the days ahead and will always remember to "praise Him" for his wonderful grace. Thank you, thank you, thank you for your love and support, it has been such a blessing to me. Knowing that you were there praying for me has given me such strength.

I still have the mass in my thorax and they still don't know what it is (only that it doesn't show as cancer). It hasn't shown any changes since they discovered it in January. The doctors think it is best just to leave it alone and watch it closely. They have scheduled another CT scan in three months to see how it looks; it could even be something I have had all my life. I will keep you updated as things progress.

But, as for now, I just want to rest in the knowledge that all seems well. I want to spend more time with my wonderful friends and family. I want to enjoy playing and visiting with my sweet grandchildren and not worry about getting sick. I want to get back in the kitchen at church again on Wednesday nights and help cook the Wednesday meals. And----most of all, I want to tell others what an awesome God we serve!!!

Thank you dear friends for walking this journey with me. Let us praise the Lord together!

I love you guys,
Judy

Psalm 28:6&7: Praise be to the Lord, for he has heard my cry for mercy. The Lord is my strength and my shield; my heart trusts in him, and I am helped. My heart leaps for joy and I will give thanks to him.

PS. Please help me pray for my friend Sandra Byars that she will hear good news next Monday, (Aug. 13th) when she goes in for a Cat Scan on her liver to see if her last surgery was successful. I pray that she also will hear "no cancer at this time"!!

HOLDING ON

2007-07-30T18:55:00.001-05:00

That's just what I am doing these days following the chemo treatments, "holding on". There are two very important appointments coming up in the next few days and I would be very grateful if you would remember them in your prayers.

The first appointment is on Wednesday (Aug. 1). I will go to my OBGYN for a check up. I haven't been in five years and I know that was foolish, especially in light of what has taken place over the last seven months but I let "other things" get in the way of making the appointment until now. I am a little anxious about this visit and I have to keep my focus so that I don't run off and dwell on the "what ifs". Then, on August 6th, I go back in for my first CT/Pet scan since my surgery and final chemo treatment to see how things look at this point in my recovery.
I will write and let you know the outcome from both tests as soon as possible.

Till then I'll keep "holding on".... to the hope that the cancer has been controlled, "holding on"...to the hope of a cure and "holding on"...to the Father's Hand!!

I love you guys,
Judy

Isaiah 41:13-For I, the Lord thy God, will hold thy right hand, saying unto thee, Fear not; I will help thee.

SPECIAL PRAYER REQUEST: Joan Odom (niece of a dear friend) has found out that she has cancer all over her body. Last week they found 3 tumors on her brain. Doctors give her 6 months to live. Please pray for her and for her family in the days ahead. Thank you!

I Am So Thankful!

2007-07-21T16:36:00.000-05:00

I am so thankful for THIS DAY. No matter what it brings, God gave me today and He will be with me in it. Every day I feel stronger and that my healing is going well. It's great to "taste" food again, to have energy to play with my grandkids, to cook meals and to enjoy the day without sickness or fatigue and even to look in the mirror and see some "fuzzy little hairs on top of my head"!!

I am thankful for doctors and chemo and medications that, hopefully, have knocked cancer back so far that no traces will be detected on August 6th.

I am thankful for friends and family, time to sort and shift "priorities in life", time to appreciate each new day, time to see health as a gift and time to reach out to others in need.

I am thankful for time to turn my eyes away from self and lift them to God, the very one who created me and holds me in His hands. I will praise the Lord forever!!

I am thankful to each one of you for your love and faithfulness to me. Every day I still receive a card in the mail; someone God sent to give me words of comfort and encouragement. How will I ever be able to let you know how much you mean to me? Thank you for letting God use you to bless my life!

And.......I am thankful for each opportunity God gives ME to "pass it on to someone else"!!

I love you guys,
Judy

Isaiah 40:31-Those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary. They will walk and not be faint.

PS Sandra Byars surgery went well. The surgeon seems to think they were able to blast all the cancer cells. They will know more after the next CT scans. Mark and she are so thankful for your prayers and so am I.

Test Results

2007-07-11T22:37:00.000-05:00

Hi dear friends,

Just thought I would give you a little update on "happenings" this week. On Tuesday I went in for a sonogram and a mammogram on the right breast. The sonogram showed several areas of what is believed to be small cysts. Dr. Hardcastle seems to think that every thing is alright at this time. He said that when I go in on Aug. 6th for the Pet and Cat Scans they should show us a more detailed reading and we will have a better diagnosis at that time. If everything appears OK after the scans he wants me to repeat the mammogram again in four months just to watch everything very closely. Of course, I am a little concerned about this latest finding; my biggest fear is that the cysts will turn into cancers later on. However, I will wait for the results of the scans and try not to jump to any conclusions! For now I am rejoicing in the fact that my strength is returning and I am feeling better with each new day. As always, I ask that you will remember these things in your prayers. I know that the God who created me will care for me and I trust and rest in Him!

Have a great weekend. I love you guys,
Judy

Psalm9:9-10 The Lord is a refuge for the oppressed, a stronghold in times of trouble. Those who know your name will trust in you, for you Lord have never forsaken those who seek you.

NOTE: Sandra Byars will have radiation treatment at Emory on Tues. July 17, to destroy the adrenal tumor on her liver. Please pray!
Keith Woods is improving daily. Praise the Lord!

Celebrating

2007-07-03T20:53:00.000-05:00

Greetings Everyone,

Tomorrow is a special day to celebrate this great country and the freedoms that we enjoy; I hope it will be a great day for you and those you love.

Today I am celebrating as well. First, I am celebrating my freedom in Christ and the thankfulness that I feel when I think that God allowed me to be born in this great country--America. I am celebrating the love of family and friends and the freedom to worship at the church of my choice with God's people.

Another thing I celebrate today is the great report that I received at the doctor's office. The white blood count and the platelets were back up in the high normal range today for the first time in a long time and I feel like I am truly beginning to heal and that my life "before chemo" is slowly coming back. (Marvin and I have been celebrating this good news all afternoon.) To God be the glory---I am so thankful for His healing hand!!!

I praise you Lord and
I love you guys!
Judy

James5:13 Is any among you afflicted? Let him pray. Anyone who is happy, let him sing praises.

A Time Line--Seven Month Later

2007-07-02T09:51:00.000-05:00

Greetings,
It's hard to believe that it has been seven months since I heard the words, "You have breast cancer" and on Wednesday July 4th it will be one whole month since my LAST chemo treatment and that one week ago this past Saturday I was coming home from the "unexpected" hospital stay!! Where does the time go? I'm feeling so much better I have to keep reminding myself to still "take things easy". With time and the Lord's help, I am starting to heal.

Last Wednesday I went to the oncologist for the follow-up visit after the hospital stay. The platelets were back up in the normal range again but the white blood count had dropped below what it was on the day I checked out of the hospital. Since the white blood cells are the ones that help fight infections they gave me a shot that helps speed up the body's ability to make new cells. Tomorrow (Tuesday) I have another appointment to check on my progress and see how the whole count looks now. I am praying that the reports will be good. I will go back once a week for blood work and then on August 6th I will have a CAT and Pet Scan done to see how everything looks now that the chemo treatments are over. Until then I need to rest, rest, and rest. Until the white counts are up I am still on the diet of no raw fruits or veggies because of possible bacterias and I have to stay out of large crowds for a while longer. Marvin and I did get to go to church yesterday. We set up in the balcony (our little spot away) but did not go to Sunday School yet. We have the greatest class and we miss being with them but we know before long that we will be back with them again. (And, of course, I miss my time with all of you as well!) That's been one of the hardest parts of the past seven months, not being with the people I love!!

Through it all, God has been my strength and my help these last 7 months and I praise Him daily for his grace and mercy. Time means everything when you measure it by God's timetable. In these past seven months I have learned so much and seen so clearly just how powerful and awesome the hand of God can be. I lift my eyes to the hills where my help comes from!!

I thank God daily for all of you----you have been my strength and help as well. Your cards, prayers, visits and delicious meals have been such a blessing to us. I can never thank you enough----there would never be enough "time" to tell you how much you mean to us. We pray that you have a safe and happy 4th. May God bless America and may God Bless YOU!! I will update again soon.

I love you guys,
Judy

Paslm 121:1-8 I lift my eyes to the hills. Where does my help come from? My help comes from the Lord, the Maker of heaven and earth.

His Grace Is Sufficient

2007-06-23T20:54:00.000-05:00

Greetings, where do I even begin this blog--it's hard to know so I will go back one whole week and begin with a happy family celebration. Even though my blood counts and platelets were low from the last chemo treatment, Marvin and I were able to travel to South Georgia last Saturday to attend his mom's 91st birthday/family reunion. As always, we had a sweet time "catching-up" on all the family activities since we were together last year. His mom is doing amazingly well and we had a bitter-sweet reunion---you see, she had breast cancer 53 years ago!!! As soon as I arrived she gave me a big bear hug and we had a good cry together. What an encouragement she was to me.
Now, I will fast forward to the next week. On Wednesday afternoon I found myself in a special neutropenic room of the oncology floor at DeKalb Medical Hospital with very low platelets and white blood cells fighting an unknown infection. By Thursday night the fever was over 102 degrees and after many blood cultures and tests they still couldn't pin-point where the problem was coming from. I hit a low point that night and at around 10:30 I broke down in tears---that's when I knew His grace truly is sufficient. I started praying as never before , "Lord, the doctors are doing all they know to bring this infection under control and it doesn't seem to be doing much good. I know that only YOU can bring my fever down and I am holding on to the hem of your garment and trusting you to meet my need right now." Well, at 12:30 that night I woke from a short nap with my sheets and hospital gown wringing wet with sweat but a temperature below 100 degrees for the first time in three days and I knew I had nothing to fear. Prayers had been answered once again and God was in control.
On Friday afternoon they took me down for a CAT scan on my chest. The results were encouraging. The mass that is in my thorax was still there but, it had not changed since my last scan in January. I am sure when I recover from this latest "bend-in-the-road" I will need to have a biopsy taken to determine just what this could be. The doctors seem to think it is something suspicious of adenopathy. I could have had it all my life but until a pathology report is done, we won't know. Once again, all I can say is "His grace is sufficient".
After several more bags of antibiotics and sodium chloride the fever continued to drop and by Saturday morning the doctors released me. Marvin and I were able to come home. The diagnoses is "neutropenic" which means I have very little immune system right now. Until I have built up more platelets I have to be extra careful; no visitors yet, no cut or fresh flowers, no raw fruits or veggies because of possible bacteria contaminates . (I can live with that for a while). I know that when I am weak, He is strong. I will never cease to praise Him and thank Him for His love for me and, as I say to you every time I write but I mean with all my heart---thank you for your love and prayers as well. God has heard once more and we can only say....We praise and thank you Lord!
I love you guys,
Judy
2Corinthians 12:9 And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee; for my strength is made perfect in weakness.

Updates: Keith Wood continues to recover and is doing as well as possible. He and Allyson still have a long road to recovery but your prayers are helping.
Sandra Byars, sadly is back in the hospital. They found a mass of unknown character on her liver. They did a biopsy on Wednesday and are awaiting results. We are praying that it is only a benign growth but she and Mark are in need of our prayers as never before.
Thanks Prayer Warriors!!

Feeling Better!

2007-06-21T08:31:00.000-05:00

Just an update: Judy is feeling better this morning and her temperature is down to just under 100 degrees. She had a short spell last night when her temp went up to over 102 and she felt pretty bad, but they have pumped her full of antibiotics and sodium chloride, so she is on the mend. They decided not to do the cat scan because the headaches go away when the fever is down, so they are attributing the headache to the fever. They did a chest x-ray to rule out pneumonia or anything else, and it looked fine. So, hopefully between the antibiotics and the rest, she will heal quickly and be home by the weekend. They haven't given her a release time yet, but if the fever stays down and all of the blood work comes back in the normal range, then she can leave - maybe Friday or Saturday??

She thanks you again for your prayers and concern! We will update again soon!

Prayer Request

2007-06-20T14:50:00.000-05:00

Just to let everyone know, Judy was admitted to the hospital this afternoon (Wednesday). She has been fighting a fever and a headache for the last few days, so the Dr. wants to try and build her immune system up and run some tests. We know that your prayers and support have pushed her through these last 6 months, so we ask that you keep her in your prayers for the next few days as she tries to build back her strength. They will be doing a CT scan at some point while she is there to make sure that the headache is nothing more than that. Please keep that in your prayers too!

The Dr.'s have told her that they are admitting her to keep her away from people and to keep a watch on her, so she can't have visitors, but she can feel your presence through your prayers! We will keep you updated on her progress and we'll hopefully have a good report in the next few days.

Thanks!

I Pased The Test

2007-06-12T08:56:00.000-05:00

Yes, I passed the blood test on Monday (by the skin of my teeth) so I didn't have to get the Neulasta injection that is so hard for me to recover from. They want me to come back in this Friday to check the white blood counts again. It can still drop (or it "can" continue to build) and they want to make sure the counts are good enough to get through the weekend without any problems. Please pray that I "pass the test" again on Friday. It's funny how some things effect your mind. When I entered the building on Monday and got on the elevator to take me to the 7th floor and the Cancer Center, I immediately began to feel nauseated even though I knew I was ONLY going for blood work and no chemo. I guess I will feel that way for a while when ever I have to go in but---I was rejoicing when I left the office to come home. God had once again heard and answered my prayer!! Thank you Jesus and thank you , all my prayer warriors.

After I left the Cancer Center, I went to Dr. Hardcastle's office. He took blood also to begin checking 'markers' which will tell him if anything "out of the ordinary" is going on in my body. More good news there, he confirmed that I would not need to have any radiation treatments. The next step is the CAT and PET scans in July. We will know more at that time how the chemo worked and also, hopefully, find out more about the mass in my thorax. I am praying and trusting God who made me and charts my path. Wherever he leads me I know He will care for me!

I will update again on Friday or early next week. Till then always remember-------
I love you guys!
Judy

Deuteronomy 31:8 The Lord himself will go before you. He will be with you; he will not leave you or forget you. (How comforting is that??!!)

PS. Sandra Byars continues to recover at home.
Keith Wood (son-in-law Rev. Howard & Judy Mills) had surgery today to remove his spleen and pancreas--please continue to pray for he and his wife Allyson. Thanks!

A "DOUBLE BLESSING DAY"

2007-06-04T22:36:00.000-05:00

Monday was a "double blessing day" for me. I received my 6th AND FINAL chemo treatment today and my doctor, because I don't have to build-up the blood so fast this treatment in preparation for any more chemo, has let me skip the Neulasta injection (the one that makes me feel so bad). Needless to say, I was jumping for joy as I walked down that long hallway away from that treatment room!! Next week I do have to go in for a blood check to see if , at that time, the blood is holding up without the shot. If it isn't I will have to take it after all. So, I guess that means a few more days at home, lots of rest, and staying out of crowds but I can do that. There are many things about those office visits that I will never miss but I will be forever grateful to the doctors and the staff there who took care of me and gave so much so that I could begin the road that will help me and many others become "cancer survivors"!

What comes next? On June 11th, I return to the Oncologist for blood work and then on that same day I go back to my surgeon, Dr. Hardcastle. Around the 10th of July, he wants to set up another Pet Scan and a Cat Scan to see how things look now that chemo is over and to take another look at that mass that is in my thorax to determine if I need a surgical biopsy taken at this time. We still don't know exactly what it is , we just know that it did not take the radiation like cancers do. If all looks good at that point, I will have one more surgery to remove the port that was put in for the treatments. It looks like I will be seeing both doctors for a long time. They will check for what they call "markers" which tell them if there is any signs of cancer" for the next five years starting with three month checks, then six and then once a year until that time is up. After the five years, they didn't say what would come next but I've learned whatever the future holds, one day at a time is always best. God already knows what my future holds and I will look to him. My heart is so full of praise and thanksgiving I hardly know where to begin to express my love to all of you and to the One who has carried me through these past 6 months!! Together we have reached this goal.

To God be the Glory. I am God's child-- as changes come I know that he will deliver me out of them. As I hold His hand He will led me safely through all things; and when I can not stand (and there were MANY of those days) He holds me in his arms. I know that He will shield me from suffering or He will give me unfailing strength to bear it. It has truly been a "journey", one that I will never forget and one that has only just begun. It is a journey that has taught me so many things, things that have changed my life forever. ( I will share more of that in a later blog.)

To all of you, "How do I even begin to express what my heart feels for each of you right now?" I know I couldn't begin to put that into words, but, God knows and I pray that He will show you and bless you in ways that I never could. And so I close by simply saying,

I FOREVER love you guys,
Judy

Psalms 116:1-2
I love the Lord, for he heard my voice; he heard my cry for mercy. Because he turned his ear to me, I will call on him as long as I live.

PRAISE THE LORD!!!!!
Sandra Byars is back home and seems to be doing well.

Freedom Comes With A Price

2007-05-26T16:29:00.000-05:00

Happy Memorial Day. This is the weekend we stop to honor all those brave men and women who protect our country and allow us the freedoms that we so often take for granted. However, freedom does not come easy. I pray that as we gather with our loved ones we will stop and remember the soldiers (past and present) who have given so much for us. May God Bless America!!

Yesterday I had my blood work done following the May 15th chemo. The results were not so good this time; they were the lowest since I started my treatments. Of course, I got the "special shot" to build back before the June 5th treatment. Then, this morning I got up with swollen lips and sores in my mouth (a side effect of chemo also). The doctor called in some medicine that is supposed to clear them up and I am sure in a day or so that this too shall pass. Don't worry---they won't keep me from eating or talking, I can always find a way to do both!! All things considered, I still feel pretty good and count my blessings daily. Each day is a gift. Your prayers have brought me through so much already and I know they will continue to be a strength to me. Thank you dear family and friends.

I hope that you have a safe and happy Memorial Day weekend. We are looking forward to having some of our children and grandchildren with us. May God bless you and may God bless America.

My verse for today is: Psalm 117:1 "Praise the Lord, all you nations; extol Him, all you people." (He gave the ultimate sacrifice!!)

I love you guys,
Judy

PS A quick update: Sandra Byars is back in Emory recovering from an infection following her surgery. I talked with her a short while yesterday and she is still very sick but showing improvement day by day.

Two new prayer request:
Keith (Rev. Howard & Judy Mill's son in law) will have surgery to remove his pancreas and spleen. Remember his wife Allison also.
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Eleanor Sweatt (Jason's mom) will have surgery on May 31st (shoulder)

It's The Final Countdown

2007-05-16T22:18:00.000-05:00

I know that it has been a while since my last blog and I apologize for that. First of all, I hope that you all had a wonderful Mother's Day. There's nothing like having a day to reflect on the "blessing" of children and grandchildren is there? We love our family with a love so deep it seems endless but I can't even begin to imagine just how deep or wide or far God's love for us must be! He loves us with a love that can't be measured but it CAN BE FELT. It is that love that has brought me through these last five months and I praise and thank him for that every day!!

I am on "the final countdown". Yesterday I received chemo treatment #5. I wasn't sure if I would be able to take it because a few days before my scheduled treatment I began running a 100o temp (think it was a sinus infection). When I called the doctor he sent me a powerful antibiotic that I took right away and thankfully by Tuesday the fever was gone and I stayed right on schedule. Hopefully, today I took my last shot to build my bone marrow; that's the shot that makes me feel so bad. They told me after my next chemo I probably won't have to take it and I can't tell you how excited that made me feel.

It's funny what some of the side effects of chemo can be besides the "medical"-----It will probably be a long time before I am able to drink red fruit juice or ginger ale again or eat another saltine cracker. BUT "I will" look at each new day through different eyes and love with a deeper love than ever before. I will never take friends or family for granted or start another day without God's Word in my heart and a prayer on my lips!!!!

One more treatment to go. Can you believe I'm almost to the end? Thank you dear friends and family; your support love and prayers have been amazing. I could never be able to tell you in words just how much you mean to me. Thank you for walking this path with me. You've been there every step of the way. I couldn't have made it without you!! I will be forever grateful.

I love you guys,
Judy Ephesians 3:19 - Christ's love is greater than anyone can ever know.

PS Two praise reports for you:
My little grandson, Nathan, had tubes in his ears last Wednesday and is doing well.
Also, Sandra Byars is home from the hospital following the adrenal surgery. They removed the adrenal gland, an area along her kidney and her spleen. The biopsy on the adrenal gland was benign. She does not need chemo or radiation but it is such a rare type cancer they are still trying to decide what treatments and medications to give her. We are just thankful things are going well for her. Thank you for your prayers.

And The Owl Blinked

2007-05-01T09:24:00.000-05:00

Greetings to all!
I heard a sermon not too long ago entitled "And the Owl Blinked" and I have thought back to that message many times during the past 5 months! This message was about how, in the blink of an eye, your life can change and take on a whole new direction. Perhaps one you had not wanted to take. How true that is isn't it? Just this past week I have seen another "change". Lara, Britney Carter and Ashlyn finally packed the cars and headed to their new home in Minnesota. They left on Friday afternoon and, praise the Lord, arrived safely in Minnesota on Sunday. Thank you for your traveling prayers for them, they had a safe and uneventful trip---kids, dog, goldfish and all!! The moving van with all their belongings should arrive this afternoon or tomorrow and they can truly begin to settle-in. As glad as I am that they are safely relocated, at the "blink of an eye" I find myself feeling sad and missing them so much already. (I think I have finally reached the end of my tears!) Thursdays will be lonely for a while. Carter and Ashlyn always came to play every week on that day. I am praying sincerely for God to show me a "new purpose" for my Thursday afternoons; I know he will fill it with something special! Marvin and I already look forward to having a new place to visit. We have never been to Minnesota before. I know our time with them will be even more special.

Yesterday I had an appointment with my surgeon. I had found a troublesome lump in my right breast last week and wanted to have that checked out. He seems to think that it is nothing to be concerned about at this time but plans to keep a close watch on things. He and the oncologist are discussing when to do another CAT scan and also what to do about the mass on my thorax. Please keep that in your prayers. They will probably wait until chemo treatments are finished in order to get a good reading. (I still have 2 treatments left--the last one on June 5th). I am thanking God daily for his goodness and care. Other than the nausea and the effects from the shots that I have to take, I have come through each treatment without any real complications. I know that is also a result of your many prayers for me. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for all that you have done and continue to do for us. "Prayers are precious jewels". The Owl may blink---but the Keeper of our Soul never sleeps"!!
I love you guys,
Judy
IPeter 3:12 "For the eyes of the Lord are over the righteous and his ears are open unto their prayers."

PS Please remember Sandra Byars; her surgery is May 9th at Emory.

All systems "GO"

2007-04-26T08:59:00.000-05:00

Another answered prayer--yes, I was able to have my chemo treatment on Tuesday. The blood work was good so I'm still on "schedule". Only two more to go, praise the Lord. I won't miss those treatments one bit but I have found myself getting attached to some of the people who take chemo with me each time. There's the frail little "80" year old lady named Virginia, and Julie, a single mom who lost her 22 year son to suicide last year and the cute little lady who wears an artificial leg (and takes it off when it gets uncomfortable) and many more who are facing not only cancer but all these other things as well. (I can't help but think about them and pray for them too). Those five hours we are together we learn a lot about one another. It gives us a chance not only to share about our lives but to share and encourage each other in the Lord. I must say, not all but most, know the Lord and I can't imagine walking this path without knowing God is walking with us! It is my prayer that something we say will plant a seed in every heart.

Today is my low day. After the shot I am down for about 48 hours, feeling pretty sick all the time and aching but I know this too shall pass. It sure makes me even more thankful when the "better days" finally get here!!

I hope that you have a wonderful day. Thank you once again for your love and prayers. I feel each one. I pray for you as well and I love you dearly.

Judy
Romans 12:5 We are many, but in Christ we are all one body.

The Good-TheBad-The Ugly-"The Best"

2007-04-22T14:49:00.000-05:00

The Good:
Hi Friends, I hope you are enjoying these beautiful days we are having this weekend. Isn't it "good" to feel the warm sunshine again!! Marvin and I had a "good" trip to the mountains this week. We rented a little cabin up in the Tennessee mountains for three nights of rest and relaxation and had a great time. It was so nice to get away and enjoy the beauty of God's creation and spend some quality time together. It doesn't matter what season of the year it is when you cross over those mountains; the scenery is always breath-taking. There was still a good bit of snow on the ground from the last cold snap and we even saw a little black bear on the side of the mountain on our way home.
The Bad:
Well, it's not really "bad", just a little set back in my treatments.....I'm still doing great ,all things considered. When I had my blood work last Tuesday both the red blood cell and the white blood cell counts were really low. They gave me three injections to help build them back up and I am feeling better now. My prayer this week is that when I go in for my next treatments this Tuesday that the blood work will be good enough to get the chemo. If not, I will have to reschedule and wait for it to get better. I'm trusting that all will be OK so that I can get another treatment behind me! After this treatment there will only be two more to go. Praise the Lord! He has been so good to me and met my every need so I trust and rest in Him to work this out as well.
The Ugly:
What's ugly? Beauty is in the eye of the beholder so I will leave this one up to you to decide what the "ugly" is. I can only say the thing that looks "ugly" around our house are the brown bushes and flowers that got damaged by the cold. Hope your plants made it! We're going to miss the pretty spring colors this year aren't we?
The Best:
The best, THAT'S ALL OF YOU! I thank God for each one of you. You are a blessing to me. Thank you for keeping in touch with me through this blog site. I always think of each of you every time I write and I pray that God is showering you with His love today.
I love you guys,
Judy
The Good News: Psalm 144:15 Blessed are the people whose God is the Lord

PS Sandra Byars will have her adrenal gland surgery on May 9th. She and Mark appreciate all your prayers. I will write again as soon as possible after my appointment on Tuesday and give you an update. Till then, God bless!

Do you see the cross?

2007-04-11T18:50:00.000-05:00

I am sorry it has been so long since I last wrote to you on my blog. It has been a hard week I must admit to you (lots of nausea and tiredness and weeping this week) but, praise the Lord, I am beginning to feel better now. It looks like each treatment will have this effect on me so I just have to prepare myself for that and take one-day-at-a-time and rest in Him. It makes me extra thankful for the one week between treatments when I actually start to feel like my "old self" again. (Ok, ok, I know I'm "old" all the time but you know what I mean!!)

Tuesday (4-17) I go in for my blood test to see how my red blood cells and platelets are doing. I will let you know those results as soon as I can. I have noticed that I am bruising a lot easier these days especially where I have to give myself those "wonderful" shots. They changed the injections from one powerful shot to one shot for five days in a row. That is supposed to be less intrusive but still a necessary part of the treatments. The shots are supposed to stimulate the blood system (bone marrow) to make white blood cells, helping to fight infections. They must be working because I have been able to stay well. I'm thankful for that.

If everything checks out ok on Tuesday, Marvin and I plan to go to the mountains for a few days next week. We both need some R&R and some quiet time away together. Also, Lara and Britney have had a small set-back with the closing of their house and move to Minnesota. They were supposed to close this Thursday on their home here but because of complications on the buyer's end, it has been rescheduled for next Friday instead. Of course, I am so grateful for another few days having them still here in GA. That means I can hold and kiss my grandbabies one more time. But, it also means another week of "separation anxiety" and saying goodbye all over again. In spite of everything, we know that God's timing is perfect and we trust Him to work things out for them.

Have you noticed our new family photo on the blog? Check it out. Do you see the hidden cross in the background? It's actually part of our front window pane but when I look at it I see the cross and it reminds me of just how blessed our family has been. God is so good isn't he? I am comforted in knowing that no matter how many miles there are between our homes, our hearts are always connected and the family circle remains unbroken. I love my family so much and I love you, dear brother and sisters (my extended family). I thank God always for bringing you into my life. Your love and prayers bring me such strength and your friendship is truly a treasure! The Cross makes us family too!
I love you guys,
Judy Romans 12:10 "Be kindly affectioned one to another with brotherly love."

PS An update on Sandra Byars. She is awaiting the scheduling of surgery to remove her adrenal gland. It has to come out. I will call her and get an update. Please remember her in your prayers. Thanks.

Easter Greetings

2007-04-01T22:16:00.000-05:00

I hope that you are enjoying this beautiful Lord's Day. For a lot of you this will will be "spring break"; no school for a whole week! You may have noticed the new family picture on my blog spot today. The Mitchell family gathered to celebrate the Easter Season together this past Saturday and we took a new family photo. It will be the last time for a while that we will all be together. Lara, Britney, Carter and Ashlyn will be packing their belongings and moving to Minnesota on April 14th. I know that God has opened the door for them but it still makes me so sad to think that they will be so far away. I will have to depend on God's unfailing strength to say goodbye but, He will help me bear it, I know. My unfailing love goes with them always!!! Please pray for them as they travel to their new home.

This Tuesday (4-3) I will go for another chemo treatment. It will be #3---I'm half way there with only 3 more to go after this one. That's a happy thought!! It took me a little longer to recover from the second treatment than it did the first one so I'm not sure what to expect this time but I am learning how to plan my days between treatments and that helps. Your prayers mean so much and I can't tell you enough how much strength Marvin and I feel just knowing that you are there.

This next week is an important week in the life of a Christian. As I go through the next 7 days, I want to focus -not on chemo or cancer-but, on "the road to the cross" and how much God loves me. How hard it must have been when Jesus climbed that hill and lay down His very life so that I might live. Now, that's LOVE, a love that I didn't deserve but that God freely gave. " Because He lives I can face tomorrow". May you and yours experience His love this week wherever you may spend "spring break".
Psalm 31:24 "Be strong and take heart, all you who hope in the Lord".

I will write again soon.

I love you guys,
Judy

A Quick Report

2007-03-24T08:10:00.000-05:00

Hi Everyone,
I just wanted to give you a quick report. I went in yesterday for the blood reports. Most of them were good. I'm still having problems building back my red cell count between treatments. It was low enough this time that I had to have an injection to help my body build it back up. Also, the platelets and the white counts were low as well. I especially have to be careful during this time not to become sick or exposed to anything. I guess this is why I've been so tired the last few days but, I'm not going to complain, everything else seems to be good and the nausea has gone away!!! Chemo works good fighting those cancer cells but, man, what it does to the good cells while fighting the bad ones is amazing. I've always heard that good wins over evil and that's what I'm depending on....that and THE ONE who holds my life in His hands!

I just wanted to update you with the latest news and to thank you for your prayers. I am so encouraged just knowing that you are there. It looks like another beautiful weekend. Have a great one. Every day is a new blessing. Love you guys, Judy
Psalm 16:8-11 (v.9) "Therefore my heart is glad, and my glory rejoiceth; my flesh also shall rest in hope.

Yikes! I've been zapped!

2007-03-18T15:55:00.000-05:00

I am sorry that it has taken me so long to write to you again. I have had you in my thoughts daily and I know that you have been thinking of me as well. Your cards are still such an encouragement to me and your phone calls and visits give me that little burst of energy that helps me pass the time thinking "happy thoughts". My sweet neighborhood "team" came to the house last Monday night (before my treatments) with two more baskets loaded with food and water and magazines and so much more. I wish you could have seen them-- I looked out the window and saw 11 ladies marching down the street carrying the "cancer-flag" right to my front door. I felt like they were holding a parade in my honor then, I realized---that wasn't a "parade" it was "my army" marching on to Victory just for me. How priceless that moment was!!!! Little did I know just how much that sight would come to my mind during the days ahead and how much I would be encouraged by them!!

After my chemo treatment on Tuesday and the shot that followed on Wednesday, I've been zapped. Needless to say, I've never felt like a super hero figure but since my last treatments I've imagined how Superman must have felt when his super character got "zapped" and he lost all his energy and super powers. That's how my week has been; I've had a hard time recovering (especially fighting the sickness and weakness this week). Even today, Sunday,I am battling waves of sickness but, I realize it is only for a "season" and things will improve. In spite of all the after effects God's love has been evident and during those moments of weakness I grab my Bible. Today I turned to Psalm 91:1 "When I dwell in the secret place of the most High I shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty. I depend on God's protection--HE is my Super Hero. Marvin and I didn't go to Sunday School this morning but were in the morning Church service. What an awesome privilege to have that freedom and as always it was great. Our youth choir sang a special song today "The Lord Knows What to Do". What a comforting thought no matter what we are going through isn't it? He does know just what to do to meet our every need and I rest in that!! God YOU are my Refuge. I fully trust YOU!! I pray the same for each of you. Speaking of prayer, I have an update on Sandra Byars. Her adrenal biopsy came back benign which was good but, they are very concerned about how fast the tumor is growing. She will have a CT Scan and an MRI on Wed. 20th and then they will make a final decision about removing the adrenal gland or not. She needs us to keep her in our prayers. She and I both know we are surrounded by many wonderful prayer warriors and we thank God DAILY for each one of you. Have a wonderful week. I love you guys! Judy

Beauty is in the eye of the beholder

2007-03-12T14:35:00.000-05:00

Oh, what a beautiful day! Every day when I get up I know that I have been given the gift of a new day. What a great weekend we had to enjoy. I hope yours was delightful and filled with God's richest blessings from start to end. Ours was wonderful; a break from the day-to-day routine. Marvin went on a hunting trip (Fri. am-Sat.pm) with three men from our church. I had to almost break his arm to get him to leave me but he finally agreed. I knew he needed this time away from being my constant "caregiver". He enjoyed every minute and even brought back a freezer full of quail---anybody know how to cook them? I don't!!!! While he was gone I got to spend Friday afternoon with Lara, Ashlyn, Carter and Pam. On Friday night until Saturday afternoon my friend, Nancy, came and we had a "girls spend the night party" just the two of us. Believe me, it was a WILD time (ha ha). Actually, it was special; we just enjoyed our quiet time visiting, reading and being together. What a blessing it is to have such a wonderful family and great friends!
Yesterday Marvin and I went to church and I got to go back to Sunday School for the first time since I began chemo. It was great being with all of them again. I wore my "new hair" (wig) for the first time and I think that surprised everyone. Without it I look like Kojak without a lollipop (for those of you who are old enough to remember that TV show). What a joy if was to be in God's House; a place of strength and comfort. His Word never fails to bring me what I need to face the days ahead. Tomorrow, Tues. 13th, I will go for my second chemo treatment. If I feel as well after as I did after the first treatment I hope to go by and see Jill, Mark and little Nathan. I haven't been able to see them for 21 days. Nathan got a chicken pox shot three weeks ago and the doctor said that I could not be around him for that long since it is a live virus. They have all had colds and been sick but now are well and I can hardly wait to get my hands on him!!
I will write again after the treatment to keep you updated. My verse today is: Psalm 37:5 "Depend on the Lord; trust him and he will take care of you". God has certainly taken care of me and I give Him the glory for all he has done in my life!! Your friendship and prayers are priceless. Thank you for your comments also; I enjoy them so much. I know I will win this battle with cancer--how could I fail with God and all of you on my team. I love you! Judy

PS Sandra's cousin, Judy Sinclair got the results back from her surgery. All of her lymph nodes were negative. She will go back to the doctor in two weeks to find out what treatments are to follow her surgery. She thanks all of you for your prayers as well. There is no update from Sandra Byars and the results of her adrenal biopsy. Her doctor has been out of town but I will let you know as soon as I hear from her. We will just keep on praying!

A Birthday Afternoon

2007-03-06T21:21:00.002-05:00

Today was a great day! God truly answered my prayers for today and gave me the desire of my heart. Yes, I WAS able to go and celebrate Ashlyn's 5th birthday with her and we had a wonderful time just being together. The look on her face when we drove up at her house said it all...I think she was excited to see us but, I know she couldn't have been nearly as excited as I was to be there! Another answer to prayer came at the Oncologist Office. I went this morning for the blood tests and things have improved. My Hgb was 11.3; if it had been below 11.0 I would have had to have an injection to build it up so I got in by the skin of my teeth but, I made it just the same!! Normal is between 11.0 and 18.0 so they want to see it go up more before next week and it should. My red blood count was 3.0 which is still low (should be between 4.0 and 6.0) but my platelets were up from 135 to 215 which was better (should be between 150 and 450). I still have another week to rest before chemo and so by next Tuesday these results should be even better.

God has truly been so good to me. I thank Him so much for today; it was such a great day. As I face next Tuesday I know that the chemo will once again take it's toll on my body but I also know that God will meet my every need. I am learning to "rest in Him". My verse for today was Mark 11:24 "Therefore, I say unto you, Whatever things ye desire, when ye pray, believe that ye receive them and ye shall have them". Pray, believe, that's what I am doing and I am strengthened by knowing that you are doing the same. Thank you so much dear friends! Love to all, Judy

Sending Love this Sunday

2007-03-04T11:10:00.000-05:00

I was reading in Ephesians this morning and came across this verse (Eph. 3:19) "May you have the power to understand the greatness of God's love---how wide and how long and how high and how deep that love is". It is hard to comprehend the depth of God's love until I had this thought: GOD WOULD RATHER DIE THAN LIVE WITHOUT US now, that's real love!!! He has shown me in so many ways these past few months just how great and deep and comforting it is to know that love. I can cast all my cares at his feet and he will show me the way because he loves me that much!!

Today is Sunday. I wasn't able to go to church this morning and I really am missing not being able to participate in worship and song with my church family. Marvin has gone and I know he will fill me in when he gets home. Since my last blog on Tuesday, I have come down with a bad case of that old flu and can't seem to be able to get the fever below 99+ so I am staying at home and out of crowds trying to build back my immune system before next Tuesday. I will go in this Tuesday for another blood test and should know if things are doing better. My next chemo treatment is the following Tuesday (13th) and I have to improve in order to receive the treatments by then. Please pray for me.

I have two praise reports today. My friend Sandra Byars had her biopsy of the adrenal gland on Friday and it went without complications and she is home. It will be a few days before the pathology reports come back. Also, her cousin, Judy Sinclaire, had her breast surgery and all went well with her. She is home recovering and when we hear from her reports I will let you know. Please keep praying for these sweet ladies.

This Tuesday, March 6th, is my little granddaughter Ashlyn's 5th birthday. I am praying that I will have a good enough report that morning that I can take her a little birthday cake and spend some "grandmother time" with her and little brother Carter. I know that all the grandchildren (Chad, Rebekah, Ashlyn, Carter and Nathan) all know just how much their Nana loves them, but I have missed my weekly visits with them so much. I keep reminding myself, "this is only for a season". Each day is a new day, I will be glad and rejoice in it and will be content where God has me for today.

Hope you all have a wonderful Lord's Day, worship Him, He loved you so much He would rather die than live without you!! I will write again on Tuesday after my doctor's appointment and hopefully "my birthday afternoon". Love you, Judy

Ecclesiastes 3:1

2007-02-28T11:14:00.000-05:00

"To everything there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the Heaven". Today is Wednesday, the last day of February can you believe it? Where does the time go? I pray that what ever we do today we will truly understand our "purpose" and strive to accomplish our goals for this day.

Marvin and I went to the doctor yesterday for blood tests and to get the last stitches out. Unfortunately, the blood results were not that great. There was significant drop in my white cell count (from 6.5 to 1.8) and in the platelets from (325 to 135). This means right now I don't have very much strength to fight off infections so I will have to be extra careful where I go and what I do for the rest of the week. They told us that the week after chemo was usually the lowest point and I should start to build back up next week if all goes well. Next Tuesday I will go back for another check and if I haven't built up in those areas they will give me something to help in order to be strong enough to take the next chemo on March 14th. I plan to do all I can to rest and eat right between now and then. It is so hard to remember that I can't keep on like I used to because God has blessed me so much and I haven't felt "bad" or had any of the awful symptoms that some women have had but I will remind myself to "slow down"; I don't want to be foolish. I appreciate your prayers.

Speaking of prayer, my sweet friend, Sandra Byars, (whom I wrote of before) is having a biopsy on her adrenal gland this Friday at 7:30. Please put her on your prayer chain as well. Also, she has a cousin who lives in Canada, Judy Sinclaire, who has been diagnosed with breast cancer and she had her surgery yesterday. I have written to Judy and told her that we will pray for her too.

In closing, it looks like another beautiful day - spring is just around the corner. Time to"plant a seed" (a word of love, a smile for someone, a prayer a note or a hug). Sowing seeds of peace - what a great way to spend a day full of "purpose".....never underestimate the power of a seed.!

I love you guys!! Judy

Weekend Greetings

2007-02-24T11:44:00.000-05:00

Today is Saturday, a beautiful day as it has been the past few days--"a breath of spring". You can feel spring time in the air, a time of new beginnings and new life. I pray that you have a wonderful weekend. May God's creation bring you pleasure as you look around you today!

I hope that you are not growing weary of my little blog notes but I love being able to "visit" with you this way and to share with you the wonderful grace of my Savior.

This past Thursday I had to go in for an injection to build up my white blood count which gets depleted by the chemo. This is done in one shot which has to be taken within 24 hours of the treatments and I had to administer it to myself. I immediately thought of my dear friend, Markie Haynes and of my precious Dad (both diabetic) who had to do this every day! I was a little anxious about having to "stick myself" but it really wasn't too bad. Now I can do this at home and won't have to travel all the way into the doctors office. The effects from the shot were rather uncomfortable for the next 24 hours. After about two hours I started to run a slight temp and was aching all over my body (like a BAD FLU). Needless to say, I didn't get off the sofa for quite a while and finally crawled into bed to sleep it off. Because the medicine goes directly into the bone marrow that is why it is so uncomfortable but also so necessary in the treatment. When I got up on Friday, I was feeling much better; only having a little feeling of "morning sickness".

This Tuesday, 27th, we go back to the Oncologist for a blood test to see how the chemo is working and then over to Dr. Hardcastle's office to hopefully get the stitches out from my port. I will try to write my next blog after that.

Have a wonderful weekend. I leave you with this thought: "Every day is a blessing; whether a good or a not so good day. We can't give up, we can't stop, we can't quit. For, if we do we may miss the answer to our prayers and the greatest blessing yet to come."
Thank you for praying with us, dear friends. May your blessings be many! Judy

Another Bend In The Road

2007-02-21T15:06:00.000-05:00

Well, I made it down another "bend in the road"; my first trip down the road to chemo and hopefully, recovery Yesterday morning was a day that I had been anticipating for quite a while and it just seemed to get here much too fast for me!! As I walked down that long hallway (@11:30) to the treatment room each step seemed harder to take so, I just tried to picture in my mind how my Precious Savior must have felt when He climbed that hill to Calvary's Cross and what He knew was ahead for Him. Knowing that He took my place on that cross I had total peace that He would never turn His back on me in my time of need. Sure enough, by the time I sat in that chair and was hooked up to the bags of chem and they started to drip His perfect peace was covering my heart and my fears. As I sat there I realized just how many other people were sitting there in that room just like me, going through the same feelings and I prayed for them!
Marvin and I got home around 5:00 and even though I was a little tired I really felt pretty good; sleep came easy. There have only been a few moments today (Wed.) of fleeting feelings of sickness (sort of like morning sickness when expecting a baby) but nothing worse than that. (GEE, you'd think if I have to have "Morning sickness" that I would at least get another "grandchild" out of it wouldn't you?) Ha.Ha.
Thursday morning (tomorrow) at 9:30 I go back to the office to have an injection that will help to build my white blood cells back up to help me fight infections. They say this goes straight to the bone marrow so I will have lots of aches and pains in my bones for a couple of days. Sort of like a bad flu. There will be a few days of pain and discomfort but when I am feeling low I will just focus on all of you and how blessed I have been through your prayers. I will keep hope alive, by keeping memories alive. Happy memories of good things hoped for that were fulfilled, and grateful memories of bad things that I've survived. God is still at work!!

God bless you all, Judy
2Cor. 12:9 "My grace is sufficient for thee; for my strength is made perfect in weakness."

The God On The Mountain

2007-02-20T00:13:00.000-05:00

Yesterday, (Sun.) was a great day! The Church service was so special for me. Our Choir Director told me before Sunday School Class started that the choir was going to sing a song in the morning service just for me (one of my favorites). But, it seemed like every song was meant to encourage my heart. (songs: I Choose Jesus (my favorite), To God be the Glory, and The God on the Mountain is Still the God in the Valley). I can't even begin to describe what a blessing the service was!! Isn't it great to be in God's House with his people and to feel the sweetness of His Spirit.

After church we gathered at our house with the Landtroop Grandparents and family and friends to celebrate Nathan's first birthday. Jill and Mark had made a video of his first year and as I watched it (with tears in my eyes) I was reminded once again just how much of a miracle he is. God has carried that sick little preemie baby boy through his first year and he is a picture of health now. To God be the Glory. I know He has great plans for Nathan.

Today, Monday, my doctor sent me back to the hospital for some more tests. On the way to church yesterday I coughed-up a blood clot and he wanted to make sure that there weren't any more clots floating around in my body. Marvin and I were there from 2:30 until 7:00 but, good news, all was clear. When we got back home from the hospital I had another surprise--the ladies in our neighborhood had gotten together and packed two large laundry baskets full of food, ginger ale, water, cards, magazines and much more for Marvin and me!! Sometimes I am just over-taken and humbled beyond measure at the goodness and love that has been shown to us during the last few months. Oh! how I pray that I will one day be able to give back to others just as much!!!

Tomorrow, Tues. at 11:00 I will have my first chemo treatment. PLEASE PRAY FOR ME. I am about to travel a path filled with "unknowns" but I know I don't travel it alone. All of you will be with me, my sweet family and friends, Marvin who has stayed every step by my side and I know......."The God on the Mountain will also be my God in the Valley".
I will write again soon.
Love to all, Judy
Mark 10:27

A Valentine Messge

2007-02-14T21:14:00.000-05:00

First of all, Happy Valentine's Day to all of you. We love you and we thank God that He has brought you into our lives. I hope that you felt God's love everywhere you went today!!

Marvin and I spent the day at the hospital and I got my "Valentine Gift", another successful surgery without any problems. I am so thankful that He watches over me and brings me back home to heal. The port is now in and I am ready to start the treatments next week. Whenever I get a little anxious thinking about chemo , Jesus just taps me on the shoulder and says, "Your Father can handle that for you", and I know He can! Once again, I thank you for your prayers and for all the comfort you have been to us. I will write again soon but until then remember just how much I love you.
Judy
Colossians:3:14

Latest Up-date

2007-02-06T14:02:00.000-05:00

Hi Dear Friends,

Yesterday I went to the Oncologist to see what the next step for me would be in the way of treatments for my cancer. The reports showed that my tumor was negative for estrogen, progestin and Her-2 . This usually indicates a more agressive form of cancer than if just one or all of them had tested positive. Therefore, the treatments I will need are not the ones we had hoped for. On Wednesday, Feb. 14th, Dr. Hardcastle will do an out-patient surgery to put a port into my chest wall that will make it easier for me when the chemo treatments begin. My first chemo treatment is set up for Monday, Feb. 20th at 11:00. I will have 6 treatments in all-each one being administered every 21 days. All total the treatments should last for 5-6 months. I have to admit that yesterday I was a little "down". It all seemed so hard to face (the nausea, weakness, pain, hair loss, brown skin and all those "possible" side effects). I had trouble going to sleep last night but when I woke this morning I decided I was NOT going to let satan invade my mind or my heart! I prayed while I was still in my bed that God would help me and speak to me from his Word and bring me the peace that I so wanted before I faced this new morning. I read my Bible (Through the Bible in One Year) every morning with my "eye opening" first cup of coffee. Well, let me tell you how God answered that prayer. For today's date the study was in Exodus 23:25: "Worship the Lord your God and his blessing will be on your food and water. I will take sickness from among you. I will give you a full life span". Boy! Did the tears fall from my eyes when I read that and my heart was strong again!! Now, I know that God was talking to the Israelites many many years ago and that they were in a total different circumstance than I am but, I also believe His word never changes regardless of the time or circumstance. God left these precious words for all of us to live by and to follow and I am going to claim them as if "just for me". I know I am about to travel down a new road that I know nothing about but I know I won't travel it alone. My family and I covet your prayers---prayer is powerful and so I ask you to please continue to remember us. I thank you from the bottom of my heart.
I will write again soon. This weekend (Sat.) we are celebrating Marvin's 62nd birthday, next Sat. we will gather again to celebrate an early 5th birthday for Ashlyn and then on Sunday, the 18th all the Landtroops and Mitchells will be celebrating little Nathan's first birthday and Mark's big 30th. That's what they mean when they say "Count your blessings" and I do, each one!
God bless you all, Judy (Psalm 91)

Prayer Request

2007-02-01T18:33:00.000-05:00

Prayer---what a privilege it is to be able to bow at The Masters feet and know that He is always there and ready to hear from us. We lift our prayers of praise and thanksgiving and our needs as well. Today I am sending an urgent request for prayer for a dear Christian friend (and six year cancer survivor), Sandra Byars. Many of you met her in the hospital waiting room on the day I had my surgery. She wanted to be there for me as she has walked with me every step of the way during my discovery of breast cancer. She has spent many hours talking on the phone and answering my many questions, but she has spent even more hours than that in prayer for ME. Now I am asking you to pray with me for her. She found out this week that a cancer in her glands (not breast cancer) has grown over 30% in the last few months and that a new spot has now shown up in both glands. She has an appointment with her doctors to discuss her options. Please cover her in prayer that her doctor would give her good counsel, that her options would be clear and that she would have wisdom and peace as she has to make important decisions regarding what her treatments need to be. I love Sandra and know the best thing I can do for her right now is to PRAY. Thank you for joining me, let's lift her up in our hearts and prayers right now. Matthew 18:20 "For where two or three are gathered together in my name, there I am in the midst of them."
Just a quick update on my doctor visit this Monday. I am healing well. The two test results from pathology were back. The Hercept Test was negative and that was wonderful news. THANK YOU LORD for answering that prayer. The Estrogen-Progestrin tests were opposite from the way Dr. Hardcastle had hoped they would be but, it is not a big set back. It only changes the type of treatments that I will have to take. On Monday, Feb. 5th, I have a 12:00 appointment with the Oncologist and there I will learn more about "the next step". Right now, it seems so complicated but I know when the time comes for me to make that decision, God will make it clear for me. I'll take that "bend in the road" holding to His hand!!
Thank you again for your out- pouring of love. You all are so special to me!! God bless you. Have a great weekend. I love you guys. Judy

MONDAY GREETINGS

2007-01-29T12:44:00.000-05:00

I can't believe that one week ago today I was packing up my "hospital" gown and heading home; it seems like so long ago!! God has met my every need during the past seven days and I am healing and resting day by day. To God be the glory. It was really hard for me to miss church yesterday but Marvin went and filled me in on the great services. We have such a wonderful church family.
Tomorrow at 3:15 I will see Dr. Hardcastle for another check up and hopefully hear from the other pathology reports. These two reports will give us some answers as to what type of treatments will be next. I don't understand a lot about Estrogen Receptor Evaluations and Her-2 tests but by this time tomorrow I know I should. I will try to get those updates to you as soon as possible. From what I understand, I don't want to hear that the cancer was positive for estrogen so I am praying that God will work all that out for me. Whenever I find myself getting "anxious" about the unknown I turn to my Bible and read Philippians 4-6&7 and that brings my focus right back to The One who grounds my heart and mind!! It is also reassuring to know that you are all praying for me as well. Marvin and I thank you for all the phone calls, cards, prayers and visits; what a blessing you have been to us. Also, to my sweet husband, wonderful girls, great "sons" and precious grand babies---"YOU give me the strength and hope to "never give up"!!! God bless you all, Judy

My Strength Comes From the Lord

2007-01-26T19:58:00.000-05:00

Greetings to all! Yesterday, Thurs. Jan. 25, we went for our first doctors appointment since the surgery. Healing is going well but we are still waiting for the rest of the pathology reports to come in. Right now I just need to rest and take things easy. Marvin and the girls are making sure I do just that!!! When I woke this morning (Friday) I was reminded that this time last week I was just coming out of the operating room; it seems like so long ago. God has been so good to me, each day I feel stronger and stronger--not only in my health, but in my spirit. Marvin and I have been sharing some sweet time in prayer and thanksgiving and that has really been special to me. God has met my every need (Ephesians 6:10-"My strength comes from the Lord"). I praise him also for each one of you. I wish I had the time to call and thank each of you individually for all you have done but I just hope in your hearts you already know how much I love you. You too have been a blessing and a strength in my life these past seven days and I thank God for you always.
Love you, Judy

To God Be The Glory!

2007-01-23T21:39:00.000-05:00

Greetings to all of you. Today was my first full day home from the hospital and I have rejoiced in every single minute. It's amazing how four little words "you have breast cancer" can change your whole life but it's even more amazing how the "peace that passes understanding" will take away all the fear!! To all of you, my dear friends and family, my heart can't even begin to express my gratitude to each one of you for every prayer, card, phone call, and visit. When I went into surgery I felt so wrapped in your love and prayers I had no doubt that God was there too. Today (Tues.) we received a phone call from my surgeon with the first results from pathology. The report was good; he removed 29 lymph nodes and all 29 tested negative----no cancer there! You can imagine how happy we were to get that wonderful news and after many tears of joy we fell on our knees and gave thanks to "Our Great Physician". My next appointment is Thursday at 2:30, the rest of the lab work should be back by then. I will send an update as soon as I can to keep you posted. Thank you again from the bottom of my heart for everything!! TO GOD BE THE GLORY. Psalm 19:14 "May the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart be pleasing in your sight, O Lord, my Rock and my Redeemer."

Love to all, Judy

Judy is Home!

2007-01-22T18:20:00.000-05:00

Judy went home from the hospital this afternoon! The Dr. said that things looked great. She will go back later in the week for a check, but she feels good and is ready for some much needed rest at home! He did warn her to be extra cautious about illnesses and being around people who are sick, so please be mindful of that before going for a visit! She thanks everyone again for the prayers and support. She hopes to post her own comments to the site soon! Thanks!

Saturday Morning

2007-01-20T09:25:00.000-05:00

I just spoke with my dad and he said that my mom had a good night. She got some rest and isn't in any pain (thanks to the pain medication!). Dr. Hardcastle came in last night and said that she looks great and couldn't be doing any better. He will not get the report from the Pathologist until Tuesday, but he is almost certain that everything will be fine from the tests. He did not believe that the cancer had spread to any of the lymph nodes at all. That will be such an answer to prayer!

My mom sends her love and her thanks to everyone for their prayers and support. She is hoping to rest as much as possible while she is in the hospital so that she can have her strength back when she gets home. Please pray for continued healing and time for her to rest!

Surgery's Over

2007-01-19T16:11:00.000-05:00

Mom is out of surgery and in recovery, awake and talking to the doctors. She'll be moved to a room shortly.

The surgeon reported to my dad that the surgery couldn't have gone any better. There was very little bleeding and he was very pleased with the outcome. Dr. Hardcastle will get the pathology report later tonight or in the morning, so he'll have more specific information on the cancer then.

Dad, Jill and Pam were at the hospital this morning along with several other family friends. Dad said that despite the reason they were there, they had a really good time catching up with some friends that he hadn't seen in a very long time. Dad did make the comment that with 3 preachers there waiting for Mom to get out of surgery, they were likely to have revival right there in the waiting room!

Thank you all for your prayers this morning. You have no idea how much it means to all of us to know that Mom was completely covered in prayer and lifted up before the throne of God. We will continue to pray for her protection as she goes through recovery and then for strength as she starts chemo in a few weeks.

We'll update again when we know more!

Friday, January 19, 2007

2007-01-16T21:11:00.000-05:00

Judy goes in for surgery on Friday at 9:30. She'll have a radical mastectomy and all of the lymph nodes on the left side removed. Please keep her, Dr. Hardcastle and Marvin in your prayers. We'll update again as soon as we can after the surgery.